Last week I got my date. It’s finally real. It’s not something that could happen, it’s happening. And it’s happening FAST. With that came a LOT of emotions. I am excited, scared, and overwhelmed. There are so many things I need to know in order to be successful, in order to feel okay, in order for it to go as planned. I’m excited because all of things these I’ve imagined could be real. I am making real life changes happen. I’m scared because it’s a HUGE life change. I’m scared because of the worst case scenarios - injury, unable to be successful, etc. I’m also scared though because of the good things. I’ve been overweight my entire life, I don’t know how to be skinny or healthy. Who will I be without the weight? The unknowns are killing me. Something I’m working on through therapy. I’m overwhelmed because there’s just a lot I need to do to get ready, a lot to know to be ready, a lot to plan, a lot to adjust. BUT IT’S HAPPENING!