There are days when, outside your window
I see my reflection as I slowly pass
And I long for this mirrored perspective
When we'll be lovers, lovers at last
need i explain this one ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) of course i will
this is THE premier stalker song, and something I love so so much about unhinged jaytim is the mutual stalking between Tim and Jason asjdfklsajf like Tim is and always has been a little stalker boy, but Jason doing stalking right back to Tim (primarily: pre-UTRH return to gotham) is something that makes my third eye open and start quoting that one reddit ESH response that goes 'something something never inflict yourselves on anyone else' because this is IT TO ME. Which of them is singing? Yes.
and the history between them...both Robin, both replaced, the animosity but also the understanding...it's what drew me to jaytim in the first place so fjdlskajf how's it feel to mirror each other huh pretty hot right *wink
i genuinely love this typo bc yes i am doing my groceries and putting a balanced diet into my shopping basket, a little bit of everything >:3c
I answered it on twitter so copypasting!
1-the ship i like bc i think it's interesting: Garet/Isaac, Felix/Isaac, Garet/Ivan, Mia/Sheba
2-the ship i like bc i think it's hot: Isaac/Garet/Jenna, Sat/Men, Saturos/Alex, Menardi/Jenna
3-the ship i like bc i think it's fucked up: Alex/everyone esp Mia Felix and Saturos, Menardi/everyone esp Jenna, Babi/Iodem
4-the ship i like bc i think it's hilarious: Mia/Sheba, Kraden/Piers, Kraden/Mia (like i am also serious about all those but lbr they're also hilarious
I just want to say I'm consistently enchanted by how you manage to nail random cosplay with love nikki items??? Keep doing your thing, you're great at it
This is so sweet thank you so much! It’s definitely difficult sometimes, especially since I’ve sworn off spending more money for items. But I really appreciate your kind words! (*＾▽＾)／
dude the anons you're getting really are maximum "The reading comprehension and overall common sense on this website is piss poor."//"how dare you say we piss on the poor" energy tonight lmfao
Gisksoydhpx EM AHAHA 💖 You and your words, sweet hugbear 🌈
SO YOU JUST BINGED TRC how was it what are your thoughts what are your feelings I'm 500% ready to cry about Adam Parrish literally all the time
May I first just say, may the world bless you, I desperaTELY NEED SOMEONE TO CRY ABOUT THIS SERIES TO AND, LIKE MAGIC, LIKE AN ANGEL DESCENDING FROM THE HEAVENS, YOU APPEAR
my thoughts: scattered ashes to the burning oceans
my feelings: utterly eviscerated
I’m down to cry about Adam Parrish for the rest of my earthly days honestly
anywho, this is gonna get emotional and spoilery and rambly so, you know, here’s a cut
like first I just loved everything about this weird unique gift of a story, we’ve got magical slumbering kings and ley lines and ghosts and psychics and dreaming boys and ravens named Chainsaw and I just
I loved everyone’s love. These kids just love each other so much, in different ways, I devoured every moment of every interaction between each different character and it just all killed me and made me want to stay in this world for an absurdly long time, which you know, between four books I probably could have hung out there for a bit if I hadn’t insisted on reading them every waking moment since Sunday.
But I digress.
Being the person I am, my favorites were absol-fucking-lutely Ronan Lynch and Adam Parrish. I was gone for Ronan from probably his first scene. He’s angry, he’s sharp, I wanted to fall on him and cut myself. (like Gansey was afraid of but damn, I am trash for wounded tattooed boys) and then he carries a baby raven around in a suspiciously large bag because she needs to be fed every two hours GOD COME ON HOW MUCH CAN MY HEART BE EXPECTED TO TAKE
And then you’ve got unknowable Adam, proud and stubborn and love-starved, I’d die for him, Ronan would die for him, their love is so quiet and subtle and then suddenly unsubtle and loud and I’m probably gonna reread these books like I dunno tomorrow soon and just take in every moment, every little thing that grows from a sprinkling rain to a full-blown storm.
One of my favorite moments though, the one that’s haunted me all evening from the moment I read it, was this:
towards the end of The Raven King when Adam loses control of his hands to the demon and attacks Ronan, they subdue him and tie his hands while Ronan holds onto him. I mean, this whole scene was AMAZING (gimme all the angst I eat it up for breakfast lunch dinner and mcfucking snack) but while Ronan’s containing Adam, who’s devastated because he’s lost control of himself and his autonomy and he’s just tried to kill Ronan, Ronan whispers in his ear - “Forsan et haec olim meminisse juvabit” - which from what I can find, translates into something like this: “A joy it will be one day, perhaps, to remember even this.”
That gutted me, friend. Ripped out my guts and threw them all over the floor for me to look at. It’s just so open and raw and vulnerable and forgiving, all at once. Just Ronan saying, in the language they share, hey this fucking sucks but it will be over and just a memory we can think back on together, but we’ll be together.
Ravens mate for life, did you know? Or so they say. I think this one does, at least.
catch me in my #pynch dumpster for the rest of my fucking life, thank you for letting me air out my garbage, I am endlessly grateful and I’m CRYING, let’s talk about these utterly amazing horrible books and Adam x Ronan some more pls
A few of you asked for this, so I don’t mind going long. But I’ll put it under a break to spare your dashes anyway. HERE WE GO.
Terran is bisexual. He never really connected the dots until he left home, however. For ages, he’d had a crush on Gemma (or, rather, something he’d interpreted as a crush, much to the towns’ encouragement), but by the time he left for Heliodor he’d mostly grown out of it, and he views her now as more of a sister than anything else. (Gemma, meanwhile…) Terran had noticed the older men around town, though – there was an embarrassing period of his adolescence when he wanted nothing more to do than to hang around Cole’s dad – and he was fascinated by the handsome merchant hands and soldiers who’d sometimes stop into town, bearing tales of faraway places and derring-do. It didn’t actually occur to Terran that men could actually be with men, in that way, until he got out of Cobblestone. That’s not to say Terran doesn’t appreciate the ladies. He does. He’s just realizing now that he also apparently appreciates the fellas as well.
Terran’s first male crush was… Sylvando. Yeah, I mean. C’mon. Sylvando is just so dashing and handsome and confident and that accent and those tight pants and that wink. He just seems to Know So Much and have Seen So Many Things and… I mean, how could a budding little disaster bisexual like Terran NOT fall in love with Sylv, at least for a hot minute? It didn’t last, of course. Pretty much by the time the Slayer reappeared, Terran was mostly over it. But Terran gets why Sylv always seems to leave broken hearts in his wake; and it’s not because Sylv is a cad, but because he is just so damn lovable. Terran also understands why the young men in Sylv’s parade flock to him like they do. Terran gets it, he respects it, and a not-so-insignificant part of him wishes he just could stay with the parade forever.
Terran can’t cook. He can grill, a little. And he can forage. But cook? Not so much. Veronica teases him about it; you’d think what with all the forging he does, he’d be able to slap some ingredients together to make a meal. But nope. He’s a disaster at the cookfire: He burns most things and undercooks everything else. Even Erik is a better cook than Terran.Much to his regret, Terran never learned how to make Amber’s stew. Serena tried to replicate it once, based on what Terran told her; but it just wasn’t the same.
Terran had a pet slime once. He hates fighting the wild ones. HATES it. Will go out of his way not to fight them, even the metal ones. He sort of justified it to himself on the Tor, that the slimes were acting strange and weren’t themselves; and he didn’t kill them, just knocked them out. But the first time a slime attacked him on the way to Heliodor, Terran cried himself to sleep that night. It was the first time he realized that no matter what happened in Heliodor, things could never really be the same for him again. After the world ends, he doesn’t cry when fighting the Malicious slimes, and he doesn’t hold back. But something inside of him twinges all the same.
Terran is actually a pretty good (partner) dancer. One night on the Salty Stallion, Rab and Sylvando get it into their heads to teach these wayward children how to dance. Rab pairs with Veronica, for height reasons. Serena pairs with Sylvando. And Jade, well, she can’t dance, because she’s seasick. So that leaves Erik and Terran to double up. It’s the first time Terran has ever even so much as held hands with a man, much less dance a romantic fandango. Terran will remember the moment for the rest of his life.
Terran loves to read. I mean, this one isn’t so much as headcanon as it is actual canon, but yeah, my boy’s a total bookworm. After all, there weren’t too many books in the ol’ Cobblestone library, such as it was (mostly it consisted of half a shelf of the priest’s bedroom, mostly with books on subsistence farming and local geology). So when he first arrives in Heliodor, the first place Terran stops – before he goes to visit the king, before he goes to the inn, before he even so much as grabs an afternoon snack – is a bookseller. He buys the first book he sees: a morally-corrupt, melodramatic fribble about a young mermaid who falls in love with a dashing human prince. He keeps it in his side satchel at all times, throughout his adventure, and reads it at least once a year until he is too old to make out the letters any more.
As a child, Terran was afraid of thunder. The way storms echoed across the canyon walls would freak him out, and Chalky would have to sing him a special song to calm him down.Years later, when Terran entered the casino at Puerto Valor for the first time and, for some reason, found himself humming the song he heard magically piped over the loudspeakers, he realized Chalky must have traveled farther than he’d let on.
Terran watches out for Blue John. After he helps secures Last Bastion, the first thing he does is get the king to send out a contingent of men to Blue John’s cabin with a crate of (non-poisoned) fish. He makes sure that a fresh shipment will arrive every week for the foreseeable future. Even when he, uh, Act 3′s it up (staying vague for the first-timers on my dash), Terran makes sure that Blue John gets his crate of fish. This very much confuses Act 3 Blue John, who suddenly begins to receive a crate of fish one day for no apparent reason yet never questions it, because, hey: FREE FISH.
Terran first realizes he’s got a thing for Erik in Gallopolis. It happens literally as they’re walking out of the city gates for the last time, after all the nonsense with the Slayer and Faris and the merchant and so forth. Terran turns to say something to Erik, and that’s when he notices that Erik’s ears are sunburned, that the tips of them have gone so pink they’ll probably end up blistering soon, unless Terran Heals him. And then he thinks, well, Serena could Heal Erik too, right? But Terran’s chest seizes at the thought. No, he realizes with dawning horror, he wants – no, needs – to be the one to Heal his best friend; it has to be him, and only him, who gets to trace the shell of Erik’s ear with feather-light fingertips in a gentle, healing caress; it has to be his touch, and his alone, that elicits that soft sigh of relief and a shiver up Erik’s spine. It’s such a small moment, a small realization; but it hits Terran like a thunderbolt; on the ride to the next camp site, he is dumbfounded, riding with his mouth hanging open the entire time.
Terran and Erik first sleep together the night before they go to visit the Heart of Yggdrasil in Act 1. Because, y’know, I like to maximize the possible potential for pain.
hi! would you be willing to put the bakugou and deku pokemon aus in your store as a tshirt or print? they're my fave characters and fave starters and I'm completely in love with the art. It would be even better if they could go on one tshirt or print together, but if that's too much trouble, I completely understand. Thank you for all you create! you have a really cute art style.
Ahh I’m so glad you like them!! I’ve added them to my redbubble <3
