#situation under control

[voidandchill]

Armand going from being a seemingly put-together, level-headed, confident, elegantly detached vampire to a shaking eery being who doesn't seem to understand social interaction and stares at you unblinkingly is the realest representation of rebuilding yourself after mental health-related social isolation I've ever seen

[kdilanie]

Keep calm, Kara can fly.

[atangledfate]

“That sounds disgusting... “

Opens Jar of Mayo and shoves it in her mouth with a slourp! sound as it slowly descended into her mouth! Surge slowly slid under the table, and disappeared! with a gurgling sound!

“ She says Thank You.... also eewww....” 

@imyang​

[statetimes1]

Situation under control in Dimapur, 43 arrests made

Situation under control in Dimapur, 43 arrests made

Kohima/Dimapur: The situation in Dimapur town of Nagaland, where a mob lynched a rape accused, was today returning to normalcy with curfew being relaxed and markets reopening after three days even as more arrests were made in connection with the incident.

Curfew has been relaxed from 6 AM to 12 noon and the situation is “under control”, DIG (Range, NAP) Liremo Lotha, who is officiating as Dimapur…

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[em-pt-ily]

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So tomorrow

now that the stuff after 'read more' is on the mend and I no longer need to worry

I need to wake up and do the following things

Read Solove article

Read Baym

Gym??

Eat breakfast

Submit app

mail check

shower if gym

draft essay

read eavesdropping

finish essay by end of the day

btw I have no classes whoo

avoid games, useless cleaning, and time lost to musicing/bunny pictures

minimal convos with a and j and k and e and everyone really, unless in person

look for keys again

btw I should probably wake up at 7

which means I should probably go to bed now

aight

peace

night

I feel like health and success and goodness is infinitesimally close

no more crazy nap sprees

no more classes lost

I nailed that calc test today

scored that internship

and salvaged my relationships with people that could be very important in my life

A and I figured out that we couldn't be together because of conflicting goals

I want a best friend, and he wants a girlfriend

the discrepancy between our definitions is just a matter of possession and personal boundaries

I can't be his because it wouldn't be fair to everybody I have ever known

and he can't let me be his bestfriend because it wouldn't be fair to all of his current ones

and this saddened him considerably

so I told him he was special

that he has known me in a way that not many and few people have/will ever know me

and that will give him a special place in my life, should he choose to cultivate it in a healthy manner

he asked if it was a promise

that we would be together someday

and I said no

the only thing I ever promise to anyone is to make sure that our time together

is as AWESOME and AMAZING as it could conceivably be

Awesomeness is the only thing I ever want in any kind of relationship

And it takes people who complement or enhance me to do incredible things

So I just need people to appreciate and cultivate awesomeness with me

and that's all I ever ask of people :)