Oct 16, 2015
Jonathan doesn’t move to greet him. “What has happened to you,” he says instead, helpless. Simon’s eyes gentle and he steps forward, reaching for Jonathan, and Jonathan cannot do anything but reach back. “What Lilith said was best,” Simon answers quietly. “What would keep me at your side.” Jonathan flinches, but Simon’s fingers are tight and firm around his. “I didn’t ask for this,” the blonde whispers desperately. Simon leans up, kisses his forehead. “I did,” he breathes against Jonathan’s hairline, and Jonathan shudders.
the shadows scream my name (the heavens scream it)
#rynwrites#ryn's multiverse#the simathan AU#shadowsverse#shadowsverse simon#simathan#simon/jonathan#tmi fanfic#wip#~laughs wickedly~#darkverse#darkverse rewrite#dark!simon is the best thing#gahhhhh#i love dark!simon so much#you do not understand#HE IS THE BEST THING#and by the way#this is all pre-canon#i've posted like two or three snippets from CoB rewrite and beyond#all this?#this is pre-canon#:)#gayness#all the gayness#i love the simon/jonathan relationship in this story#because it's always been unequal#and it's always been at least a little unhealthy#but i think it's around here where the balance flips#and suddenly jonathan's not the one in charge