i want to turn back time and not meet him ever
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i want to turn back time and not meet him ever
Full offense but
If you like moicy better than pharmercy.....
Hon. What are you doing with your life
Nevermindthatilowkeylikeitbecausetheyhadtohavegottentogetherinordertobeshittyexes
in a crap mood on a rainy night bc every encounter with my ex leaves me hating myself, feeling so insecure and dumb…this is why he is avoided at all costs 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
Healing 11/30/21
The fact that i can now listen to songs he and i used to listen to without having a ptsd episode makes me so happy. I don't feel like i have to fit into this box of the person he wants me to be anymore...or at least not in this moment lol.
Sometimes I wonder if I’m unhappy becuase I’m actually happy for once.
5am
It’s not that I miss you, it’s not that I want you back.
It’s what you did to me, what I allowed you to do. You played me so well & I hope it was worth it.
I know my worth, and I know how special I am, and anyone who loses me, their loss.
You are nothing but dead to me.
I'm glad that you hate your life. I'm glad the girl you left me for turned out to be nothing that you wanted. I'm glad that she's doing exactly to you what you did to me. I'm glad you finally feel what that pain feels like. I'm glad you have had to live with this guilt of treating me like complete shit for 2 years. I'm glad that she takes advantage of how giving you are. I'm glad that you have to text me to feel happy. I'm glad she can't please you. I'm glad you haven't been pleased in 2 years. I'm glad that I know all of your secrets now. I'm glad you don't trust her. I'm glad she drives you to drinking. I'm glad that it makes you text me about how sad and pathetic your life is until 2 in the morning. I'm glad you realize how bad you fucked up by letting me go, I truly am the "one that got away". I'm glad that you look back on all of our time together and realize how much you took me for granted. I'm glad that you remember all those good times and that you don't have those with her. I'm glad you miss me.
You were brutal and mean and cold. I never expected you to take a such a turn and crush every fiber of my heart. You got rid of any trace of me like I was a bad shade of paint. You tried to forget about me, move on, create this "perfect" life and now you're right back where you started. Wanting me. You blocked out how shitty you treated me and how badly it ended and now its back to bite you in the ass. Karma lets no one get away unscathed. You deserve every ounce of this and it gives me more pleasure than you can ever understand to know that you are now stuck in this shit hole of a relationship. I hope she leaves you and breaks your heart and I hope you cry even half the amount that I did. You were the lowliest piece of shit I had ever come across for what you did to me. I loved you with everything I had and gave up everything to be with you. You never appreciated me or even saw all that I did for you. You never saw it up until now, when all of your efforts are being ignored and it gave you a flashback of how you treated me. Even now you're still trying to put up a wall but there's a huge hole in yours. A hole I can see right through and see how unhappy you are and how much your heart aches to be close to mine. Too bad you stupid fucker. I told you that you would regret leaving me and now you do. Now you have to see me succeed and shine and do all the things that you'll never be able to do. I'll be able to love, to be happy and be able to enjoy my life.
Fuck you.