Not even cutting this down
Not even gonna reblog shit to cover this up til' i know SOMEONE I KNOW sees this, because they think it's a fucking game.
A few of you know about the breakup shit that's been going on, IF NOT CLICK HERE and READ THE ENTIRE THING:
http://janicethefurfrick.tumblr.com/dating
SO I've introduced her, KASSANDRA (Not siggy baker god dammit.) to a LOT of people on dA and some on tumblr. I trusted her, I helped her with her "DRAWING ABILITY" and "HAVING A BETTER LIFE" and "A CAREER".
And what I get is being fucking thrown out, while she sits there laughing her god damn ass off thinking i'd move on. NO i fucking HAVEN'T. But I am TRYING.
And it's PRETTY DAMN HARD TO MOVE ON WHEN YOU HAVE A REALLY FUCKING CLOSE FRIEND BEING FRIENDS WITH HER STILL LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED:
[2/1/2015 9:11:46 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: Hey man can I
[2/1/2015 9:11:48 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: talk to you
[2/1/2015 9:11:52 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: really quickly
[2/1/2015 9:12:01 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: its a little important to me
[2/1/2015 9:12:03 PM] Beatle Bug: sure
[2/1/2015 9:12:24 PM] Beatle Bug: what's up?
[2/1/2015 9:14:47 PM] Beatle Bug: is something wrong?
[2/1/2015 9:15:25 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: Well...
I can't handle being in contact with someone who is in contact with...you know, Kassandra. It's nothing against you, I love you as a friend, but...emotionally...I can't handle it right now. I'm not making you choose but if it continues, I'm going to have to distance myself because it's...hurting me because of how she hurt me and how I introduced her to you and a lot of other people and how I'm thrown away from her.
Sorry man
[2/1/2015 9:15:30 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: Sorry I keep bringing this up
[2/1/2015 9:16:19 PM] Beatle Bug: so what are you saying?
[2/1/2015 9:17:32 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: I mean, I'm going to have to distance myself because I can't handle it emotionally, or something's have to change .. It's gone on long enough
[2/1/2015 9:20:42 PM] Beatle Bug: I don't know what to say
[2/1/2015 9:21:35 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: Well what do you suppose we do about this ?
[2/1/2015 9:24:41 PM] Beatle Bug: so you'll just.. stop talking to me?
[2/1/2015 9:27:01 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: Dude I can't handle this emotionally, imagine if you were in my shoes, what would you do ?
[2/1/2015 9:27:23 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: I mean it's tearning me apart
[2/1/2015 9:33:16 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: I mean, does this even affect you ?
[2/1/2015 9:33:41 PM] Beatle Bug: of course it fucking affects me
[2/1/2015 9:35:02 PM] Beatle Bug: you're one of my close friends
[2/1/2015 9:36:46 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: I know man and youre one of my very close friends too
[2/1/2015 9:50:46 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: Can I at least get a response or a little respect ?
[2/1/2015 9:51:55 PM] Beatle Bug: how do you want me to respond?
[2/1/2015 9:52:34 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: Oh I don't know, maybe on how you feel ? Instead of telling it all to her as of now ?
[2/1/2015 9:52:48 PM | Edited 9:52:59 PM] Beatle Bug: what?
[2/1/2015 9:53:08 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: I'm in the stream
BB: god, I feel sick..
BB: and it's not just the stupid *** noodles..
SiggyBaker: wat
BB: I just
SiggyBaker: is everything okay?
BB: no
BB: I don't know what to do
SiggyBaker: oh dear...
SiggyBaker: when is top the stream- do you wanna talk about it over skype chat rather than here
SiggyBaker: *stop
BB: maybe Skype
[2/1/2015 9:53:15 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: So you're
[2/1/2015 9:53:18 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: Venting to her
[2/1/2015 9:53:29 PM] Beatle Bug: I'm upset
[2/1/2015 9:53:33 PM] Janice The Fur Frick: and not "a close friend"
look I thought what we had was strong and good
And from what I've heard, Kassandra STILL wants to be my fucking friend or at least for us to make up. No. I'm not FUCKING doing THAT now. Not after this shit. NOT AFTER THIS.
Thanks to her jolly ass, I'm loosing more of my friends as well as my mind.
I fucking loved her, I cared for her more than ANYONE. I've lied to people saying I had to go to call her to COMFORT HER. I stood up until FOUR IN THE FUCKING MORNING TO MAKE HER STOP CRYING. I've done so god damn much for her, and I get "what kind of friend are you?!".
I guess I do deserve to be treated like this.
This is why I'm too god damn scared to date anyone.
This is why I ship myself with the doctor (Because I feel emotionally attached to him and he DOESN'T hurt me unlike someone.)
I don't even care if i'm gonna loose a follower or two for posting this, it just shows how much you want me to post silly shit and not how I actually feel, showing how much you don't fucking care. So I'm glad you unfollow me because I don't fucking need people like you.
And I don't need people like Kassandra. I really FUCKING don't.
And if she's reading this, good. Let her read this. Let her see how MAD i am at that selfish prick.
Oh and by the way Kassandra,
You're welcome for the friends and all the help I've given you.