Hey, thank you for your message. At least I have a younger sister who is like my best friend, we often share funny talks as well as serious discussions, also I have a kind therapist at uni. I have no friends there, but they both help me more than my parents, grandmother, other strangers do, I feel so. I take medicine every night for a small amount, but this doesn't really make me feel better, it's just to show my mom I'm getting medical treatment. Actually my parents are both "strange" each in different ways, my sister, brother and other family members too, so I think it's a genetical thing, but I wanted to expect more understanding from them to be honest. However, I'm lucky enough for many reasons, I have hobbies I enjoy in my free time, I've got the opportunity studying at college, so I'd like to appreciate each miracle in my life. Thank you so much for your concern, I hope you're having a wonderful time in these tough times.