Denial, anger, depression, back again to denial, depression........
So many things I want to do, that particular paper is surely not one of them.
Zero motivation doing it except so that people can stop being “recet”(so talkative, broken-radio-like)
This may happen because the real reason I chose this is wealth and this field here is so much burden than the profit. So shallow i know. But I do not have that selfless, giving, and caring spirit to begin with.
Pls, young ppl, choose what your major carefully. Even consider if you want to go to college or not. Should’ve just applied for a job or sold something and start making money so I can do things I want to do.