#sick rambles

[random-lil-illing]

someone should write a carmen sandiego fic where everything takes place as normal except for the fact that carmens mom is a part of team red from the start.

imagine her scolding carmen for her lack of self-preservation during missions because she doesn't want to lose her daughter again. her never making fun of, in fact actively encouraging, zack's hunger because it just means she gets to cook more and he always gushes about how good her food is. her listening to ivy talk about a new upgrade for red drone she's been wanting to install despite her not understanding anything the red head says. her making sure player is taking care of themself and assuring them that the world isn't going to end if they take a break, because they're just a kid. they're all just kids that need a team mother figure. she doesn't get her own orphanage like she does in the actual series, but who needs an orphanage when you've got dumbass globetrotter children right here?

her being awkward co-parents with shadowsan because while yeah, he didn't actually kill her husband, he was originally the one sent to get a hit on him and the one who burnt his house down + the one who brought her daughter to an island of isolated criminals. she understands he's changrd but she's still... iffy, around him.

i would write this fic myself if i had the time, skills and motivation. unfortunately i have none of them.

[artemismoorea03]

Day 12 of being bed ridden but had the energy to do some art that I'll share later once I have the braincells to do so.

For now I'm gonna pass back out for another 16 hours or so if the pattern keeps up.

I hope everybody had a good new years, may this year be better than the last, and for all the poor souls out there who are sick as shit like me I hope you get feeling better. Also, try ice water and cold things rather than hot soup or tea. That's been the only thing working for me, and who knows might help somebody else out there too ♡

[pop-punk-butch]

I keep imagining how sick it’ll be to wear an open button up shirt if I get top surgery

To feel the warm air and the sun on my chest at the pool

To workout freely without being self conscious of my chest

Never having to bind again

Feeling comfortable and confident in my body and clothing

[batfambrainrotbeloved]

I will be the first to admit the ONLY version of jokebat (i think thats the ship name??) I accept is Lego batman- otherwise I cannot stand it and (because im a respectful human being) I avoid tf out of it.

BUT ill admit the concept is fascinating- at the very least the idea of that mutual obsession I very much see as being canon, and thats half the strife of Batman is "WHY wont this fucker kill the joker"?? Not just because of his no kill rule but because it would mean giving up that obsession

Aka I watched BOZE meets world and "Little Reindeer" and the idea that obsession can translate even from hatred is fascinating

[babevampp]

apparently having a 102 degree fever makes you write pirates of the caribbean fanfic bc you and your bf are "just like will and elizabeth at the end of at world's end" (there's a month left until i get to see him again and also i am Bisexual) (missing my bf while sick makes me VERY dramatic apparently)

[theangrypomeranian]

still feel like ass but at least I have medicine now

[quino7]

Autism mutuals do you do the bouncing thing on the front of your feet when you’re upset too I need to know

[sfwsickficthoughts]

Tumblr as a website really does not utilize chronic heartburn/acid reflux in sickfics enough. The appetite loss, the constant feeling of acid being 3/4 of the way up your esophagus, the pain and burning sensation that radiates up from your chest, the fact that you can fucking Feel the texture of your stomach contents in your neck, the occasional waves of nausea and over-salivation that seem to hit even harder when you try to lay down, the fact that eating and drinking anything that isn't plain water and saltines will probably make it like ten times worse for a few minutes, the fact that sometimes antacids just straight up do not work

just. do you understand the potential. do you understand how a sickie who's just used to grinning and bearing it would get caught so off guard when someone they care about finally points out how absurd it is that they just deal with that on a regular basis. are you feeling it now.