The moon

Welcome to my little home. "reach for the moon,even if you miss you'll land among the stars"

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Celebration

+Mother, say congratulations to Nam inspector. today, your only son became an inspector. he fills the cup in front of him with a wine. it's the only wine Hwi liked. maybe still too. +tonight you have to celebrate for your son. he's getting stronger. he drinks his cup in one movement. like when they were both drinking sneakily out of fear of yeon. +while he lost his best friend, his best friend's sister is a hostage of his father in this mansion, and everyone hates him. he smiles. +I'm talking about the Nam inspector, the bastard who only relies on his father's name. your son. then he drinks the other cup that's for his mother. +but today he was able to stand in front of an jerk noble and punish him for harassing a weak woman. the bastard son of lord Nam. Seon-ho takes the cup towards the empty space of his room and wipes his wet eyes. +are you proud of me, mother?

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When life gives you tangerines

we're in fall and what is better than watching (or rewatching) "When life gives you tangerines"? because we're in season of ....TANGERINES...

I watched it 2 month ago but I was such busy to forget coming here and talk about it, but suddenly tonight I remembered that.

so I'm here to tell you about this masterpiece. If you didn't start watching this drama, don't hesitate anymore and do it. without any doubt that was one of the best series I've watched. it's the REAL LIFE, it makes you laugh and cry and maje you angry, desperate and in the end you're so sad about finishing it.

I love actors, and it was my first drama of Park Bo-gum, but now I live his warm and kind eyes, and his lovely smile. I don't know what to say about different feelings IU(or Lee Ji-eun) made in me. she really deserves all of awards for her different roles, being mother and daughter, she really made me crying. I loved her especially as my dear Ae-sun. I love their old age actors too, they did a great job and I lived with them. with all of characters.

this drama talk about family, mother, father, children, hardness, life, love, trust, work, fears, happiness, braveness and death.

I love this drama and I can't forget it. I don't deny that in the last episodes I was too sad and shocked (it's not a spoil) but I love it.

P.S: dear God, please let us to experience true love in our life like them.

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My dearest...This wasn't such romantic historical we think it isn't worth watching, if you have a high expectation you can try it.I love the story and I think season 2 did better job than season 1. this is a really important factor for me.the actors do great job especially leads. While everyone love Jang-hyun(Nam Gong-min) and I love him in the drama too, but I can't deny that I really adore Gil-chae(Ahn Eun-jin). she had a very big development during the drama that make me really interested in her. and Ahn Eun-jin eyes even did more than Nam Gong-min to me. I don't know why, but I'm sure she was the biggest reason for me to watching the drama till the end. don't misunderstand me, I really really loved Jang-hyun's character and actor too, but Gil-chae impressed me more than him. but I really love that cool voice of him.and oh my god, that song Ryang-eum(I like him too) sang in the drama and Ahn Eun-jin too, is one of the best OST of kdrama. I love those twists in the drama and characters, like how both Jang-hyun and Gil-chae grow and learn to take care of people and put their pride aside for each other or even trample on their pride. and even crown prince and king, I thought the crown prince is a coward person but he turned into a really great person for country and king turned to a devil. I really loved this drama but for me last episodes could be better, but still I enjoyed watching it. actually I like that they wrote s1 from "Gone with the wind". I like that novel too much. I really loved war times, those scenes were so great and natural. if someone ask me for my best drama, I don't say this drama at first. but at same time I can't deny the feelings this drama made in me.if you look for a good historical and romantic drama I suggest you to watch this drama.

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"Gil-chae_ya...."

"I won...so this is enough."

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"I keep seeing him."

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"Why?....why?..."

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Inception

So...Are we live in the dream or reality?

what a beautiful movie from Christopher Nolan.

I thought it would be so complicated but I tried it and wow... it isn't that much hard if you pay attention. try it.

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The end of Mr sunshine

I have so many things to do, and honestly I don't know how to start again. so I'm just writing from Mr. Sunshine... it's been a few months since I finished it. it was a masterpiece...really. I love it from my heart and it really impressed me. I really don't want it to be end and those moments I have in that series, were so special and unique. I cried and laughed a lot, live with them. and for one more time, I understood that, freedom is such a mercy. I've kept them in my heart, all of them.

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I think Yang-hwa gave that handkerchief(that was belong to Yoo-jin) to Ae-shin, bc she stopped loving Yoo-jin. I'm sad and happy about that. undoubtedly Dong-mae showed him a man who cares and affects her and she learned who should she love. so she doesn't show that, bc she know how crazily he loves Ae-shin. just in silence, she keeps protecting him. always stares at how Hotaru is near to him, holding his hand, hugging him and she just watches from far. I really love her very much. she's such powerful and charismatic character.

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No, Dong-mae doesn't humiliate Ae-shin, he just makes her free. and even farther from himself. he just wanted to protect her in his own way.

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it makes me more curious about him. I mean as drama go further his character gets more complicated but at the same time, I can understand him better. I understand that he isn't really the violent and bad person he hides under his mask. he has a kind heart. I wish he'd let Ae-shin see this, but he always hides this side of himself from her. I'm really glad that two women love him. I can clearly see how Yang-hwa really realizes her own love on him and hides it. you can see how she stares Hotaru when she ran and hugged him. 

AND I LOVE THE WAY THEY TALK ONLY WITH THEIR EYES.

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+everyone in Joseon hate Gu Dong-mae. -but I'm not.

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+so I want a bodyguard. he has taken many things so far. -what did he take? +my mother, my youth ...my name. -what was the name he took from you? +Lee Yang-hwa. -it's a beautiful name.

I'm sure one day he'll call her with her real name. and I love that scene when he became enemy with her father bc of her. he said her that he can't do that but he did it and I believe it was only for her.

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friends, enemies, bromance or whatever their relationship is, they're really sooo funny and I love them too much.

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They make me happy and sad. their scenes are so comfort.

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"you know why I came back to Joseon? that time, after that moment, a thousand times when I think about it, I could only reach you in this way, my lady."

I really can't see this as any other love triangle in other dramas. I mean, OMG, this one has such power to make her cry. from sadness? anger? but it isn't like what I thought. it's more complicated and more beautiful from what I thought. he knows that she can't belong to him, he just want to feel that love.

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how soft and calm he is with women around him, especially her. but there's something so different about her.

I mean their eyes, their comfort when they were talking really involved my mind. actually I know the ending but I can feel the love that they can't see between each other, not a love she has for Yoo-jin and not his love for Ae-shin. in this scene I really felt their chemistry and I wanted to shout "you two fool, you love each other."

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I think more than hating Dong-mae, Ae-shin is angry of him bc of what he said about her in their childhood. those words really hurt her. so I think it isn't about loving anyone else or not, it's about what those words did to her heart and still damaging her.