Thursday, 3rd July 2025
It's been a while since I was on tumblr, I actually deleted the app and re-installed it a while back.
A life update-
College has been... well, it's college, so you can guess I've been trying to balance my personal life and academic life while also trying to set foot into the professional world. With one more semester left, I feel relieved that I'll have a while to rest from having such a busy schedule, I'll have more time to do what I like outside of school, and I'll be sitting for licensing exams so I can work... while all this is easier said than done, I'm optimistic that things will work out and I'll get to where I want to be.
This year has been hard for me, and I didn't feel like posting online for a while. I'm trying to heal and get better, but despite all that, time waits for no one. So it's up to me to pick up the pieces and make something new out of them.
That said, I'm in my second last semester of college and I have finals in a few days, have I been studying consistently? Absolutely not. But will I get the content in my head? Yes. I have to, I have to get as many right answers as possible. Will I have an exam diaries post? Most likely, I'm trying to get back into posting both on tumblr and my instagram blog (it's mostly cosplay, make up and photo dumps).
As I write this, my research proposal is watching me from the computer, needing to be rewritten since I had to change topics. That's my goal for tonight, get the proposal DONE and send it to my supervisor.
I genuinely hope that I'll get to post more often and build a community of students who support each other. And I want you to know that it does get better, it really does, but it takes time. Your feelings are valid and you should allow yourself to experience them.
I hope you have a lovely day, or night wherever you're reading from.
Pictured are: A moment from last weekend when I journalled at an Ethiopian coffee joint- they have good stuff, and one of my favourite outfits I wore to a hospital appointment.
