#shuffle anon

[ivyprism]

Pain, huh? (Anon Harem)

Trigger Warnings: Crying, toxic person and friend, hurtful words, mentions of death. Etc!

Chaos belongs to @1-800-roflmao

Birdie and Nurse belong to me!

Mandatory Tags: @ratsoh-writes @underfell-crystal

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Mysterious is how Birdie would describe her. Shuffle would describe her as "withdrawn." Cindy would describe her as cold-hearted. But was that accurate? She was always cold, cruel, and strict, but she was never mysterious. She didn't like her, that much was obvious. She'd always wondered how Birdie and Chaos managed to gain her respect. Cindy had a crush on Birdie, and he seemed to have a crush on her.

"Cindy." When she heard the object of her jealousy's voice, she jumped and jolted out of her thoughts. Nurse is tying up her ruby hair as she turned around. "What are you up to?" Nurse inquired as she fixed her gaze on her with a neutral expression. She despised it. She was perplexed as to how someone like her, who was so neutral, cruel, and harsh, could win Birdie's heart.

"Uh... Reading." She explained away as she quickly close the book in her hands. She crosses her arms and places her tongue against the back of her mouth.

"Clearly..." Nurse sat up and walked over. As she leaned down, Cindy tensed. She admitted to herself that she was attractive, and she despised it. In her presence, the pit in her stomach grew larger. She was nothing but gracious to her, however her jealousy was too strong. "Make sure you drink and eat..." Nurse sat up and began to walk away. It was as if an enraged surge had engulfed her. She always acted this way. She despised it. She wasn't her mother. She was her romantic rival.

"You know what!" Cindy yelled and stood up. Nurse moves her gaze to her. Her eyes are fixed on her, and she goes off on her. She told her about every issue she was having with her. She began to complain about how her voice bothered her (though she didn't like Glass's voice), how annoying she was, how worthless she was, and she began to discuss her job.

"Cindy-" Nurse tried to warn her, but Cindy refused to listen.

"It's no surprise that so many patients died in your care!" Cindy snapped, putting the final nail in the coffin. When she looked at the normally composed woman, Nurse looked extremely hurt, regretful, and deeply upset. Cindy, despite it all, felt satisfied. She didn't care if Nurse started sobbing there. It's not like she gave a damn about the woman.

"You... I..." Nurse took a step back, gripping her chest. Nurse began to reflect on all of her deceased patients. Her heart began to ache as tears welled up in her eyes. Cindy appeared to be pleased with herself, so she backed up. Nurse averted her gaze.

"You should be sorry for all those people you failed!" Cindy said this with a hostile tone. Nurse clutched her chest and bit her lower lip, attempting to keep tears at bay.

"Fine. I'm sorry." Nurse apologized. She walked back to her room. She slammed the door as she noticed the house trembling slightly from the force. She collapsed to her knees and curled up. She pressed her face into her knees, finally letting her sadness show. She began to sob quietly in her knees.

Cindy was pleased with herself, but she didn't notice the bittysized anon who had been listening the entire time. Glass clenched their fists and scowled at Cindy. Glass immediately went in search of the anons with whom they needed to speak.

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Chaos was out with Birdie and Shuffle. Shuffle was out shopping for Spidele. Birdie was busy flirting with Chaos, and Chaos was returning the favor. Glass flew furiously towards Chaos, slamming their face against Birdie's wing. Birdie reacted immediately by catching the small butterfly.

"Woah! Glass, you okay? You're not broken, right?" Birdie joked and Glass huffed. They laid back on their hand and panted.

"Yeah. I'm fine, but-!" Glass shouts and Chaos laughs.

"Pfft. How did you not break on impact?" Chaos teased and Shuffle snorted slightly.

"That's unrelated. Listen-!" Glass protested again. Shuffle opened their mouth to say something when Glass shouted. "CINDY MADE NURSE CRY!"

Now THAT got the trio's attention.

"Nurse? Cry? Are you telling the truth...?" Shuffle inquired. They had a worried undertone to them. Birdie shook his head slightly as Glass nodded.

"Cindy? You mean my friend, Cindy? Made Nurse cry? Pardon me... But she wouldn't..." Birdie stated. Chaos crossed his arms as Birdie sighed. Sure, he and Nurse weren't best friends, but if Cindy upset her and caused her to cry, she said something very hurtful.

"We should go home and check..." Shuffle suggested and Chaos nodded. Birdie nodded as well and they made their way back home.

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Nurse didn't greet them or was not in the living room when they arrived home. Chaos sensed something was wrong. Where had his nagging rival gone? She always comes by to say hello and threaten him with his name.

"Birdie!!" Cindy cheerfully said. She hugged his waist and he blinked at her. Angelbird immediately flew past him to Nurse's room.

"Cindy, where's Nurse?" Birdie asked and Cindy huffed in annoyance.

"Being loud in her room..." Cindy sighed, and Chaos pushed past her to follow Angelbird. As he approached her room, he noticed some minor cracks around the door. When Chaos got close enough, he could hear soft crying from the other side. At the sound of it, he tensed up.

"Nurse?" Chaos spoke quietly. The crying had become more subdued, and it sounded as if Nurse was repressing them.

"Y-Yeah?" Nurse called back. Her voice was full of tears, but she was masking them with her monotone tone. He'd seen Nurse at her worst and best. But he'd never seen or heard her cry before. He used to believe she couldn't cry.

"I'm coming in..." Chaos responded by turning the knob. It was open, and he walked in slowly. When he looked around, his gaze was drawn to Nurse's huddled form near a corner. She pressed her face against her knees. He knelt down slowly and looked at her. She raises her head, tears streaking and staining her face.

"Pfft... You look worse then me when I bathe." Chaos attempted to make a joke. Nurse gave a small chuckle at this. "Did Cindy say anything to you?" Chaos inquired as Angelbird nuzzled her cheek. She snorted and curled up even more. She gave a brief explanation before revealing the ending. He slightly clenched his fists.

"It's dumb. I know..." Nurse simply stated and Chaos sighed.

"It wasn't your fault." Chaos stated simply, and Nurse simply let go. She burst into tears again and sobbed into her knees. He gently touched her shoulder and encouraged her to express herself. Nurse hugged him and he hugged back. She tried not to cry into his shirt or shoulder. Her hair was down and she had changed earlier. But he knew that Cindy was out of line... But he'd worry about her later.

And he knows he won't leave Nurse live this down.

[1-800-roflmao]

I wanted to doodle more. It'll have to done later since some of yll seemed anxious.

Here's Shuffle!

They are the second tallest giant.

They are so far the only anon whose eyes don't glow. So yay, they won't terrify you at night lol

The die in their eyes rolls around somewhat freely in that if they tilt their head one way or another, it will roll as well.

The die can show custom messages based on Shuffle's mood or feelings, or it can just show a random fact.

The die does not impede their sight. It kinda works like a magnifier, a faux pupil.

Shuffle likes to tease and taunt. Especially if you're smaller than them, which is not hard.

They have a habit of picking up and carrying the smaller anons around.

Some of the smaller anons really like this habit and low key hope to be chosen that day- Spidey and Poet. Some are braver and actually will ask to be picked up- Chaos lol

They also have a habit of moving items around randomly. It drives the more OCD/organized anons crazy.

They sometimes choose the most random moments to spout a new fact.

Whitty/Magic Eight Ball Inspired

[decembercamiecherries]

*shuffles forward* So my YouTube dash keeps on popping these up and I like them. first is PSS(thisisnotpssanymorebutwell...) DON'T STOP! [Full MEP#1] by Semi-AutomaticMEPs second is Lose Control I Multi-Fandom MEP I Full [MEP#45] by xElectrica and finally SS HIT & RUN by >>StereoStudio. The last one has emojis and things like that in the name of the channel and the name of the video so I couldn't put it accurately. Sorry if it takes you a minute to find it. But they're all great! *Shuffles away*

The Don’t Stop! MEP was super good omg!!! I loved how catchy the song was and it started off w miraculous ladybug which is a sure way to get my attention ahaha XD Lose Control was insannnnnneeeeee, such good editing!!! Everything was so clear and smooth, my jaw dropped haha!

AND THEN HIT & RUN STARTED WITH HISOKA AND I NEARLY DIED FDJAKFDSAJKLFDJKLFSADKJL;JADKL;S XDDDDDD that was a great amv too, I liked how it focused on characters with red hair! And the song was so catchy, I really really really loved it!!!!

Thank you so much for sharing these with me, shuffle anon <3 I’m sorry it took me so long to get to this though please forgive me ;;;___;;;

[ivyprism]

Why? (Anon Harem)

Trigger Warnings: Mentions of murder, abuse, slight religion talk, fear, etc. This is from Nurse's POV.

Nurse, Birdie, and Curse belong to me.

Chaos belongs to @1-800-roflmao

Holy belongs to @juniperleafdelivery

Mandatory Tags: @underfell-crystal @ratsoh-writes @spider-anon-art

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"Why?" That was the question that nagged at me all the time. Why was I chosen to be a vessel for a powerful demon? Why was it that I was cursed to look exactly like her? I despised it, but I went on with my life. I made good friends, fell in love, and had a good life... until it wasn't.

In a dream, she appeared to me. Her voice had a sickeningly sweet tone to it. I didn't fear her even though I should have. She addressed me by name, was kind to me, and gave me advice. I didn't think anything of it when I woke up the next day. Wasn't it just a dream?

What a ridiculous lie I told myself. I saw her again and again until I realized who she was. She was a demon who desired to use my body as a vessel. When I cried out to my parents, instead of comforting me, they punished me. I couldn't understand why they were punishing me so severely.

"You have indulged too much in sin!" My father's words. It hurt me and I didn't know why. I never sinned or did anything else. I simply lived the life I was given. My father forbade me from ever speaking to my friends, love, or anyone else. I was told that if I wanted to be free of the demon's clutches, I needed to obey.

I despised my father and mother by senior year. Curse returned to me in my dreams after I wished for their deaths. She tried to persuade, coax me into becoming her vessel... I flatly refused.

"You can never escape. I will come for you. As long as you indulge selfishly in your pleasures... I will use your body as my vessel." She said to me, and I was terrified. I was afraid of her as I should've been for my entire life.

I eventually learned to focus on my beliefs rather than other pleasures. I never made friends, and when I did, I pushed them away before I became too attached to them. I couldn't risk causing them harm or being used as a vessel for a demon. But didn't my loneliness get the best of me?

I met a group of people and became attached to them. Chaos was a demon among them. I hurled a bible at him. Not my proudest moment, and I still feel guilty about it to this day. I was unnecessarily cruel to him, and I'll probably never be able to make it up to him.

I was deeply envious of him, which is ironic, isn't it? How cruel I was to someone I desperately wanted to be. I aspired to be as liberated as he was. I wished to be able to enjoy relationships as much as he did. I yearned to be able to relive my pleasures. I only wish to apologize to him, but I can't now, can I?

In this small house that I call home, I'd made friends. Birdie, KQ, Shuffle, Holy... Even so, I kept them at arm's length. I couldn't form genuine friendships with them. Chaos could do it so easily. I admired how easily he made friends and how capable he was of indulging in his pleasures. Of course, this does not excuse my behavior toward him. As it stands, I am unworthy of forgiveness.

I began to indulge in these friendships like a fool. How naive and self-centered of me... I began to believe Curse had vanished and that she would finally leave me alone. I hadn't had a dream about her for months or years. That I could finally make friends and start making amends for the mistakes I made with Chaos.

I was able to go shopping with Shuffle, Spider, and Spidele for the first time. I was finally able to begin cooking lessons with Birdie. I was finally able to listen to Glass and talk with them. I was finally able to be myself in the presence of Holy. I was finally attempting to make amends with Chaos. I was finally able to show who I truly was.

How foolish of me....

I then had a dream about her. I'd never been so terrified before. She gave me a friendly smile and introduced herself. She sounded like she was making fun of me. She was covered in blood, and I had never been more terrified. I awoke the next morning with a cross branded into my chest. I had a feeling Curse was after me. I couldn't concentrate on anything else.

Birdie and Chaos had noticed that I was acting strangely and had inquired as to my well-being. Then I posed the big question to Chaos.

"Am I a demon, Chaos?" I knew the answer, but I didn't want to give up on a false hope. That I wasn't a demon, or that Curse was finally using my body as a vessel. Chaos also lied to me. He was aware that I was either becoming or had become a demon. I was grateful, but I knew it had to be a lie.

Chaos then left, and I can't blame him. I'm surprised the others are still here after that. But as he walked away, I realized I couldn't fight my fate. I know I have to let go. Why should I allow the Curse to rule my life any longer? Why should I allow Curse to wreak even more havoc on my relationships than she already has?

I need to reclaim control of my life. I'm not going to let my terror of Curse control me any longer. I need to figure out how to accept myself. I need to be better.

[ivyprism]

Ratsoh's Anon Harem

Fics:

The Anons and a Rat (Comfort)

Nurse and Chaos Bromance fic

Pain, Huh?

Nightmare

Why?

Headcanons:

Anon Headcanons part 1

Anon Headcanons part 2

Anon Headcanons Part Three

Anon Headcanons Part Four (Weapons)

Anon Headcanons Part Five (Weapons)

Anon Headcanons Part Six (Spuffle)

Anon Headcanons Part Seven (Nurse)

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@ratsoh-writes @1-800-roflmao @underfell-crystal @juniperleafdelivery

[1-800-roflmao]

What to do when a character is fighting you? Draw em. Over and over. Doodle that Fulkerson<autocorrect don't you censor me>fucker till they submit.

Anyway, I present the trouble child who is solely responsible for the anons being drawn in more a less toony style cause they decided to be buff lol. Decided to have fun trying to silhouette that would work <cause I miss drawing the mits!> but meh... then I just kept doodled some cute, funny thoughts that went through my mind.

@spider-anon-art @underfell-crystal

[ivyprism]

Nurse: Hey, guys, we're back-

*Nurse and Shuffle find Chaos and Holy in a compromising position.*

Shuffle: Pfft-

Nurse: Sorry, nevermind.

Holy: W-W-W-W-WAIT! WAIT, WAIT, NO!

Nurse, trying to close the door.:

Holy: WAIT, NURSE, PLEASE!

Shuffle: We're sorry to intrude.

Holy: IT'S NOT LIKE THAT, I SWEAR!

Nurse: Don't worry, we won't tell a soul.

Holy: I-I-I-I- I TOLD YOU, IT'S NOT LIKE THAT!

Chaos, making it worse on purpose: I knew it... I told you to stop, Holy~~~.

Holy: YOU LITTLE-

Nurse, closes the door with Shuffle:

Holy: I TOLD YOU, IT'S NOT LIKE THAT!!!

[ivyprism]

Nurse: HYDRATE OR DIE-DRATE!

Nurse: *aggressively throws water bottles*

Chaos:...uhh....

KQ: They're trying to yell mental health and well-being into us.

Nurse: I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU!

Shuffle: *crying* It's working.