If you think you're special to a guy and that he cares about you, you're wrong. They say they want you, that they miss you when you're not around, that they want to hug and kiss you and never let go but chances are while you're in coo coo land over him, feeling like you're on cloud nine, he's off trying to find the next shag! ...or poor victim shall I say. I'm sick of it. This happens to me and my mates all the freaking time. Some guys need to grow up and act their age cause it's a shame when some of these guys are actually amazing people, and the people I'm going on about ARE actually amazing, they just bring themselves down with the way they act. They have brilliant personalities but it's just wasted on the fact that they fuck with emotions!
And another thing....grow a freaking backbone! If you're tired of your last shag, then be a man and actually tell them instead of stringing them along saying you don't even know what you want. Yes, you know what you want, you want to be a kid for the rest of your life and break hearts and shag around and get diseases. There's nothing wrong with enjoying your single life, I'm not saying there is, what I'm saying is wrong is when you promise someone the world only to stab them in the back. If you don't care, then simple as, don't say you do! Cause some of us girls...and I know I'm one of them, fall pretty hard for guys they like! It's hard to get someone who's really made an impact on your life actually out of your head and heart. Believe me.
I'm just annoyed. It's stupid how nice girls like me and my friends always fall for the guys who only want a shag and nothing else.... *sigh*.........ah crap. Why aren't we ever interested in the decent guys?! Urrrrgh.
And by the way, if by any chance someone is reading this and thinking 'she's on about me' then this WHOLE rant doesn't include you, just some of it does.
Argh.
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