unbind me
((I don’t know if this qualify for “unbind me” since it’s a pretty abstarct way to use it with sith Olivier but there it is. I hope you like it ;u;)) Laying in bed, wrapped up in his own arms, he was freezing. His hands where terribly cold, his chest aching and his head awfuly heavy. He looked in straight front of him, staring at the wall. The silence of the room didn’t calm him. .He was restless yet imobile for what seemed to have been hours, maybe days. Tired and hungry yet strangely repulsed by food and incapable of sleep. Insomnia was always a game of tossing and turning to finaly give up and lay awake for the rest of the night.The door opened, making a bit of noise and shining the hallway light onto the body curled up in the bed, facing the wall. Olivier looked at the light disapearing as fast as it came on the wall, almost unphased by it. A weight added on the bed that moved to remove excess clothing, he guessed. “Oli?” the deep concerned voice asked. Olivier didn’t answer. His lips had been closed and his vocal chords silent for so long that he thought he was mute. He closed his eyes a moment before turning his head towards Kylo slowly. His eyes were sunken in, his brows where low but not in an angry maner.
Kylo nudged Oli softly for space on the bed now that he had removed the excess layers of his outfit, leaving him in a black tank top and pants. With a shift, Oli turned to face his lover as he was laying down. “Come here” Kylo asked softly before feeling the colder body shimmying in his arms. “You’re so hot..” Even with a whisper the voice almost cracked. Olivier nozzled himself in the warm embrace of Kylo’s strong built. “That’s because you’re so cold” he hummed back. They layed there in silence for a bit, a big hand making a comforting motion on Oli’s back. In this embrasse, even if Kylo was only taller by one inch, Olivier felt way shorter and smaller. Almost as if he had shrinked down. He couldn’t help but feel more frail compared to his love.Olivier wasn’t proud to admit it and the idea alone to talk about it made him ashamed and embarrassed. In the days he had off he would stay in bed for hours on end and ignoring his bodily needs. When working, he’d try to hide it and say he didn’t sleep well. He was incredibly tired.“I’m sorry for always being like this..” he brushed hair off his face to look at the other. “I know it’s probably a lot to deal with” his voice shook softly.“You’re not always like this.You have some good days” He looked down to meet Oli’s hazel eyes. “Barely” he mumbled as he pressed his forehead on Kylo’s chest.“Hey” Kylo’s hand reached down to Oli’s cheek and motioned upwards so he’d look at him again. “I’ll always be there for you, good day or bad day. You don’t have to apologize for having a hard time okay?” he didn’t wait for an answered and followed “I love you and I care about you.” Oli’s eyes were red and quickly filling up with tears. “I love you so much…Thank you”