#senti lang

[extinctgoodness]

Sa tuwing nalulungkot at naluluha ka, huwag mo itong pipigilan. Sapagkat sa kalungkutan mo mapagtatanto na sa darating na panahon ay muli kang sasaya. :')

[wazzupbruh]

Good morning ':) bigla ko namiss ang year 90's. hayss .when i was a kid.

[staygoldies]

"I love you" 💬

- words left unsaid.

[sabihinmosakanya-blog-blog]

Falling inlove

Ang pinakamagandang pangyayari sa buhay ng isang tao, sa tamang tao at pagkakataon.

[adlucem28]

Still super-affected about him... (Senti Mode)

Affected pa rin talaga ako... </3

Affected sa isang kuwento ng pag-ibig na sa pagdaan ng mga taon, napapatunayan ko na ako lang talaga ang nagmahal at hindi siya... na umasa lang talaga ako sa isang pangarap na bula lamang pala... nawala, naglaho...

Nakakatawa lang na as I watched a supposed-to-be kilig episode ng "Be Careful with My Heart" just a while ago, I found myself shedding some tears when Maya was pacifying herself and telling herself na "huwag maging assuming..." etc. etc.  I suddenly recalled how I have assumed/expected so much that the one I liked, and much more, loved, feels the same way for me... But years passed... YES, years passed... and nothing happened.  And it simply won't happen anymore.  Our relationship will not advance into something deeper... no more chance... unless he would TOTALLY change his heart... </3

Well, I guess, I have just become immune to suppressing all these feelings.  Because I need to do it in order to survive.  Simply because we live in the same world, dealing with the same people around us.  As much as I wanted to avoid him totally, that's really impossible... perhaps, FOR NOW... Unless again, that I would choose to go out of the same world that we are in and build a new world of mine where he's not part of it anymore.

Will I be able to do it?  Maybe.  I hope so.

Pero sadyang hindi lang talaga mangyayari iyon sa ngayon.

My story is very different from Maya's.  And mine will not/never have a happy ending like her.  My love story has long been ended even before it has started, or expected it to happen... but the problem is that until this very moment, I still have not completely moved on. </3

I just suddenly thought, the reason why I am still addicted to watching love stories on TV, whether BCWMH or Korean Dramas, is because the stories, the mushy, magical, lovestruck scenes take me to a world where my dreams of loving "him" come true, even for just a fleeting moment.  But then after a while, reality will hit me straight to my face, and I will be brought back to the painful realization that hey, there is no such thing as him.loving.me...

only me.loving.him.

[charmedparticle]

FEELING SENTI NAMAN DAW AKO NGAYON! ANU BEH!

[mimingcat]

Flashbacks (2)

So here's a poem i wrote when I was still on friendster. I was still highschool. I had my heart broken. Old stuff. Hindi ko 'to nilagay para mag reminisce kundi dahil napaka poetic ko pala pag heart broken. natatawa lang ako haha..wtf!

Darkness ruled and filled the sky On the day we said goodbye. After all that we've been through This is all that we could do. All those days that was filled by bliss Whod've thought it ends like this? "Be together 'til we die" All was broken by a lie..

We can still do anything, But we won't have something.. 'Lovers who ended up as friends' This is how our story ends..

Still when I saw you, my heart beat's fast I don't know how long i'll last.. I can't smile when you are near! You promised me once that you'll always be here! What happened to those words we use to say? Did it ended on that very day? It hurts so much, it tore me apart- Still, i want you on my stupid heart..