I cannot fucking BELIEVE I let myself get manipulated and neglected by a Locus and Felix AGAIN. Like, one life wasn't fucking bad enough, it had to happen in this one too? And now they're off happily slandering me to anyone who'll listen and I'm sitting here wondering how many of my memories were real and how many were just me agreeing with what they said about me, desperately wanting their love and approval because all three of us KNEW they loved each other more than they ever loved me. - Siris














