🗯️ You know lately this sysplex discourse has gotten me to question the nature of my multipsychism again. I always end up settling on plurality at the end of the day, because it's the most well known and easily explainable framework with the most resources; but it could easily be any number of things
I'm monoconscious, we know this for sure. I'm not completely multiple, we also know that. My origins though? Partially willogenic, it's something I have to actively maintain because plurality is innately part of my identity like nonhumanity. Does that make me transplural then? I'm fully transitioned depending on how you look at it, so that would make me... cisplural? Trisplural? Depending on how you look at it?
Not to mention I'm partially spontaneous. I kinda just did this one day as a kid. I've always had multiple selves no matter how you look at it. But through willowing and C-PTSD later in life it became... more like median plurality
Is that my origin? Or is my initial origin spontaneous and something that happened in my childhood, but then was later altered. Again, depends on how you look at it.
Now take all of this information, and consider alternate frameworks like sysplexity, polymindence, variformity, etc. WHAT AAAM I
One stream of thought with multiple self states. Potentially caused by trauma or at least influenced by it. Am I sensusID? Like what. Is it just ego states caused by secondary dissociation, e.g. sysplexity? What's!!!! Happening!!!!