#shedletskykin

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i wish i didn't feel so neutral about the other survivors, especially builderman and dussek. but it feels as if the more i was around 1x1x1x1 the less true emotion i felt. i miss 1x the most.

-forsaken shedletsky

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It's always kind of funny to see my characterization in the fandom.

The funnier part to me is that it's rather source accurate. I am kind of ridiculous, with a goofy sense of humor and a tendency to not necessarily take things seriously. This is pretty heavily emphasized in any media you consume from this fandom.

But I wasn't like that in my canon. That's what makes it funny to me.

I was paranoid, awkward, and incredibly closed off. I just kind of avoided the other survivors for awhile, sort of convinced they were all out to get me or that they were part of the Spectre's game .. that they were in on it, and this was some sort of eternal hell for me specifically.

I had my reasons, 'course. Being an amnesiac doesn't really help when everyone else around you has good memory. I guess that contributed to my paranoia. It doesn't help that 007n7 was a nosy son 'f a bitch (pardon my language, ha!) and wouldn't ever take no for an answer when I denied talking about myself.

Elliot wasn't much better, but at least his was out of the goodness of his heart, I guess. 007n7 was just flat out nosy. No shade to any n7's, obviously, mine was just .. y'know.

I don't know. I do enjoy seeing myself get depicted a lot happier than I had the freedom of being in my canon. I like seeing myself shown as a friend to the others, when I wasn't in my own memories. It's nice. It almost makes me long for what I could have had, if I'd been braver.

Bravery was supposed to be my thing, after all.

-Shedletsky ; Forsaken (Roblox) [#💚🍭]

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Decided to do the LGBT canons ask game thing because.. Why not.?

I don't really know much but when i was created, i didnt have a "gender" Really... I used masc terms and identified as male in my human form/disguise so I'd guess that made me transmasc but in my "god"/regular form i was either non-binary or agender.. For sexuality/orientation i was pansexual and in a queerplatonic relationship with 007n7 aswell as a "normal"(?) relationship with builderman.,

-- Telamon/Shedletsky [Forsaken / Roblox] {#🪽⚔️🍗}

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I miss Roblox HQ kinda, even if it was overrun by zombies lol. And Builderman, I loved that man. But I don't know if I'll ever see him again. I just wanna go home, even if I die when I do.

Shedletsky, Save Robloxia

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Sighh this is gonna be my stupidly lonng yapping about forsaken devs and my own skins with my sword. As a shedletsky kin…. Heres my confession about this;

Dear forsaken devs, PLEASE STOP GIVING ME THE SAME SWORD OF ALMOST EXACT TIME WHEN IT COMES TO MAKING SKINS OF MEIM TIRED ABOUT ME GETTING SAME SWORD AS MY ORIGINAL SELF!!!

For example… i brought my own fave skins called “John Forsaken”(the propeller hat one, not the removed one). Then i thought I was gonna have lollipop sword like Whimsical c00lkid skin, and turns out… ITS NOT!!! IF I SEE ONE MORE SKIN WITH SAME GOSH DARN OF MYSELF W/ DIFFERENT SKIN….

ILL COMMIT CHICKENS INVADED THE FORSAKEN WORLD!!11/j

i need a calm fresh fried chicken after this… my dear apologies…

—A Shedletsky fictionkin

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To my beautiful husband, Builderman,

I can't help but swoon over you though you're not here with me which I hate, you were the light of my life, and still are. From you preening my wings, to telling harmless jokes, from moments of stress, to war and conflict, you still took my eye. And always will.

I apologise for not helping you enough with the stress you went through of managing the whole of the world, Robloxia, though me and the other founders (Dusekkar and Mr. Doombringer, as well as Erik though he tradgically passed - rest in peace my friend) always stood by your side, even when Noli tried taking over, even when 1x1x1x1 tried taking over, to even Darkheart. Yet I still neglected you in small bouts, which I regret with my whole life.

I would marry you in every single lifetime, Builder. I miss your embrace, your eyes, just everything about you. I love you

- The Father of Flames, Shedletsky

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wondering why anytime I see another Shedletsky I have to "out-Shed" them even though I love doubles and then I remember,

oh yeah right I'm not a normal Shed kinnie the Shed kintype is caused by my 1x1x1x1 ass wanting to feel "whole again" I'm trying to not be a fragmented emotion.

also trying desperately not to find a random Shedletsky to cling onto/be the emotions for because, I don't want to put that on anyone

daily affirmations: I'm whole I am my own emotions I'm not torn apart-

(all very silly I'm fine, mostly, I need to get a BPD diagnosis though I swear.)

-Shedletsky/1x1x1x1 (Forsaken/Roblox lore)

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I got around to it, and made a (mostly) accurate avatar as to how I remember myself looking, and ... gods, it makes me so happy. I don't know why.

I mean, I guess it would be validating to run around on other games as myself, y'know? But oh jeez, I shouldn't be this ecstatic about it. Just seeing myself doing things I enjoy .. don't know. It makes me happy.

It especially makes me happy when I bump into cosplayers from my source and they interact with me in-character. It doesn't happen often, but oh when it does .. I love it. A lot. Even if I was very antisocial in my canon and didn't interact with the other survivors often, I do miss them. In my own weird way.

It's making me happy.

-Shedletsky ; Forsaken (Roblox) [#💚🍭]

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