#she doddleoddle

[feathers-together-through-time]

"am i allowed... to look at her like that...?" -She, doddleoddle

[strawberrymilkphil]

and she means everything to me...

[ohok-haley-blog]

I’m ded what is this (Evans face is my face)

[easybrothersforthewin]

i went on a college residential with my crush. She didnt know I was in love with her but at one point on the trip we chatted about how the guy she was crushing on thought she was easy. It broke my heart to know the girl I had gotten quite close to only thought of me as a friend. I always thought maybe there was a chance for more as we shared similar dreams and she always used to make sure she got the same bus to college with me before she moved house. She never found out I loved her but where not as close anymore as we dont get to see each other often. Today I listened to this song for the first time earlier today and became a bit obsessed. To which I just passed her in the hallway and all my brain could do was sing this song which hurt.

[a-suicidal-snail]

“הייתי רץ אלייך כמו לים הפתוח, לוחש לך בשקט, ברוח ברוח”

אני מתגעגעת אלייך.

לנשיקה שלך. לשיער שלך. לאף שלך. לידיים. למוח המדהים.

את כל כך יפה.

לא חשבתי לעצמי אף פעם שהנשיקה הראשונה שלי תהיה עם בת. אבל הופס הפתעה.

ועכשיו אני יושבת בבית עם נזלת מטפטפת ודמעות זולגות עם שירים עצובים ברקע וגשם וירטואלי.

ורע לי. כל כך רע לי.

כי נפרדת ממני.

זו הפעם הראשונה שלא אני קובעת מה ייקרה, אלא הצד השני.

תמיד סירבתי לכולם, כי כולם היו חראות, אבל את לא. את היית מדהימה. את עדיין מדהימה. ואני פוחדת שיש מישהי אחרת שנהנית מהמדהימות שלך.

אני אוהבת אותך בזמן הווה.

שלך תמיד,

החילזון האבדני.

“Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall, but to her, I taste of nothing at all”

I miss you. I miss your kiss. your hair. your nose. your hands. your wonderful mind.

you are so beautiful.

Never have I thought my first kiss would be with a girl, but hey- suprise! And now im sitting at home with my nose dripping and my tears streaming down my face listening to sad music and virtual rain. and i feel bad. so bad because you broke up with me. its the first time im not deciding whats gonna happend, but the other person is.

i alsways said no to everybody, because they were all crap. but not you. you were amazing. you still are. and im afraid that there is someone else enjoyiing your amazingness.  i love you at present tense. yours always, a-suicidal-snail.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-XKQgnzN1jo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pVcgz9Jv-U