And just like that, you're right back to where you thought you left.
The feeling of not mattering.
Not being included.
Not even thought of.
Just being in the background.
The urge for you to control the pain comes back.
Nobody to talk to.
Everyone has showed you they don't care.
They can't care.
It's too much.
You're too much.
So you suck it up.
Shove the feelings back down.
And go to sleep.
Nire Anid














