#shea-gardienne

[mcl-pauly]

pls do how to talk to tall people - with a frying pan lol

u wanna talk to ash but turns out ur taller than him ??

then perish

[macomico]

SHEAAC KISS (whichever type of kiss you want is fine >w<)

lazy summer afternoon <3

[foresthuntermajrach]

I'd be happy to match you with someone! :D tell me more about yourself?

Omg, you want to OwO? Alright!

(So… damn… that wasn’t easy haha)

I rarelytalk about myself so much so idk what I should tell you but…

I’m an introvert, but I do enjoy spending time amongstpeople. I don’t like partying a lot and feel uncomfortable amongst crowds but Ilike meeting new pals and getting to know them (although I tend to get boredwith idle chit chat easily).

I'm rather quiet and spend most of the time in silence but if I get excited about something (or you ask me about something I love), I get super talkative and can drown you in my excitement (lol?)

Big thing, though. I’ve long ago learnt that I haveempathy problems so like… I’m the last person someone should seek to cry ontheir shoulder - and yet people still do that (that makes me feel bad bc Idon’t get them).  And I do not pity people. No matter how shitty your lifeis, I still believe you could be happy in some way. And I don’t really likepeople who drown in self pity. 

Alas!

My dad once said that our subconsciousness is ourbiggest weapon, so I started thinking positively and strangely enough it becameso natural to me that now I’m pretty much an impersonation of optimism. Nomatter what happens to me, I believe that earlier or later things will getbetter, I don’t hold grudges, even if I may not like someone; and I tend to actvery nice towards people I dislike (and who dislike me back) just to spite themand at the same time feel good with myself.

I’m an egoist but I help people if they ask me nicely.Cue me being the one that solves physics problems then drops them in the groupchat and explain them bc I get it. 

I’m against cheating and believe that the hard way ismuch better for your own benefit unless the thing you have to decide uponcheating or not is absolutely useless for you. The latter never happened.Honestly, i’ve only cheated once on a words test on German classes because Icouldn’t cram those for the love of God and I was endangered with not passingthe subject at all. I’ve found a way to avoid doing it afterwards tho.

I guess I do go by some rules, but those are made bymyself and not forced on me, so I may be seen doing stupid unallowed stuff atuni with my friends. Who cares, anyway lmao.

I tend to be mean. To both, my close ones and topeople I barely know. Mostly playfully mean, because I just like to check ifthis or that person gets offended easily (I know, a dangerous game, but it’sfun af). 

Apart from this…

I like togain and then show my knowledge about different things. I like to talk aboutthings I do know about and getfrustrated when someone suddenly changes the topic to something I know shitabout only bc they felt like it (I mean here celebrities, manicure, make-up, topicslike those make my skin crawl pls don’t). I really like listening to someone ifthey are passionate about the thing they are talking about, as long as they arenot repeating themselves for the umpteenth time. People are friggininteresting.

My passions(apart from the obvious drawing and writing) are observation, science andnature. I honestly love being outside. I love mountain trekking, swimming (espin the sea),  taking walks in theforests, camping and stuff like those. The night sky is like my one true loveand in summer I tend to just lay and look at the sky and tear up at how fuckingawesome light is to be able to go so quick and show us galaxies that probablydon’t exist anymore and omg I would die to fly to space, ok.

I’ve alwaysdreamed of being an astronaut but there was no way of pursuing this dream so nowI’m searching for something else that I would like. So far I don’t know if I’mmaking the right choices.

I also liketo read books, albeit now I do that less and rather watch documentaries (mostlyabout cosmos and physics - I gotta admit that lol).

I also prefer to rest in silence, uninterrupted, either alone or with someone who will not keep on babbling all the time we spend together. 

Hmm… whatelse…

I dislikechildren (mostly when they’re noisy and pushy - they exhaust me and I hatenoise omg) and dogs (same reason), am clueless in love, rather afraid of men80% of the times, even tho I get on best with them and not girls; I may or maynot me demisexual (am lmao) and idk about what sex I’d romance but so far I’veonly had minor crushes on men.

I’m cuddlywhen I’m close with someone. Like… I tend to lay on my mom’s lap a lot or onmy dad, or i rest my head on my friend’s shoulder while we sit close to eachother. And honestly I would 10/10 snuggle all day if I could. When it’s someoneI barely know I’m usually very uncomfortable with even things as simple as apat on the arm. I’m not sure what it came from but it’s just there.

I’m ratherafraid of love btw and even though I know boys look at me because I am pretty in a way (if I didn’t knowthat myself, then people keeping telling me that would make it) but because ofmy outer confidence and smarts and just the way I am no one ever approaches me.No one apart from the so called “momma’s boys” who are looking for someonewho will take care of them and honestly? I don’t feel a pull towards suchpeople. I’m secretly dreaming of finding my one true love amongst all thepeople I would manage to get it going with but at the same time I’m so veryinsecure about the matter that one would say I do not think I’ll be ever worththe try? Idk people can make you think many things about yourself and so farthe only likable thing about me the boys noted is that I have a pretty face andnice body (which I like too but… what about how I am lmao). I tend to thinkthat this may be not for me and I’ll just end up alone and doing research forsomething I’ll feel passionate about.

God, I’msorry, somehow it turned depressing at the end even tho I didn’t intend towrite those things. But I won’t delete it cause this can also give informationon me.

[rinsy-o]

shea-gardienne ha respondido a tu set de fotos: evil buddies at the cave 3/3

I like how Ash is just chilling in the corner

YES tbh I'm surprised he's not doing a peace sign in the Leif's image

[eldaguardian]

Do you have a favorite Miyazaki movie? ^^ (from Studio Ghibli)

I'm still hesitating but it goes between three movies?Princess mononoke (my “first” ghibli), Howl’s moving Castle/Spirited away. Aaaand Totoro (but Totoro is out of category, it’s my childhood movie 8′D)

[mcl-pauly]

If MCL is going to take us through college and beyond, I wonder where Eldarya will take us?

death

[mcl-pauly]

Do you think Karenn being kinda cold in episode 18 is because she was knocked out and forcibly evacuated in episode 17? Considering how much she doesn't like to be separated from her brother, I was surprised that she wasn't more angry at them for slipping her the sleeping drugs. :x

ahah i remember when i played ep 17 and Nevra said he drugged his sister i was like “YOU DRUGGED YOUR SISTER ?? WTF NEV” and then he said that it was payback for what she did in ep 15 and i was like “oh. i guess that makes it a bit more acceptable” lmao

anyway i don’t think she’s being cold because of that. she already seemed a bit down at the beginning of ep 17, as if something was troubling her, before Gardy and Chrome cheered her up. and i don’t think it was because of her brother

of course, there’s this scene in ep 18 where she glares at Gardy after the beach scene with Nevra which you can only interpret as Karenn being jealous of Gardy (unless you have another explanation, but it’s pretty obvious that Karenn didn’t appreciate that Nevra made the same gesture of affection toward her and Gardy and just that he was being close to Gardy in general). so yeah, she’s very possessive of her brother

there’s also this scene where she gets mad when she sees Gardy wearing the ring Chrome tried to offer her and that Karenn refused… and tbh i would have been a bit mad too lololol Chrome u fucker

now maybe the reason why she’s being a bit cold in ep 18 is because Nevra (if you’re on his route) and Chrome pay her less attention ? this is totally speculation tho. and it’s weird because Gardy and Karenn were like bff in ep 15 lol so… maybe there’s more to that.

[macomico]

shea and isaac for @shea-gardienne! ❤