#she might

[whateverafteriguess]

just remembered raven is a lady gaga fan, lemme go listen to born this way 4 her

[feng-shui71]

Wesker GET OUR OF RHE WAAAYYY jordan please come my way i’ll treat you better than that WHIRE MAN. Please just one chance i can provide for you better htan any man in the workd 😭😭😭 Lolease pleasw one chance

[mctna2019]

if Yeon was the last person that Seon-ho thinking about and maybe seeing her, did for Yeon, Seon-ho was the last one too?

[livedinthecastle]

lily allen released west end girl just late enough that she probably won’t make it into our spotify wrappeds but also just late enough that it will be incredibly embarrassing if she does

[pilferingapples]

I was talking with @everyonewasabird about Cosette’s situation towards the end of the book, and realized that,from Cosette’s POV:

-Marius told her he was going to need to miss seeing her for an evening; that meant two days. He refuses to tell her why, and he gives her Courfeyrac’s address. (4.8.6) He makes vague allusions to some men he knows, and gives her Courfeyrac’s name and address, because something might happen, one never knows” .   When he is convincing her of the need for him to leave for an evening, he tells her, in doing this , “ "Let us sacrifice one day in order to gain our whole lives, perhaps."

-the day after Marius and Cosette skip their nightly meeting for the first time ever, the June Revolt happens. 

- the day after that, Jean Valjean is also gone , the whole day and until early the next morning. There is absolutely no way Cosette doesn’t know he’s gone. But she’s used to her dad disappearing for a day or two, she might not think too much about it....

- except Cosette learns after the revolt that Marius was severely wounded on the barricades.  She pretty much has to learn this from her father; no one else she knows even knows who Marius is!

- after Marius wakes up, everyone, including Cosette, reasonably now assumes him to be a srs bsns republican revolutionary. She also must learn that Courfeyrac, and all Marius’ other friends, have died in pursuit of that revolution.

-the only thing Valjean and Marius really talk about to any degree is politics. (5.5.7)

-Hugo notes several times that Marius and Valjean have an obvious air of two men with a secret between them. (5.5.7, 5.7.1). Cosette has gathered enough to believe the things they won’t talk to her about are political (5.7.1).

-Valjean does his best to convince Cosette that all his strange behavior after his confession, and even the condition of their meeting room, and the short time they meet, is his doing and according to his wishes entirely.  He won’t elaborate. He’s just. Meeting his daughter. In near-secret.  and refusing to meet her any other way.

Under a name Cosette doesn’t know. 

HMMMM.  

- What I’m saying is, it would be completely and entirely fair for Cosette to think that her (known revolutionary!!)  husband and her (always mysterious!) dad are involved in political conspiracy  that they are refusing to tell her about for all the usual reasons people might keep a political conspiracy secret.  It would even be very reasonable for her to conclude they met through the uprising. 

A household with Political Conspiracy happening would even fit in comfortably with Hugo’s own life experiences!--his mom and her lover had plotted against Napoleon, without him knowing. 

What does this change? I don’t know. Nothing, necessarily?  but Hugo doesn’t really consider Cosette’s  POV and interiority at all here, so I want to do it more, and that led me here, and now you too. 

[tardisimpalalover16]

Man, Buck is receiving a lot of criticism for the whole “the end of life doula sees me.” (Which yes we know Eddie will forever be the greatest person to see through every minuscule twitch in Buck’s beautiful face.)

But I think Buck is really just excited to talk about his death in a manner that isn’t serious. To the end of life doula, its not you died, Buck. Not in that solemn tone. With Natalia, he’ll be able to process his death in a manner that is “safe” for him. Nothing too mentally tasking. Like friends who are going out for coffee. Even with a therapist, the first thing they do is listen and see whether your reaction is healthy or not. Natalia is more curious of the aspects of death—morbid as it is. It’s not like she’ll grieve him. The him, he used to be. And the him, he will be. It literally won’t matter to her. Natalia knows no difference.

Plus, no one likes to talk about death because of the pain and misery. The uncomfortableness that it brings to the table. And with the end of life doula, it’s just as it is. It won’t hurt her feelings, won’t cause her sadness. I think he doesn’t want talk to someone who is emotionally invested in him because it is a sad topic. Buck doesn’t want to make his love ones feel discomfort. And people won’t have to see him be vulnerable or scared. While yes, Buck has people who do want to talk to him about it. Doesn’t mean he wants to. Or have too. He was probably at a state of denial. Also I think it’s always easier to tell a stranger first about your feelings than someone who knows you from the inside out.

Which is why when he does speak to Eddie about his death, it’s entirely different. Eddie and him have seen each other’s lowest points, and they are solely connected. They’re each other’s safe place. And Buck will always return home.

Also I think you guys forget that Buck is a freaking nerd underneath those muscles, he likes sci-fi and paranormal stuff. I can see where the friendship with the death doula will help him out. Plus I think it be really great if we had a Buck funeral guys. Buck deserves reminders that he’s loved.

[nacrelysis]

nikola: hahaha i've Cornered you, fleshy! now to-

me, distracted: do you like safeway cookies

her: What

me: the safeway cookies. the soft frosted sugar ones.

her: this Is the uk

me: they kind of taste like plastic. good plastic, you know? i like them. i'm kind of craving some right now-

her, a sentient plastic doll: um

me, to myself: where can i get some right now?

her: *backs away* okay This Isn't Fun i didn't know the flesh got to you first goodbye Bye D: !!!

[nomoresopha]

Wowow wants to write the Stanley parable fan fiction lol