If your favorite fic isn't on here, don't worry, this is NOT a competition or anything of that nature, these are just fics that I typically first think of!! (if I didn't @ you, feel free to be like HEY THAT'S ME, I tried to find you all!!!!)
This is the first list of MANY. I Intend to hopefully share each fic from Ao3! NOW, SOME OF THESE ARE LOCKED if you do NOT have an account, be warned when you click the links!
With Love by @magiccatprincess:
There are plenty of things you can do with love, but when does something really count as having been done for the name of love? (The infamous In the Name of Love fic, it's a good one to cry to)
Mythology of Love by @silvormoon:
A magical world where the cast of Boueibu are gods and priests. Parts are numbered in chronological order, but don't necessarily need to be read that way. (This inspired my own God AU ngl)
Mean Boys by @deuterium51614:
Teenage Yufuin En was educated in America. When his family moves back to Japan, En finally gets to experience high school in Japan and gets a quick primer on the cruel, tacit laws of popularity that divide his fellow students into tightly knit cliques. He unwittingly finds himself in the good graces of an elite group of cool students, the Student Council, dubbed "Caerula Adamas," but En soon realizes how his shallow group of new friends earned this nickname.(It is an indisputable fact that, if the curry incident never happened, the plot of Boueibu would be almost identical to Mean Girls, but with magical boy elements.) ((Mean Girls+Boueibu does make sense))
Life Without Love by Charm545:
Slight AU. The Conquest Club decides to target the source of their enemyâs power: love. (TBH this fic has lived rent free in my head for years)
Something Wicked By @mostlikelytofangirl:
The adventures of a group of missfit mystic creatures and their lives in the city of Salem, Massachusetts, narrated through the eyes of a witch and his cat familiar. Trying to live peacefully will proof to be more difficult than what any of them expected. (just know this series really got me into Akorima)
LOVE! LOVE! Adventures by @deuterium51614's cool mom:
Enkin fanfiction written by my mom. (no really these are, it's amazing)
God of Light and Love by @koolkitty9:
A rewrite of my infamous God of Love AU, Hakone Yumoto, the heir to the throne of Love , also known as: His Highness, Prince Scarlet, Yumoto Hakone, God of Light, Heir to the Throne of Love, is the next God of Love, who is cursed to die by Hireashi. He has to awaken his powers and finish what his ancestors once started. (listen I will never shut up about this au so I'm going to 100% have to subject it to you guys this early on for this list)
(Two Oh) Two Three, Love and Joy by SicTransitVictoria:
The Battle Lovers don't know each other's identities. Same for Caerula Adamas. But somehow, Yumoto knows everyone. (I like this one a lot, it's fun!)
Nighttime Rituals by @fortune-maiden:
The last futon comes into his view, and as soon as he sees it, sleep escapes him completely and his unease intensifies.
Yumoto is gone. (Another one I think of often)
Two Princes by @soullessserenity:
Prince Kinshiro meets his future spouse, prince Yumoto, for the first time. (This one is really sweet)
Kinshiro's Immortal by @thatlittledandere:
I couldn't find the original My Immortal summary so I'll just introduce this as what it is: a poor rewrite of My Immortal with Kinshiro Kusatsu as the main character. Nobody asked for this and it's going to be very very painful for all parties involved but here it is. (no this is exactly what you think it is, a very iconic fic)
That's it for now, feel free to send in your favorites/your own as I slowly start to make my way through Ao3!!!
I WOULD LOVE to eventually make a masterlist of each author's stuff, but for now, I'll make a list of tags as well <3
Reading to children is one of the easiest but most important things to do for their development. It helps them develop verbal skills, enlarges their vocabulary, enhances their imagination, and naturally is good bonding time. I know books are expensive, but that's why libraries exist. Read to your kids. Simple picture books do the job just fine, but you can update it to novels that you read piece by piece when they're older. And for the love of FUCK don't stop doing it once the child learns to read by themself! Keep reading to them for as long as they want to be read to.
This comes from my Mom who has been a teacher for some odd 25 years, most of it with young children and those with special needs, and who is well known to know her shit. She also raised four kids into adulthood and still read us bedtime stories when I (the oldest of our batch) was in late elementary school.
Send me đť and I'll tell you whatever the fuck I want
Three roses, three sentences! Go, random number generator!!
Far From The Tree: Sora wrapped her arms around Piyomon, shivering half from the cold air of wherever they were and half from being scared out of her mind.
Meaning of Money: Six months ago, the world hadnât been hovering on the brink of collapse due to some maniac thinking he could conquer and rule it, or whatever it was that this âHaouâ thought he could do.
Shadow Sorrow: Kouichi didnât move from the unfamiliar bed, arms wrapped around his knees, his eyes blank and distant.
Creator:Â @silvormoon
Recipient:Â @kinatsuaddict17
Title: A Day at the Fair
Characters/Pairings: Kinshiro/Atsushi
Summary: Kinshiro regrets all the time heâs wasted spending time apart from Atsushi. When the school principal assigns him with overseeing a booth at the town fair, he sees an opportunity to recapture some of those lost childhood moments.
Comment: This ended up really long so I am submitting this in two parts. This is part 1.
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   Kinshiro took the first sip of his morning tea, gazed out at his garden, and thought, There really is no place like home.
   Not that he hadnât enjoyed his stay overseas. There was definitely something to be said for visiting new places and broadening oneâs horizons. It was just that in his heart, he knew that Binan would always be his true home, and now he was happy to be back again. Heâd arrived home three days ago, and now his jet lag had mostly faded and his long-neglected work as Council President was more or less caught up, and he was really beginning to feel like he was back in his groove.
   A pity Iâll be leaving again before too very much longer. His family expected him to go to college, so of course he would, but then he would come home and start working in the family business where he belonged.
   His ruminations were interrupted by the sound of his cell phone blipping, announcing that heâd gotten a text message. He snatched it up.
   Good morning, Kinchan! Are you walking to school with us today?
   Kinshiro smiled. The message was sprinkled with smiley faces and other electronic flotsam. From anyone else, the informality would have annoyed him. Coming from AtsushiâŚ
   It really is good to be home.
   He ended up meeting Atsushi on the corner where their two routes to school intersected. It still felt strange, walking to school with Atsushi and his friends. He strolled along, saying little, just enjoying listening to the sound of the others chattering and marveling at how things changed. There had been a time when seeing Atsushi at a distance would be enough to ruin his mood for hours afterwards. Now he walked beside him and thought that he had never been so happy to look at another human being.
   âYou look far away,â Atsushi remarked, as they reached the school gates. âWhatâs on your mind?â
   âJust thinking,â said Kinshiro, âthat I wouldnât mind going through another three years of high school if it meant we could go on walking to school together.â
   Atsushi put an arm around his shoulders. âI know what you mean. But weâll have lots of free time when weâre in college, and weâll be able to see each other on holidays. Itâs not like we have to say goodbye forever once we graduate.â
   âI know,â said Kinshiro.
   Still, he thought, as he reached his classroom and settled into his desk, as much as he was looking forward to the future, he still couldnât help regretting that heâd wasted so much time in the past. All those years, he could have been spending every day with Atsushi. Now his childhood was nearly over, and heâd never get those carefree days back.
   He was still musing on this bittersweet thought when a voice came over the school intercom.
   âWill Kusatsu Kinshiro please report to the office? Kusatsu Kinshiro, youâre wanted in the principalâs officeâŚâ
   Everyone turned to stare at Kinshiro, as people tended to do in these circumstances. Someone in the back of the room stage-whispered, âDid the president break a rule?â and a few others snickered. Kinshiro ignored them.
   âTeacher, may I be excused?â he asked.
   The teacher graciously waved him away. The professorâs expression suggested he felt it was less likely for Kinshiro to be in any sort of trouble than for the principal to want to consult with him on some weighty matter. Kinshiro couldnât begin to guess what he was being summoned for, but had a vague thought that it might have something to do with his overseas trip, or possibly preparations for graduation. He left the classroom feeling calm but puzzled.
   The principal greeted him cheerfully.
   âAhh, Kusatsu-kun. Please have a seat,â he said. He was a cheerful, rosy-cheeked, bright eyed little man. Kinshiro had always had mixed feelings about him. He was a likeable man, always affable and willing to listen. On the other hand, he tended to be a little more lax than Kinshiro felt was strictly right, and he could never figure out how to bring it up. Kinshiro was not a man to question authority figures, even when he privately felt they deserved it.
   âWas there something you wanted to speak to me about?â he asked instead.
   âYes, indeed,â said the principal. âAs Iâm sure you know, Binanâs annual spring festival is coming up.â
   Kinshiro nodded. He knew this very well, having attended it for several years until heâd reached the point where he considered himself too old for such silliness.
   No, be honest with yourself. You started staying home and sulking because you knew Atsushi would be there with Yufuin.
   Still, he couldnât help but be aware of it. It was held every year in early spring, temporarily taking over the city park. Kinshiro had a shrewd notion that it wasnât celebrating anything in particular, save for a need to entice more tourists into the city once a year, but everyone seemed to enjoy it. There were always lots of carnival games, food booths, and entertainers there, and in the last few years it had expanded to include a couple of bouncy castles and some organized games like three-legged races to entertain the kids.
   âOne of our schoolâs proud traditions,â the principal said, âis to sponsor a booth at the festival. This year, I am counting on you to oversee the details.â
   âWhat would it entail?â Kinshiro asked.
   âJust choosing four or five reliable students to set it up and run it, and to supervise the setup and purchasing of prizes,â the principal replied. âYouâll be given discretionary funds for the purchasing of the prizes, of course. The stall and its trappings should be in the shed on the northwest corner of the grounds. Iâll give you the key.â
   Suiting action to words, he fished a key ring out of his desk and handed Kinshiro a small key. Kinshiro slipped it into his breast pocket.
   âIâll expect regular updates,â the principal let on. âReport back in a day or two and let me know who youâve selected to run the booth, and speak to my secretary about the money.â
   âOf course, sir,â said Kinshiro. His voice was placid as ever, but inside, he was starting to feel excited about the project. Not that he actually wanted to spend the day sitting at a booth listening to little children wailing because they hadnât won a prize, butâŚ
   âExcellent,â said the principal. âI know I can count on you. Now, off you go. No starting work on the booth until after class!â
   Kinshiro agreed that his studies came first and excused himself. He had a brief chat with the secretary, accepted a check and a stern warning to keep all the receipts for anything he bought with it, and set off toward his classroom. His mind, however, was no longer on his lessons.
   For all its inconveniences, this was still a perfect opportunity. He could invite Atsushi to work on the booth. They could set it up together, man it together for a while, and then explore the festival. It would be a way to make up for some of that lost time. It might even make up for the disastrous way the school festival had turned out.
   When the lunch bell rang, Kinshiro sought Atsushi out at once.
   âA moment of your time?â he asked.
   âSure,â said Atsushi. âWhat is it?â
   âI was wondering if I could ask a favor,â he replied. âItâs presumptuous, I know, but I need someone I can rely on, and, well⌠I know youâre reliable.â
   Atsushi appeared touched. âIâll help if I can. What do you need?â
   âThe principal wants me to run a booth at the spring festival,â said Kinshiro. âI need some helpers. Would you be willing toâŚ?â
   To his relief, Atsushi beamed.
   âOf course! That sounds like fun,â said Atsushi. He grinned a charmingly sheepish grin. âTo tell the truth, I get kind of embarrassed going to the spring fair like all the little kids, but it will be okay if Iâm there for a reason. Will we have to work the whole day?â
   Kinshiro shook his head. âNo, I was thinking Iâd ask a few other people, so we could take shifts. Iâm sure Arima wouldnât mind, but I havenât decided who else to ask. Perhaps your friend Naruko? He seems very responsible.â
   Atsushi laughed. âNot unless you were prepared to pay him. He never works for freeWhat about Yumoto?â
   âHakone Yumoto?â Kinshiro blinked. The words âresponsibleâ and âYumotoâ didnât go together in his mind.
   âDonât underestimate him,â said Atsushi. âHe helps his brother run the bathhouse, donât forget. Heâs used to working a cash register and handling money, and heâs great with kids. I know he seems kind of flighty, but when he takes on a responsibility, he takes it seriously.â
   âHm. Well, you would know,â said Kinshiro dubiously. âI suppose heâd be all right with Arima there to keep an eye on him.â
   Atsushi smiled. âSounds like weâve got a plan, then.â
   We. Kinshiro liked the sound of that. He smiled.
   âIâm looking forward to it already.â
*******
   Atsushi had seen the storage shed many times, but somehow it had never occurred to him that he might want to look inside it. He was vaguely aware of the sorts of things people kept in sheds - lawnmowers, hedge clippers, water hoses, things of that nature - and none of them had ever seemed like they had anything to do with him. Perhaps, he reflected, if heâd had more of a spirit of adventure, he might have worked up some curiosity about what else might be in there. He watched as Kinshiro took out the little gray key and slipped it into the lock.
   I wonder why he asked me, he mused, as the door creaked open. He knew he was a reliable worker, but so were lots of other people in school, some of whom would actually have a bit of star appeal at a public event. If it had been him, he might have been tempted to choose someone like the star of the soccer team, or the boy from the drama club whoâd already been offered a role in an upcoming radio drama. Instead, heâd chosen a nobody from the Earth Defense Club, the school joke. Heâd said it was because he knew he could rely on Atsushi. After years of believing the exact opposite, Kinshiro was putting his faith in Atsushi once again.
   Iâd better not let him down.
   He followed Kinshiro into the shed. It was bigger than heâd first realized. On the outside, it had been screened by trees and shrubs, making it hard to see more than the front. Now he realized that while it wasnât very wide, it extended a long way back. It was dim, but light filtered through vents near the ceiling. It smelled of dust and wood shavings and just a hint of mice. Kinshiro sneezed.
   âThere sure is a lot of junk in here,â said Atsushi, looking around. There were, as heâd suspected, several lawn mowers of various shapes and sizes, along with all the other odds and ends used to keep the grounds neat. There were also various sorts of sporting equipment - the rollers used to chalk a playing field, some disassembled soccer nets and movable basketball hoops, stacks of hurdles and vaulting boxes - and some of the decorations that had been dragged out for the school fair. Some of the other items were harder to place. Atsushi looked at a panel of what might have been scenery from a long-ago play, a rather ugly piece of statuary, and a heap of assorted woven baskets.
   âI think they just tossed in anything that was too big to fit anywhere else,â said Kinshiro. He blew dust off of an unidentified gray box. âI think this is a cash box. Itâs still got keys wired to it. Thatâs a start.â
   âDo you have any idea what weâre looking for?â Atsushi asked. He tugged at a tarp and studied the object underneath. âA spotlight. Do you think this belongs to the drama department, or do the athletes use it for night games?â
   Kinshiro ignored the question, which was fine since Atsushi hadnât expected an answer. âI believe itâs some sort of dart-toss game. The secretary said we would need to buy balloons out of our budget.â
   Atsushi went burrowing among some stacks of plywood and two-by fours. Some of the wood near the bottom bore traces of paint, and when Atsushi shoved a bundle of boards out of the way, he could just make out a few letters painted on it: âTRY YOUR LUCK!â
   âI think this could be it,â he said. âHelp me get this junk out of the way.â
   The two of them hauled industriously, until at last their treasure had been unearthed. The booth consisted of several wooden panels, designed to be easily fitted together and pulled apart again by means of a clever arrangement of pegs and holes. After a few false starts, they managed to work out which bits went where. By the time they were finished, they were both dusty and sweaty, but pleased. They sat back on a pair of old coolers to admire their work.
   âItâs a bit dusty,â said Kinshiro. He had taken off his uniform jacket, and his usually sleek hair was sticking together in sweaty clumps. His shirt was sweaty and dusty too, clinging to his back and chest. Atsushi had to resist the urge to stare. Kinshiro was always handsome, but this rumpled, disheveled lookâŚ
   âI suppose we could clean it,â said Atsushi, pulling his mind back to more relevant topics. âMaybe touch up the paint a little.â
   âWe probably should,â Kinshiro agreed. âWeâve got a week before the festival, so if we met up on the weekendâŚâ
   âIâm free,â said Atsushi quickly. Heâd been planning on hanging out with En and doing a little shopping, but⌠well, this was important, wasnât it? Surely he could fit it in somewhere. âWe should make some plans about buying the prizes, too.â
   âYou should probably be the one to decide that,â said Kinshiro. âIâm not sure Iâd know what a suitable prize would be.â
   âYou should help pick them out anyway,â said Atsushi. âWe could go shopping together and then⌠I donât know, maybe get dinner somewhere afterwards.â
   Now, where had that come from? He hadnât had a meal alone with Kinshiro for years, not since they were little boys buying snacks from street vendors together.
   Did it sound like I was asking him on a date? I hope he doesnât think I was asking him on a date. I donât want to make things awkward, not when everything is going so wellâŚ
   But Kinshiroâs face had lit up like the sun coming out behind a cloud.
   âIâd enjoy that very much,â he said. âPerhaps we could go to Kinoko?â
   Atsushi considered only a moment. Kinoko was a moderately nice restaurant - very traditionally Japanese, a bit out of the way of the tourist traffic. It was just barely within Atsushiâs budget, but he didnât see why he couldnât splurge just a little for Kinshiroâs sake.
   âIâd like that,â he said. He laughed a little. âI suppose you must have missed real home cooking while you were in England.â
   âI really did,â said Kinshiro. âYouâd have liked it, though. They serve a lot of curry in England.â
   Atsushi laughed. âThat doesnât sound so bad, now that you mention it. If you ever go back, you should take me along so I can try it.â
   âPerhaps I will,â said Kinshiro thoughtfully. Then he shook his head, pulling himself from whatever daydream heâd been wrapped up in. âBut first, we need to do something about this stall. Help me haul it outside. Iâll call someone to come help me get it loaded into a car. We can store it in my garage until we need it.â
   âThatâs a good idea,â said Atsushi. He got reluctantly to his feet. It had been nice to just sit there and chat. Still, Kinshiro was never one to slack when there was work to be done.
   Together, they manhandled the booth out into the schoolyard and gathered up all the odds and ends that came with it. It was indeed a dart-tossing game, consisting of a cork backboard on which numerous hooks had been hung. The idea seemed to be that prize tickets would be suspended from the hooks and balloons hung in front of them to obscure them, so that when the balloon popped the prize would be revealed. A lot of little cards with numbers printed on them had turned up in the bag with the darts that looked like they would fit on the hooks, and could presumably be rearranged at will so the crowds didnât learn where the best prizes were hidden. Atsushi wondered about the wisdom of working at a booth where people would be throwing pointy objects in his general direction, but he supposed it was probably too late to back out now.
   âWe should go to the baths after this,â he said aloud. âThe others might even still be there.â
   âThat sounds like fun,â said Kinshiro. âEven if they arenât there, we could still go.â
   Atsushi thought about being alone in the bath with Kinshiro. The fact that he was willing to visit the Kurotama at all was still so new to Atsushi that it still amazed him to think about. Before now, though, there had always been someone else there with them - usually En, often the rest of the Defense Club, sometimes the rest of the Student Council. It had never been just the two of them before. The thought made him feel oddly fluttery inside.
   âWe should still do that,â he agreed.
   Kinshiro smiled at him. The light of the setting sun gilded his silvery hair and outlined the delicate lines of his face. Atsushi felt his throat go tight.
   That was the moment he realized his life was about to get a lot more complicated. His friends had teased him often about the dramatically fraught relationship between the Student Council president and their own clubâs reluctant leader, calling them boyfriends and joking about their âloverâs quarrelâ, but heâd always laughed and shrugged it off. He and Kinshiro were just friends, that was all. They had missed each other. They had a lot of catching up to do. Of course they were always happy to see each other, and wanted to spend every moment they could together. Of course Atsushi felt a thrill every time he received a text message from Kinshiro or saw him smile just for himâŚ
   Looks like they were right after all.
******
   Kinshiro strolled along the sidewalk, arms full of shopping bags, and reflected that today had been a good day.
   He had gotten up early, and he and the rest of the festival crew had gotten to work making the booth look like something other than a thing that had been buried in a dusty shed for a year. Arima, of course, had been only too flattered at being asked to help. Kinshiro been amazed at how right Atsushi had been about Yumoto: once heâd understood what was wanted of him, heâd scrubbed harder than anyone to get the booth looking sparkling clean and ready for a coat of paint. Perhaps working at a bathhouse all his life had given him an affinity for scrubbing. He hadnât been able to avoid getting white paint all over himself while they touched up the scuffed and discolored boards, but steadier heads and hands had assured that the finished product looked at least halfway professional. In fact, Kinshiro had been quite pleased with how it had turned out. With some flags and bunting hung on it, it would be as handsome a booth as anything at the festival.
   Now he and Atsushi were strolling along side by side after a successful afternoon of shopping. Atsushi had located a party supply store that sold inexpensive gewgaws for people to use as decorations or party favors. Kinshiro had not previously been aware that such a thing existed in this city, and had wandered in great bemusement up and down the aisles, too overwhelmed by the number and variety of gimcrack plastic objects to think very sensibly about which might make good prizes for their booth. It had been up to Atsushi to fill their bags with flower crowns, miniature plush toys, tiny water guns, glow stick jewelry, and other objects that would delight the heart of a child or lighthearted adult.
   âThat was a lot of fun,â Atsushi remarked, swinging his bags at his side. âThey had some neat stuff in there, didnât they?â
   âThey did. I was actually a bit surprised,â Kinshiro admitted. âI wonder what the school will do with anything we donât give away as prizes?â
   Atsushi grinned. âMaybe theyâll let us keep some! That would be fun.â
   Kinshiro admitted that it would. He normally would not have agreed to coveting anything that wasnât up to his high aesthetic standards, but there was something about these small, brightly colored objects that appealed to the more primitive parts of his brain. Anyway, glow-sticks were fascinating.
   They reached the restaurant. It was an unassuming little building, painted in shades of brown and off-white suitable to its name. Beside the front door hung an oval signboard depicting a cluster of variously-shaped mushrooms growing from a patch of leafy ground, with Kinoko painted beneath it in elegant script. It would be easy to walk past it and assume it was a florist, or an art gallery, or anything but what it was. The locals knew it, and anyone who wasnât a local found out by word of mouth or didnât find it at all. Atsushi smiled as they drew near.
   âDo you remember,â he asked, âwhen we had your birthday party here?â
   âI do,â Kinshiro admitted. âThat was a good day, wasnât it?â
   âI thought it was kind of amazing,â said Atsushi. âOther little kids asked for hamburgers or pizza or ice cream on their birthdays, but you wanted to be like the grown-ups.â
   âYou must have been bored,â said Kinshiro.
   âI was never bored,â said Atsushi.
   A hostess greeted them pleasantly and showed them to their table. Atsushi began looking over the menu. Kinshiro pretended to, but he already knew what it said and had his order ready in his mind. He was happier watching the thoughtful expression on Atsushiâs face as he considered the options.
   âItâs nice of you to say so,â said Kinshiro. âThat you werenât bored, I mean. When it was your birthday, you always wanted to go to the amusement park or the arcade.â
   âAnd you wanted to go to nice restaurants and book stores and museums,â said Atsushi. âI remember one time we went to an actual tea house and went through the whole ceremony. You were so excited about it. I remember how you talked about it for days afterwards.â
   âI suppose I was a strange child,â said Kinshiro. He could feel his face warming. He hadnât realized that Atsushi retained so many embarrassing childhood recollections.
   To his surprise, Atsushi smiled and placed a hand over his.
   âKinchan has always been Kinchan,â he said.
   Kinshiro spluttered. âAtchan! What a thing to say.â
   âItâs true, though. I mean, youâve always been the way you are,â said Atsushi. âThat makes me happy. I wouldnât want to find out youâd turned into someone I didnât know while we were apart.â
   He settled back in his chair, looking thoughtful. Kinshiro wasnât sure whether to be relieved or sorry that Atsushi had taken his hand away.
   âI always thought you were fascinating,â he said. âYou were always a little different from the other kids. You seemed so smart and mature⌠I was really flattered that you chose to spend time with me. Maybe thatâs part of why I didnât fight harder when you pulled away. I felt like maybe I wasnât good enough for you, and it was only natural youâd figure it out sooner or later and go find some friends who were on your level.â
   âIt wasnât like that,â Kinshiro blurted. âYou know it wasnât like that.â
   âI know,â said Atsushi. âBut I didnât know that then.â
   âI always thought you were special, too, you know,â said Kinshiro. He fidgeted with his napkin, unable to meet Atsushiâs gaze for the moment. âEveryone else always seemed to think I was weird or a snob, but you made me feel like a normal person. I stopped feeling that way after you were gone. I suppose thatâs why everything went wrong afterwards.â
   Atsushi smiled gently and patted Kinshiroâs hand again.
   âItâs not going to be like that anymore,â he said.
   Kinshiro mustered a smile. âNo, it wonât.â
   A waiter floated over to beam down on them.
   âGood evening,â he said. âAre you ready to order, or do you need some more time?â
   âI know what I want,â said Kinshiro.
   And it was true: he knew exactly what he wanted. Looking at Atsushi smiling across from him, looking happy and at peace in Kinshiroâs company, he knew that <I>this</I> was what he wanted. He wanted the two of them to be together forever, just as they had promised each other they would all those years ago. He wanted to go on feeling like the world was a good and wholesome place and that he belonged in it, in that way that only Atsushi had ever been able to make him feel. He had known that a long time ago. The difference now was that the first time theyâd promised to be together, they had been children, with only a hazy idea of the kinds of things the future might bring. Now he was nearly grown up, watching the end of his school days and the beginning of his adult life come speeding towards him, and what he wanted went beyond childhood trips to the arcade.
   In short, what he wanted was for Atsushi to love him the way he loved Atsushi, and he had no idea if that was even possible anymore. Could he ask that, of someone who he had tried to kill only a few months ago? They had worked so hard even to rebuild a functioning friendship. He wasnât sure he dared to ask for more. He didnât really think he deserved it.
   He rattled off his order by rote. Atsushi said, âThat sounds good. I think Iâd like the same as him.â
   Would you? Kinshiro mused. I wonderâŚ
******
   It was a perfect day for a festival. Atsushi got up early and headed out to the fairgrounds while the sun was still creeping over the horizon. He didnât really mind - there was a nip in the early spring air that made him glad heâd brought his jacket, but some of the flowers were already starting to bloom, creating delicate touches of color amid the early morning mist that echoed the pink and rose of the cloud-dappled dawn sky. For that, it was worth getting up early. He reached the park and found Kinshiro, Arima, and the Hakone brothers already there and setting things up.
   âMorning, all,â he called out. âI see weâve got some extra help.â
   âAnchan wanted to see our booth,â said Yumoto proudly. âHe says I did a good job painting!â
   Atsushi smiled, recalling how Yumoto had ended up with paint on his clothes, face, hands, and hair by the end of the exercise.
   âYou certainly gave it your all,â he agreed. âWhat can I do to help?â
   Arima handed him a heavy-duty stapler. âStart hanging up some of the streamers. Weâve almost got the main part of the booth set up.â
   Kinshiro smiled a little. âWhich is to say Mr. Hakone just picked all the pieces up and slotted them in place like so many building blocks.â
   âJust trying to be helpful,â said Gora. âAnyway, if you donât need me anymore, Iâm heading back to work. You guys enjoy the fair.â
   âI hope youâll get a chance to enjoy it too,â said Atsushi.
   âNo worries,â said Gora. âThe twins promised to take over the front desk around lunchtime so I can come over for a while. Maybe Iâll even try my luck with the balloons.â
   He sauntered off, leaving the remaining four workers to put on the finishing touches. Atsushi hung up their supply of streamers and ribbons, while Yumoto busily filled balloons and Arima hung up the prize tags. Once each balloon was filled, they were passed on to Kinshiro, who fastened each one in place. Atsushi finished with his decorating and started arranging the prizes temptingly on shelves along either side of the booth. It took a surprisingly short amount of time to get everything into place. When everything was finally done, they all stood back to admire the effect.
   âIt looks quite nice, if I do say so myself,â Arima observed.
   âWe did great,â Yumoto agreed. âHey, can I play now?â
   Atsushi smiled. âGo right ahead. Have you got some money?â
   Yumoto handed over a few coins, and everyone stood back to let him have his throw. He hurled the dart apparently without aiming, but it struck an orange balloon dead-center with a satisfying <I>pop</I>! Atsushi laughed.
   âGood throw!â he said. âYou got a two, so that means you can have anything off this shelf here.â
   Yumoto accepted one of the little plush toys.
   âIâm gonna play again later and win one of the big ones!â he asserted. âHey, Arima-sempai, are you going to play?â
   âNot just yet,â he said. âIâd like to look around a little first. Unless you need me for anything else?â
   âNo, go on and have fun,â said Kinshiro. âJust remember to come back when itâs time to change shifts.â
   âYou can count on me,â said Arima. He turned to Yumoto. âSo, shall we explore the fair together for a while?â
   Yumoto agreed enthusiastically, and the two of them set out into the rapidly swelling crowd.
   âI think itâs going to be a good day,â said Atsushi, fetching a new toy to replace the one Yumoto had won.
   It did indeed look like the beginning of a fine day. The mist had burned away, and the day was now clear and sunny. Dozens of other booths had begun springing up, and the air was already full of the scent of good things cooking as the snack stands prepared for business. Someone just out of sight was playing music over a loudspeaker. The crowds were trickling in, and everyone seemed to be looking forward to a good time.
   âI think it will be,â Kinshiro agreed.
   Atsushi laughed. âYou look so solemn when you say that.â
   âWell, I mean what I say,â said Kinshiro. He looked briefly worried. âDo you think I should try to look more enthusiastic? I donât want to drive away customers.â
   âI donât think thatâs going to be a problem,â said Atsushi.
   Indeed, a few customers were already lining up to take their turn with the balloon toss. The two of them quickly fell into a comfortable rhythm - Atsushi called out to customers to come try their luck and handed out their prizes, Kinshiro collected money and periodically hung up new balloons and rearranged the prize numbers. Their cash box quickly filled up with money.
   âWe make a good team,â Atsushi remarked, and was gratified to see how pleased this made Kinshiro look.
   Some meters away, Atsushi noticed a pair of little boys talking earnestly to each other. One was plump and rosy-cheeked, the other with the scabby knees and band-aided elbows that suggested an adventurous outdoor lifestyle, but they were alike enough in other ways that he guessed they were probably cousins or even brothers. Eventually, the outdoorsman said loudly enough for Atsushi to hear, âWell, if you wonât ask âem, I will!â and came trotting up to the balloon booth.
   âHi!â he said. âHey, Mr. Balloon Guy, Magozaemon wants to know if the flower crowns are for anybody or if only girls can wear them?â
   Atsushi smiled. âWell, personally, I think everyone looks good in flower crowns.â
   To make his point, he took a ring of yellow flowers and placed it on his head, then offered a purple one to Kinshiro. Kinshiro looked at it blankly for a moment before solemnly accepting it and settling it neatly on his own head.
   He looks adorable, Atsushi caught himself thinking. With his silvery hair and delicate features, he might have been some magical elfin creature. Atsushi hoped he didnât look too silly by comparison, and suspected he only looked like a high school boy with plastic flowers on his head.
   Still, the gesture seemed to please the little boy, who beamed and hurried off to tell his companion. A few seconds later, both of them returned and handed over their money. Atsushi helped them climb onto the step stool they had acquired for the smaller children to use. The boy who had first approached them, who Atsushi had gathered was called Ichiro, threw his dart so wildly that Atsushi was amazed it didnât end up stuck to the ceiling, but instead it popped a yellow balloon in the far upper corner and netted him a small foam-rubber soccer ball. The one called Magozaemon stepped up with a serious expression on his cherubic face. He lined up his toss precisely, and neatly struck a green balloon. The expression on his face when Atsushi handed him a wreath of pink flowers and ribbons was enough to make Atsushi beam as well.
   âThere you go,â he said, as he gently placed the crown on the childâs head, so that the ribbons streamed down his back. âYou look really cute!â
   This was clearly the right thing to say. Mogazaemon glowed with pride. Ichiro tugged on his sleeve.
   âCome on!â he said. âLetâs go try to catch goldfish next!â
   Atsushi smiled as he watched them go. What cute kids. I wonder why his parents decided to stick him with a name like Magozaemon? Iâll bet he changes it as soon as heâs old enoughâŚ
   He became aware that Kinshiro was watching him approvingly.
   âYouâre good with children,â he remarked. âIâll bet youâll make a wonderful father someday.â
   Atsushi felt himself blushing. âNah. You know Iâd spoil them.â
   âI suppose youâre right,â said Kinshiro thoughtfully.
   âI guess if I get married, itâll have to be to someone whoâs good at enforcing rules,â said Atsushi, without really thinking about it.
   For some reason, the idea seemed to embarrass Kinshiro. He quickly turned away and began rearranging a display of miniature frisbees that had looked just fine to start with.
   âI suppose so,â he said to the toys.
   Atsushi quickly turned his attention to the next set of customers, a rather harassed looking woman with âchaperoneâ written all over her, trying to wrangle a flock of unruly children. Atsushi guessed from their matching lanyards that this was an official school outing, and that the woman was probably regretting volunteering for this.
   I wonder what got him so flustered? Atsushi mused, as he made change. Did he think I was talking about him? Well, maybe I was.
   He was diverted from this line of thought by a scuffle breaking out among the flock of children, and the chaperoneâs attempts to deal with it.
   âNo, Masaru, itâs not your turn yet! Yukimi is first in line this time. No, Daichi, itâs not time to eat yet. Be patient. Taishi, donât - Manza Taishi, you stop that right now! We do not pull peopleâs hair! Taishi!â
   The irrepressible Taishi gave the pigtail of the girl heâd been teasing one last jerk, stuck his tongue out, and made as if to run off into the crowd. He managed to get about five steps before Kinshiro was suddenly in his path, scooping him up with a hand under each arm and holding him out at armâs length. The little boy squirmed and kicked, but couldnât make any headway against Kinshiroâs immovable grip.
   âNow, thatâs no way to behave,â said Kinshiro firmly.
   âShe was making fun of me!â
   âThatâs no excuse,â said Kinshiro. âYou need to learn how to deal with people better than that, or no one is going to want to be friends with you.â
   âDonât care,â said the boy sullenly.
   âYou will someday,â said Kinshiro. âI suggest you do something about it now, while you have the chance. Anyway, if you misbehave, we wonât let you play with the balloons.â
   That got through. The boy looked genuinely shocked. âBut she already bought my ticket!â
   âWeâll give it to someone else. Darts are sharp. We arenât going to give them to someone who canât be trusted to use them properly.â
   The boy Taishi thought this over for a while.
   âIâll be good,â he consented at last.
   âThere we go, then,â said Kinshiro, setting him gently back on his feet. âYouâre going to behave for this nice woman and not pick on anyone else today, right?â
   The boy nodded. Kinshiroâs eyes were boring into his, fascinating him as a snake might fascinate a bird.
   âGood,â said Kinshiro. âThen you may throw a dart when it is your turn.â
   Taishi drew himself up and made a show of how well behaved he was being. The chaperone looked relieved.
   âThank you,â she said. âHeâs a good boy at heart, really. Theyâre all just a little overexcited today because of the fair.â
   âI understand,â said Kinshiro, passing a dart to the girl at the front of the line. âWe all have our off moments.â
   Atsushi grinned. When all the children had rushed off to some other entertainment - the troublemaking Taishi now proudly sporting a colorful new bandanna - Atsushi said, âYouâre going to be a good father too someday.â
   Kinshiro looked pleased. âIâm just used to being the disciplinarian, thatâs all.â
   Atsushi grinned. âI think the little guy liked you. Youâve got a lot of charisma, you know.â
   Kinshiroâs cheeks were definitely pink now. âFlatterer.â
   âA lot more than me, thatâs for sure,â said Atsushi.
   âNot at all,â said Kinshiro. âYouâre a very charming person.â
   Atsushi beamed. âCall it even, then?â
   Kinshiro smiled back. âIf you like.â
   The two of them stood that way for a few seconds, just smiling and looking into each otherâs eyes.
   Someone cleared their throat.
   âI can come back later if this is a bad time,â said an imperious voice.
   Atsushi jumped and turned his attention to the mother of three who had just approached the booth.
   âSorry, Maâam,â he said. âWill that be three tries, then? All right, thatâs a hundred yen eachâŚâ
   Still, even the frosty look the woman was still giving him couldnât dampen his good mood.
   I really am glad Kinchan asked me to do this.
The day wore on. Kinshiro looked down at his watch and was surprised to see that noon had already come and gone. The flow of customers had become so steady that heâd barely had time to stop moving, much less notice the time. Now he realized that he was getting hungry, and wondered when his relief would be here to spell him.
  âDo you see any sign of Arima and Yumoto?â he asked, in between bouts of pumping up fresh balloons.â
  âNot yet,â said Atsushi, as he passed a plastic bracelet to a little girl, âbut Iâm sure they⌠oh, wait, there they are!â
  He waved to someone Kinshiro couldnât quite see. Sometimes, he thought, he envied Atsushi for being taller than him. It made it that much easier to find people in crowds.
  Soon, though, Arima became visible through the throng. He was followed by a bobbing balloon that probably meant that his diminutive companion was somewhere close to him. Sure enough, a few seconds later, Yumoto himself pushed his way to the front, with Wombat tucked under one arm and a bag of assorted prizes slung over the other. A half-eaten corn cob on a stick was clutched in one hand, and there was a smear of ketchup on his cheek.
  âI see at least one of you has been having fun,â Kinshiro observed. âI take it youâve eaten lunch?â
  âI have,â Arima said. âI think this one has had several lunches. Iâve never seen someone eat seven corn dogs in succession before. Where does he put them, do you think?â
  Atsushi laughed. âI donât think he puts them anywhere. I think he just burns through them, like a furnace.â
  âHe is certainly very active,â said Arima.
  âI knew I was gonna hafta work all afternoon,â said Yumoto plausibly, âand I canât have any snacks while Iâm working, so I had to fuel up!â
  âThank you for being so far-sighted,â said Kinshiro dryly. âAre you ready to take over, then? I donât mind admitting, Iâd like something to eat myself.â
  âReady when you are,â said Arima.
  Atsushi passed possession of the cash box over to Arimaâs capable hands and issued orders for Yumoto to unbox some more prizes. Wombat hid himself beneath the counter and went to work blowing up more balloons. Once they were satisfied that all was in good hands, Kinshiro and Atsushi set out into the fair.
  âFree at last!â said Atsushi, turning his face to the sun as though heâd just emerged from a cave. âThat was kind of fun, though, wasnât it?â
  Kinshiro agreed that it had been. He actually wasnât sure whether âfunâ was the correct word, but he hadnât disliked it. He always took satisfaction in having a job to do and knowing he was doing it well. All the same, he was happier now that he was off the hook and free to explore the festival with Atsushi.
  âWhere shall we go first?â he asked.
  âLetâs find something to eat,â said Atsushi. âWhat do you think would be good? Grilled noodles? Okonomiyaki? Or are you feeling brave enough to try one of those corn dogs Yumoto liked so much?â
  âI donât think Iâll risk finding out he didnât leave us any,â said Kinshiro dryly. He considered his options. Festival food was not really part of his regular diet. He had more or less convinced himself that it was all spectacularly unhealthy, dubiously hygienic, and definitely below his social status. On the other hand, he was starving, and everything he passed smelled wonderful.
  âI think,â he said, with great deliberation, âthat I could be persuaded to eat okonomiyaki.â
  Atsushi grinned. âGood choice.â
  They browsed among the food stalls, picking up plates of this and cartons of that as the impulse came to them, and Kinshiro gradually began to relax and enjoy himself. Maybe it was the fresh cool air, or the fact that he really was very hungry, or the fact that everything was being given to him fresh and steaming straight from the grill. Whatever the reason, everything Kinshiro tried was delicious, and when Atsushi suggested they should get something for dessert, he didnât put up any argument.
  âWhat should we get?â Atsushi asked. âThatâs the trouble with these fairs, you know? There are so many good things you canât try them all.â
  âI donât know,â Kinshiro admitted. âIt looks like thereâsâŚâ
  He didnât finish saying what there was before a small child collided with the back of his legs.
  âOops! Sorry!â said the boy.
  âYou should be more careful where youâre going,â said Kinshiro. He turned to look at the boy. âI know you. Youâre Unazuki Taiju, arenât you? Your father owns the construction company.â
  The boy nodded. âThatâs me. Sorry, I just wanted to catch up to my friend.â
  âAll right. Just watch where youâre going from now on,â said Kinshiro.
  Taiju nodded. Then he dashed off again, calling to his friend. âWakura! Hey, Wakura! Dad says heâs going to buy us ice cream!â
  âThatâs an idea,â Atsushi remarked. âDo you want to get ice cream too?â
  âHmm⌠no. We can get ice cream any time we want.â Kinshiro realized as soon as the words were out of his mouth that heâd just said âweâ. He wondered if Atsushi would take it as an invitation. Quickly, he went on, âI want to get something a little more out of the everyday, like cotton candy or a candied apple.â
  âI think youâre right,â said Atsushi. He looked around, eyes serious as he scanned the various offerings. Kinshiro couldnât help but admire him. He looked so intelligent, even though he had apparently forgotten he was still wearing a crown of yellow flowers. Come to think of it, Kinshiro was still wearing his, but he had no inclination to take it off. After all, it had been a gift from Atchan, and he didnât have so many of those that he was willing to cast this one off lightly.
  âAha!â said Atsushi, expression brightening. âI see just the thing.â
  He grabbed Kinshiroâs hand and began leading him through the crowd. Kinshiro almost stumbled, all other thoughts subsumed by the thought that was, Atsushi is holding my hand! Somehow he managed to stagger and regain his footing well enough to follow Atsushi on his zigzagging course through the crowd until they had reached on specific booth.
  âHere we are!â said Atsushi. âWhat do you think?â
  He sounded so proud of himself that Kinshiro was prepared to say that whatever heâd dragged him to was fine. Then a shift in the air brought a scent of sweet baking dough, and he realized that Atsushi had found a taiyaki stand. For an instant, he was back in time, a little boy sitting beside his best friend at a table in the mall, contentedly ruining his appetite for dinner with those little fish-shaped cakes, and all was right with the world.
  âItâs perfect,â he said, around the sudden tightness in his throat.
  Atsushi beamed. âI knew youâd think it was a good idea.
  They ordered bags of small taiyaki - custard filled and chocolate filled for Atsushi, red bean and matcha custard for Kinshiro. Then they wandered away from the crowds, out into the parts of the park that hadnât been taken over by booths and picnic tables, looking for a quiet place to enjoy their dessert and rest their feet for a while. Kinshiro nibbled a cake, still warm and steaming, the filling melting on his tongue, and thought that the world really was a good place after all.
  âHey, look,â said Atsushi, nudging him.
  He was pointing to three little boys playing together under a nearby tree. Or rather, Kinshiro realized, one little boy napping while the other two attempted to rouse him.
  âCome on, Kyotaro!â the red-headed one was saying. âWeâre all done eating now. Itâs time to go back to the fair.â
  The drowsy Kyotaro flapped a hand and said something too quietly for Kinshiro to hear. The boy with the glossy black hair rolled his eyes dramatically and said, âCome on, Ryouma. If he wonât come we should just go without him.â
  âBut AtaâŚ!â Ryouma protested.
  Atsushi laughed as they walked past.
  âItâs like if you and me and En-chan were all kids together,â he said.
  âIt really is,â said Kinshiro. âI hope things donât get as complicated for them as it did for us.â
  Atsushi smiled and put a comforting hand on his shoulder.
  âNothing,â he said, âcould get as complicated for them as it did for us.â
  Kinshiro smiled. âYouâre probably right.â Then he sobered again. âYou know, I wish it had been like that. Can you imagine? If maybe that day you had told me where you were going and I had decided to come along just to keep you company. Weâd have met Yufuin and heâd have been my friend as well as yours and none of this nonsense would have ever happened.â
  âHmm,â said Atsushi. âIf that had happened, I might never had met Wombat or gotten to be friends with Yumoto or Arima and Akoya and the Beppu brothers, and Iâd have been kind of sorry if I thought Iâd missed my chance to be a superhero. That part was kind of fun sometimes. But I am sorry we didnât get to spend more of our childhood together. Iâm sorry you had to be so lonely for so long. I wish we could have had it both ways.â
  Kinshiroâs lips quirked. âThe Battle Lovers and the Caerula Adamas fighting together against the evil of TV Universe? I suppose that wouldnât have been so bad.â
  âIt would have been fun,â said Atsushi. He smiled. âI think next time, though, I really am going to have to be more careful what I wish for. I wouldnât have wished to be a superhero if Iâd thought it would involve me fighting with you.â
  âSo, what would you wish for this time?â Kinshiro asked.
  Atsushi smiled. âIâll have to think about it and let you know. What would you wish for?â
  âThe same as last time,â said Kinshiro promptly. âFor us to be together for the rest of our lives.â
  Atsushi nodded. âIâll try, then.â
  Kinshiro found himself oddly pleased by that noncommittal answer. If Atsushi had promised unhesitatingly that Kinshiro shouldnât worry, that Atsushi would always be there for him whenever he needed him, then Kinshiro wouldnât have been able to make himself believe it. Heâd believed it when heâd been a child, and had been disillusioned when heâd found out it wasnât going to happen that way. Now they were both older, and understood that sometimes things happened. Sometimes they would be misunderstandings that would have to be worked through. Sometimes they would be things outside of their control. All Kinshiro needed to hear was that Atsushi wasnât going to just give up on the two of them the next time an obstacle dropped in their path.
  âThank you,â said Kinshiro. âThat actually makes me feel better.â
  Atsushi flashed a bright smile. âAt least I can promise to spend the rest of the fair with you. What do you say we finish our dessert and then go try some of those games? Iâll bet with all that archery you do, youâd be really good at hitting targets.â
  Kinshiro smiled back. âIâll win you something.â
  âYou donât have to do that,â Atsushi protested.
  âNo, I want to. To thank you for agreeing to go through this whole ordeal with me.â
  âI was glad to do it. Itâs been fun,â Atsushi insisted.
  âThen accept it as a gift from a friend,â said Kinshiro.
  Atsushi nodded. âThatâs all right, then.â
  Kinshiro smiled and reached into his bag for another taiyaki, already planning his strategy. He was going to win Atsushi the biggest, best prize at this fair if he had anything to say about it. And maybe when he gave it to him, buoyed by his success, heâd be able to say why heâd really won it. If not, well, Atsushi would still be accepting it as a sign of friendship, and that would be almost good enough.
******
  Atsushi stood aside and watched as Kinshiro patiently lined up his shot. At moments like this, he could have been some legendary warrior of ancient legend - some demigod, perhaps, come to do a bit of righteous smiting. His back was straight, his chin held high, his eyes hard and bright with the glint of battle. A stray breeze ruffled his hair, and Atsushi sighed.
  He really is gorgeous. Maybe if weâd spent more time together Iâd have noticed it sooner. As it was, he had to assume that the only reason someone hadnât snapped him up already was that Kinshiro had firm views about people messing around with dating when they should be concentrating on their schoolwork.
  With snakelike speed, Kinshiro went from statuesque stillness to a blur of motion. The ball heâd been holding shot from his hand to smack squarely into a pyramid of bottles. They clattered to the ground - all but one, which wobbled precariously back and forth on its base. Atsushi held his breath, but Kinshiro simply stared, coolly daring it to defy his will. The bottle gave up.
  âGreat job!â the man behind the counter cheered. âYou get a prize. What would you like?â
  Kinshiro glanced at Atsushi, who grinned and said, âYou pick.â
  Kinshiro surveyed the offerings before selecting a windbreaker dtenciled with âBinan Cityâ and a view of Mt. Binan on it. He solemnly offered it to Atsushi.
  âYou keep it,â said Atsushi, holding up his hands in protest. âYou already got me this.â
  He held up the plush toy Kinshiro had acquired at the pop-gun stand: a round and smiling onsen manju over a foot across, pink-cheeked and button-eyed. It was amazingly soft and squishy, and Atsushi couldnât help but feel that En would be jealous of it, and probably try to steal it for a pillow.
  Iâm not letting him have it, though. If he wanted one, he could win it himself. Possibly he had - Atsushi had seen him briefly outside the balloon booth, chatting with Arima as he prepared to take a chance with the darts. Atsushi had considered asking him to join them for a while, and decided against it. En, while always good company, would be a complication Atsushi wasnât prepared to deal with just now. Later Atsushi would call him and they could hash over the day together, maybe even meet up at the baths if it was still open by the time Atsushi got home. For nowâŚ
  âIt will look better on you,â Kinshiro insisted. âAnyway, you won me this. Fair is fair.â
  He indicated the canvas tote bag that Atsushi had managed to win at the coin toss. It wasnât a bad bag, as these things went, but Atsushi didnât feel it quite counted. It was only one step up from a consolation prize, for those who managed to toss a coin into the outer ring of the slippery target but hadnât managed to hit dead-center. Atsushi felt it was a poor repayment for the grand prize Kinshiro had won for him.
  âWell, all right,â he allowed, âbut if you see something else youâd like, you have to let me know so I can try for it.â
  Kinshiro nodded. âAll right.â
  Privately, Atsushi suspected that Kinshiro was just humoring him, but Atsushi wasnât about to let the matter drop so easily. There had to be something at this fair that he could offer to Kinshiro that would help him express all these complicated things he was feeling.
  âWhat do you want to do next?â Kinshiro asked, glancing at his watch. âThe fair will be closing down soon.â
  It was true. The sun was inching towards the horizon now, painting the fair in shades of gold and rose. Once it began to get dark, the booths would fold up and the fairgoers would begin to depart - not to go home, though, not all of them. Most of them would head to the other end of the park, down by the river, where the fireworks display would be held. They were always a high point of the festival, and Atsushi was looking forward to them.
  âLetâs make one last circuit of the fair,â he said, âand then check in and see if Arima and Yumoto are ready to close up yet.â
  âAnd then the fireworks?â Kinshiro suggested.
  âDefinitely fireworks,â Atsushi admitted. âI wouldnât miss them.â
  Kinshiroâs smile was inscrutable. âI was hoping youâd say that.â
  Atsushi raised an eyebrow. âWhat do you mean by that?â
  âYouâll see,â said Kinshiro mysteriously. âCome on. Letâs make sure we didnât miss anything.â
  They walked slowly, taking everything in. Already the crowds were thinning out, as parents brought tired and cranky children home and locals slipped off to find dinners that werenât fair food. The raucous noise of shouting people, squealing children, and popping balloons had quieted to a gentle murmur. Atsushi found himself looking less at the booths he was strolling past and more at Kinshiro. The light of the setting sun reflected off his hair and cast gold highlights on his face. He looked relaxed and peaceful in a way that warmed Atsushiâs heart. He hadnât often seen his dear friend looking so content.
  âAtchan?â
  Atsushi jerked his mind away from contemplating the way the sunset highlighted Kinshiroâs eyelashes.
  âYes?â he asked warily.
  âYou arenât really looking at the fair, are you?â
  Atsushi felt himself going red with embarrassment. âGuess not. Sorry. Itâs just⌠you look so happy, and itâs nice to see you smile.â
  That smile broadened. âI am happy. Iâm so glad I got to spend this day with you. I just wish Iâd had the sense to do this sooner.â
  âWell, weâre doing it now. Thatâs whatâs important.â
  Kinshiro shook his head. âIâm not so sure. All that time is gone, and we canât get it back, and itâs all because I was stupid.â
  Atsushi politely declined to comment on whether or not Kinshiro had been stupid. He walked along silently for a second or two, watching the clouds in the west go from gold to pink to purple.
  âWeâre going to be graduating soon,â he remarked.
  âI know,â said Kinshiro. âAnd then weâll be going out into the world.â
  âThatâs right,â said Atsushi. âWeâll be adults, and weâll be able to make choices for ourselves - what schools to go to, where to live, what jobs we do.â
  âYes..?â said Kinshiro, in a tone that said gently, âAnd where are you going with this?â
  âSo are you sorry you spent all that time in school when you could have been out in the world doing what you decide to do?â
  âNo, of course not. How could I? I had to go to school first to⌠oh.â
  Atsushi nodded. âIt takes time to learn things. Maybe you could have learned it faster, maybe you couldnât. Maybe you needed that time to let go of being hurt and be ready to start over. Maybe I needed time to learn things too. Things happened when it was time for them to happen. We might have used up a lot of time, but we didnât waste it.â
  Kinshiro regarded him with wide, amazed eyes. Then he shook his head.
  âThe way you see the world is really something special,â he said.
  Atsushi laughed. âThe way you say that, I canât tell if you mean it as a good thing or a bad one.â
  âItâs a good thing,â Kinshiro insisted. He turned his head, eyes tracking something out of Atsushiâs line of vision. âOh! Look at that!â
  Atsushi turned to look where Kinshiro was pointing. The attraction was a ring-toss booth, but Kinshiro wasnât looking at the game itself. He was looking at the prizes. Most of them were the usual suspects, the same sorts of things that Atsushi and Kinshiro had spent their morning giving away. A few, though, were clearly meant to be grand prizes, and were safely shut away in a clear plastic box where they could be admired without any danger of being smashed by a wildly tossed ring. A few gaps showed where lucky players had already carried off some of the best prizes, but Atsushi could still see a new video game, a detailed figurine of a popular anime character, a glittering necklace, and⌠yes, that had to be it: a teapot with matching cups. They were all the same shade of soft celedon green, touched gently with strokes of black, white, and gray that suggested the outlines of leaves tossed by the wind. They were simple, elegant, and beautiful, and Atsushi could easily believe that Kinshiro must be coveting them.
  âNice,â he said. âThat teapot would look perfect on display in your room.â
  Kinshiro nodded slowly. âI wonder if I couldâŚâ
  âLet me,â said Atsushi.
  Kinshiro half-smiled. âI was going to say, I wonder if they would let me buy it off them, since the day is nearly over and no one has won it yet.â
  âNo, no, no,â Atsushi insisted, playfully wagging a finger. âItâs a prize. You have to win it or it doesnât count. Anyway, you won me a jacket. And a plushie.â
  âItâs not the same. Iâm sure that tea set is worth a lot more than a cheap windbreaker.â
  âWell, let me at least try,â said Atsushi. âYou can try it your way if mine doesnât work.â
  âStubborn,â said Kinshiro, but he was smiling when he said it.
  Atsushi stepped up to the booth and regarded it thoughtfully.
  âHow does this work?â he asked.
  âPretty simple,â said the barker. âFive hundred yen gets you three tosses. You get a ring around one of these poles, you get a prize. The bigger the pole, the bigger the prize.
  Atushi nodded. The poles stood in a row, with the smallest sitting nearest and the biggest the furthest away. Atsushi could see that it was nearly as big around as the hoops themselves, so that only a toss that was dead on target would drop onto it. Still, he had to try. He handed over his money.
  I can do this, he told himself. He sized up the target. The little ones, he could ignore - it would have to be the teapot or nothing.
  âHere we go,â he said aloud.
  âYou donât actually have to do this,â said Kinshiro, as Atsushi lined up his shot. âIâd be just as happy with something else. Anyway, you know these games are rigged so that itâs impossible toâŚâ
  Atsushi tossed his ring. It wafted gently through the air, seeming to drift rather than sail. He watched with a sense of inevitability as it landed neatly on the furthest goal and dropped into place as though drawn by a magnet. Kinshiroâs jaw dropped. Atsushi blinked, as stunned as anybody.
  âThat was just a practice throw,â he said no one in particular. âI wasnât actually expecting to hit anything.â
  âWell, Iâll be damned,â said the barker. He shrugged and grinned. âWell, it looks like youâre the last winner for the day. What do you want?â
  Atsushi felt a smile spread across his face as he took in what had just happened.
  âWeâll have that tea set, please.â
  âRight you are,â said the barker. âIâll box it up for you.â
  Shortly afterwards, Kinshrio was clutching a cardboard box to his chest as if the teapot and cups were precious treasures that everyone in the world might be expected to steal.
  âI still canât believe you did that,â he said, for the second or third time.
  Atsushi grinned. The repetition didnât bother him. It was rare enough that Kinshiro was impressed by anything that he was enjoying the novelty.
  âIt was just fate,â he said. âThat tea set was destined for you.â
  âI love it,â said Kinshiro sincerely. âIâll think of it you every time I use it.â
  Atsushi felt a little thrill run through him when Kinshiro said the word âlove.â He hoped his flusterment wasnât showing too clearly on his face.
  âI hope you enjoy it,â he managed. âCome on. Letâs go help the others close up. I donât think I can top that performance, so I might as well end on a high note.â  Â
  They reached the booth where Arima and Yumoto were helping the last few stragglers. A boy ceremoniously handed his prize to the young woman with him, and the two of them strolled off hand in hand. Yumoto called out a goodbye to them, as enthusiastic as though he hadnât spent the whole day waiting on customers. It was Arima who first realized that his friends were returning.
  âWell, hello there,â he said. âI see you two have been having fun.â
  Yumoto turned to beam at them. âHey, guys! Wait until you see! We made so much money!â
  âI see youâve been doing very well,â Atsushi agreed. The supply of prizes was looking decidedly picked over.
âIt was lots of fun!â Yumoto agreed.
âDo you need us to help you get it all back to school?â Arima asked.
Kinshiro shook his head. âYou two go on. Get something to eat. Watch the fireworks. My people are coming back with a truck to help us haul this away, so Atchan and I can take it from here.â
âOkay!â said Yumoto cheerfully. âHey, Arima-sempai, you want to come to the baths? Anchanâs making a big dinner and then weâre all going to the twinsâ house to watch the fireworks from their roof. You can come too, if you want,â he added magnanimously, to Kinshiro and Atsushi.
âThank you,â said Kinshiro, âbut I have other plans.â
He cast a quick, speaking glance towards Atsushi. Atsushi had been considering taking up the offer, but now he held back, wondering what Kinshiro was up to.
âOkay, then,â said Yumoto. âSee you tomorrow!â
He went bouncing off, with Arima following behind him at his usual sedate pace. Kinshiro turned back to Atsushi.
âI hope you donât mind me volunteering you,â he said.
âNot at all,â said Atsushi. âIâm glad to help.â
Kinshiro smiled and shook his head. âSometimes youâre almost a little too eager to volunteer help⌠but in this case Iâm glad of it.â
âOh?â said Atsushi.
Kinshiroâs smile became mysterious. âYouâll see.â
******
The trip back to school was a bumpy one. Kinshiro and Atsushi ended up riding in the back of the truck among the bits of disassembled booth. They didnât talk much, since they had to invest most of their energy in not being jostled or squashed as everything rattled about. Kinshiro was surprisingly all right with that. It meant he didnât have to make conversation and potentially spoil his surprise.
They reached the school, and Kinshiro directed his driver around to the back gate where they could unload the booth more easily. Atsushi started to help the driver unpack, but Kinshiro stopped him.
âLet him do it,â he said. âYouâve had a long day already.â
âAre you sure?â asked Atsushi, casting a guilty look to where the driver was already hauling things out of the back of the truck.
âItâs fine,â said Kinshiro. âHeâs up to the job, and heâs being paid for it. I want you to come with me for a minute.â
âOh. Okay,â said Atsushi. âWhere are we going?â
âFirst,â said Kinshiro, âI want to take the cash box inside and put it away where it will be safe. After thatâŚâ He faltered slightly. âWell, I was hoping you might want to have dinner with me and watch the fireworks.â
âIâd love to,â said Atsushi. The way he lit up warmed Kinshiroâs heart.
This might actually be all rightâŚ
He fetched a key from his pocket and let himself and Atsushi into the school. The building was dark and silent, and slightly spooky in the absence of any other people. He was gratified to find Atsushi edging closer to him.
âItâs so much bigger when there are no people here,â he murmured, as they picked their way silently across the entry hall.
âI know what you mean,â Kinshiro agreed. He couldnât help but find it a little unsettling to see the school he loved so much empty of life and light. He found himself wondering how Atsushi would take it if he tried holding his hand, but he restrained himself.
They reached the door to the council room without incident. Kinshiro let himself in with a different key and went to put the cash box away while Atsushi wandered around the room. The damage left by the disaster of the school festival was gone now, its only trace being a few spots on one wall where the paint was a bit fresher than the rest. Still, Kinshiro wondered if Atsushi might be thinking about that moment when heâd first realized that his clubâs humble base was connected to this room.
âThis is a really nice place,â said Atsushi aloud. âItâs no wonder you hang out in here so much.â
Kinshiro smiled a little. âIt serves its purpose.â He strolled over to the window and unlatched it. âThereâs a good view from here, too. Come and see.â
Atsushi obediently crossed the room to peer out the open window.
âWow, youâre right,â he said. âThe stars are beautiful tonightâŚâ
While he was contemplating the view, Kinshiro crouched and began rummaging under his desk. After a moment, Atsushi turned around to see what he was doing.
âWhat have you got there?â he asked, as Kinshiro came up with a bundle in his hands.
âDinner, if you want it,â said Kinshiro, a bit sheepishly. âI suppose youâll think this is silly, but I had this idea⌠I thought weâd be able to see the fireworks really well from the school roof, so I thought if you were all right with itâŚâ
âYouâre asking me if I want to have dinner with you on the roof?â Atsushi guessed.
Kinshiro nodded. Atsushi beamed.
âThatâs a great idea,â he said. âI should have thought of that myself.â
Kinshiro glowed with pride. He slid his picnic basket onto his arm and gestured to the open window with his free hand.
âAfter you, then,â he said.
Atsushi grinned and bounded through the window with the confidence of someone who had done it before. Perhaps he had. Kinshiro was vaguely aware that students sometimes slipped out the windows to sunbathe on the roof, or to cut classes, or just to read quietly away from the bustle of the rest of the school. Kinshiro could all too easily imagine Atsushi and the rest of the Earth Defense Club clambering onto the roof to watch the sun set while they rambled on about everything and nothing.
Well, tonight itâs going to be with me, he thought.
He started to climb out the window. It occurred to him that he had never actually done this before. Oh, Chevalier Aurite had perched dramatically on the roof more times than he could count, but plain old Kusatsu Kinshiro had never done anything so undignified or dubiously rule-abiding as climb out a school window. His balance faltered a little as he tried to find his footing and manage his picnic basket at the same time. Then a hand closed around his, and Kinshiro looked up into Atsushiâs smiling face.
âItâs all right,â said Atsushi. âIâve got you.â
âThank you,â Kinshiro managed, and somehow managed to get out onto the ledge without losing his balance or his composure and falling flat on his face - or worse, onto the ground four floors below.
It was better once he was outside, though. The tiles of the roof had absorbed the warmth of the day, so even though the air was growing cooler, it was pleasant up where they were. They clambered their way up to the top of the roof and into the bell tower. Kinshiro spread his picnic out for them. It was outrageously simple fare, by his own standards: fruit, sandwiches, bags of chips and nuts, cookies, bottled tea, things that would be all right left sitting around all day. Heâd also had the foresight to pack a small blanket, in case the weather got chilly. Atsushi seemed delighted with the repast, though, and set about helping Kinshiro unpack it all with good will.
âI know what we need,â he said.
He reached into his pocket and took out some of the glow sticks heâd collected from the booth. He snapped them and arranged them around the perimeter of their picnic while Kinshiro watched in bemusement. Atsushi grinned.
The two of them settled down on the blanket and tucked into their feast. Simple as it was, Kinshiro couldnât remember when heâd enjoyed a meal more. He and Atsushi chatted companionably, hashing over their thoughts on the fair and speculating on what the rest of their friends might have done with their holiday. Occasionally theyâd lapse into a silence that neither of them really minded. For Kinshiro, it was enough that he was here, that Atchan was there with him, the stars were shining overhead, and all was right with the world.
âWe should do this kind of thing more often,â said Atsushi.
âI donât know when weâll get another chance to sneak onto the roof,â said Kinshiro.
âI donât mean quite like that,â said Atsushi. âI guess I just mean⌠well, things. Going to the movies or on a picnic or to fairs or⌠anywhere, really.â
âWe will,â said Kinshiro. âWeâll get to visit each other a lot while weâre in college. After that, wellâŚâ
âWeâll make something work out,â said Atsushi. There was a gleam in his eyes that suggested one way or another, he meant to make it happen. Heâd fight monsters for it, if necessary.
âWe will,â said Kinshiro. He gathered up the last of the wrappers and tucked them neatly into his picnic basket. He checked the time on his phone. âFireworks are about to start.â
âBetter get a good view, then,â said Atsushi.
They moved out onto the spine of the roof, where they had a clearer view of the city. It was beautiful from up there, with all the city lights shining in their multitude of colors. If Kinshiro listened carefully, he could hear the distant music of the band that was playing to entertain the crowd before the fireworks started. Local garage band, Kinshiro thought, hoping to rise to greatness on the coattails of the VEPPer. They werenât anything like as talented as Aki and Haru, Kinshiro suspected, but muffled by distance they sounded all right.
Asushi settled down next to him and tucked the blanket around the two of them.
âWhatâŚ?â Kinshiro yelped, startled to find himself suddenly bundled up in the same blanket as Atsushi.
âSo you donât get cold,â said Atsushi. âYou always did get cold easily.â
âYou always said youâd keep me warm,â Kinshiro murmured. âI remember.â
Atsushi leaned his head on Kinshiroâs shoulder.
âA lot sure has happened since then,â he said. âIâm glad it all worked out all right. I missed you a lot.â
âI missed you too,â said Kinshiro, with feeling. âNot a day went by that I didnât think about you. Itâs hard to believe I could be so stupid as to spend so much time doing the opposite of what I really wanted to do.â
âWell, I could have done better, too,â said Atsushi. âBut all thatâs over. Now itâs time to think about what we want to do next.â
Kinshiro smiled slightly. âI think I want to watch the fireworks with you. After that⌠maybe just lie here and look at the stars for a while.â
âIâd like that too,â said Atsushi. âBut what about after that?â
âAfter that?â Kinshiro hesitated. He was tempted to say, âIâm not sure,â but that wasnât true. He knew what he wanted for the future, for tonight and tomorrow and the rest of his life, and that was to spend as much of it as possible with the man he loved. He just wasnât sure how to get that out without making a fool of himself.
âWhat do you want?â he asked, feeling like a coward.
âI want⌠to spend a lot of nights watching the stars with you. I want to go to the library with you and sit and read together for hours. I want to go to coffee shops with you and drink coffee and talk until the baristas get tired of us sitting there and throw us out. I want to go to more festivals like this one. I want to do so many things I canât list them all.â Atsushi turned towards him, his warm eyes serious. âI wish I never had to spend another day without you. Thatâs what I want - for us to be together forever, just like I promised we would.â
âThatâs what I want too,â Kinshiro whispered.
Maybe it was because he was tired and his defenses were down. Maybe it was because heâd spent the whole day wishing he could do this. Maybe it was because he had planned this whole picnic idea with the hope that it would help him get to the point where he could. Maybe it was because he knew heâd never get a better chance than this. Maybe it was just because Kinshiro couldnât stand the temptation any longer, but whatever it was, it was powerful enough to make Kinshiro lean close to Atsushi and kiss him.
A flickering of light on his eyelids told Kinshiro that the fireworks had just started. They were nothing compared to the fireworks that seemed to be going on inside him. After a second or two, he pulled away again, suddenly worried that he had ruined everything. He couldnât quite read the expression on Atsushiâs face.
âAtchan?â he hazarded.
âYou just kissed me.â
âYes.â Kinshiro felt his face going red. Of all the stupid, impulsive⌠and just when theyâd started to make real progress, tooâŚ
âWhy?â
Kinshiro stared up into Atsushiâs gentle face. He didnât look angry, or repulsed, only mildly quizzical. The fireworks going off in the background colored his features rose and gold and emerald.
âBecause I wanted to,â Kinshiro admitted. âYouâre just so warm and kind, and I always feel so happy when youâre near me, and it just came over me all at once, andâŚâ
He stopped babbling as Atsushi raised a hand to cup his cheek.
âWould you like to try again?â Atsushi asked gently.
Kinshiro sighed with relief. He hadnât ruined everything after all. He closed his eyes and leaned into Atsushiâs embrace. This time, there were a lot more flashes and bangs in the background before they pulled apart again. Atsushi laughed giddily.
âWow,â he said. âIâve been wanting to do that all day. All week.â
âMe too,â Kinshiro admitted.
Atsushi was still giggling. âBoy, are we slow or what? We take forever to do everything.â
Such was Kinshiroâs current state of elation that this struck him as hilariously funny. They both leaned against each other and laughed as the fireworks display reached its crescendo. Kinshiro reached for Atsushiâs hand and felt it close around his.
âOur friends are never going to let us hear the end of this when they find out, you know,â said Atsushi. âEn-chan is going to tease us about it until weâre a hundred.â
âLet him,â said Kinshiro. âHe had it figured out before we did, didnât he?â
âHeâs smarter than he lets on,â Atsushi agreed. âAnd I think heâll be happy for us. Iâm happy for us.â
âSo am I,â said Kinshiro fervently. âI really do love you, you know.â It felt good to finally get the words out.
âI know,â said Atsushi.
âMm.â Kinshiro settled himself more comfortably under the blanket. It was nice here, his head resting on Atsushiâs shoulder, the two of them holding hands. âI think the fireworks display is over.â
âLooks like it,â Atsushi agreed. He made no move to get up.
âWant to stay here a while longer?â Kinshiro asked.
âMm-hm.â
âAll right. Just for a little while, though. Tomorrow is a school day, you know.â
Atsushi laughed. âNothing changes you, does it?â He gave Kinshiroâs hand a squeeze. âI love you.â
They leaned back against the tiled roof, holding hands and looking up at the stars. Far below them, the last of the fireworks winked out, the audience began to go home, and the city lights dimmed. The spring festival was over, but for the two of them, the real celebration was just beginning.
It was the third time Ibushi had asked the questionâand, to be fair, Atsushi had asked more than once himself. They could go on like this for hours, if Atsushi knew Ibushi at all, and get absolutely nowhere. It was time for a chance in tactics.
âI asked you first.â There. A mature, reasoned comeback. âŚOr it would have been, if heâd been four years old.
âI asked you second.â
There was something about Ibushiâs expression that Atsushi didnât trust. With narrowed eyes, he examined the line of his jaw, the slight smile no different from the one he usually wore when he was with Atsushi, the eyesâŚ
âŚthe eyes, crinkled at the corners like he was trying not to grin. Atsushi crossed his arms. âYouâre enjoying this.â
The smile bloomed into something that could only be described as wicked. But all Ibushi said was, âItâs your birthday. Choose something you want.â
âI want to do something youâll like.â
âWell, then, I want to do something youâll like.â
âLetâs not start this again, please.â At that, Ibushi laughed aloud. âAll right, fine. Let me think.â
âIn that case, shall I make us some tea? Perhaps get started on tonightâs dinner? This might be a good time toââ
âYou donât have to be rude about it,â Atsushi muttered, but he could feel his lips quirking upward.
âAtsushi,â Ibushi sighed, looking out the window of the taxi. Welcome to the Binan Botanical Garden, said a sign by the road.
Atsushi had kept it a secret for just this reason, refusing to answer Ibushiâs questions and whispering their destination in the taxi driverâs ear. It had gotten him a weird look, but if heâd let Ibushi hear, Ibushi would have made him choose somewhere else. âDonât sound like that,â he said. âCome on.â
When heâd paid the taxi driver and emerged from his own side of the car, he found Ibushi gazing through the open gates into the garden. Heâd been there before, of course, both with Atsushi and without him. For his part, Atsushi liked it; it was full of beautiful flowers and interesting science, and somehow it was always larger than he expected. But if he had wanted to do something special for Ibushi, he liked to think he could come up with something better than just another trip to the botanical garden.
He came up beside Ibushi and nudged him gently. âGive me some credit. And look more cheerful.â
âAtsushiââ
âLook.â Atsushi looked up, toward where the sky met the tops of the trees. âItâll be sunset soon. Weâd better hurry.â
He led Ibushi through the open gates, past the fountain, toward the visitorâs center. As they approached, it became clear that there was a small crowd milling around outside it, around a series of tables. Ibushi craned his neck. âWhatâs going on?â
âAn herb sale.â Atsushi smiled at Ibushiâs surprised blink. âAnd some edible plants, I think.â He almost reached for Ibushiâs hand, but caught himself at the last second. âCome on.â
It was probably fifteen minutes to closing time when Atsushi said, âHey, Ibushi.â
It took a few seconds, but Ibushi managed to tear himself away from the plant he was examining and straighten up. âHm?â
âAre you really going to get all these?â
Ibushi glanced down at his cart. âSome of them are yours, you know.â
âYeah, but we donât exactly have room for them all by the kitchen window.â
Ibushi frowned down at the cart. It was so crowded with little pots that it was a small miracle everything even fit in there at all. It was their second cart. Atsushi was pushing their first, which was, somehow, even fuller.
Ibushiâs face gradually softened as he gazed down at the plants. Atsushi, watching, smiled to himself. âWe could make room,â Ibushi said slowly. âIf we pull the table a little farther from the window. And some of them could go in the living room window, or the bedroom. These fourââ He pointed at a few plants, a little larger but otherwise indistinguishable from the others. ââneed to go on the balcony anyway, and some of thoseââ He gestured at one side of Atsushiâs cart, but it was unclear which in particular he meant. ââdonât need direct sunlight.â
Atsushi opened his mouth to argue, and closed it again. After all, heâd brought them here to get herbs and vegetables, hadnât he?
Actually, to tell the truth, heâd brought them here because he loved watching Ibushi around plants. If you left him with them for long enough and didnât interrupt, it was like he forgot anyone else existed in the world. The whole line of his posture relaxed, his eyes brightened, and he smiled in a different way than he smiled for Atsushi, less affectionate, but more at peace. It was one of Atsushiâs favorite things to see.
But he couldnât say any of that. He couldnât say that was what he wanted for his birthday. And if heâd just taken them to a park or the garden without explanation, Ibushi would have been all pensive and discontented, thinking Atsushi was being too nice to enjoy his birthday, or some weird Ibushi idea. Thank goodness for smartphones and quick Google searches. And thank goodness Ibushi had gone to the kitchen to make that tea, because otherwise Atsushi couldnât have done his googling in private.
âAll right,â he said, mostly just so that he could see Ibushi brighten. âWeâll get them all. I hope youâre right about this.â
âDonât worry,â Ibushi said, and then, âWait, this is your birthday. Iâm supposed to be getting you things.â
Atsushi rolled his eyes. âYou can pay for it all.â
âOh, well, thank you.â
âYouâre welcome.â Atsushi pulled his phone out of his pocket. âGo do that, okay? I need to call Kin-chan. Maybe he and En-chan can bring his limousine and help us take this home. I donât want to even try to fit it all in a taxi.â