Jul 20, 2023
a siken series, ft. vampire academy.
#vampireacademyedit#vaedit#vampire academy#rose hathaway#rosehathawayedit#*#sikenedits#death /#car accident /#fire /#this poem this girl#how rose's rebellion in moroi society is choosing who she dies for#because a dhampir's worth is their willingness to die for the moroi#it's inevitable#dying young is a part of the trade#rose knows she's going to die someday but she wants it to be for love - not for the moroi not because she's canon fodder#but because she loves lissa and lissa loves her#wouldn't that almost kind of make her lucky#wouldn't that kind of be a gift#how betrayed she feels when lissa takes that away from her#because dying for lissa is the only mercy rose gets#how the closest rose comes to a family chooses her to die for their daughter and it's meant to be the highest honor#the kind of courage it takes to say out loud that maybe she doesn't want to die at all#the things sisi does with her face#this moment for rose to react to her death is one of the moments from the show i'm most grateful for#the space she's allowed to process and have feelings about dying#vs holding space for lissa's feelings about her dying (which of course are also significant but so often rose swallows herself for lissa)