#slev

[cupidlakes]

he’s wiping his crocodile real tears

[sedonalace]

I’m gonna go on a long ass rant right here right now and if you don’t feel like reading it, please just don’t. Don’t comment either if you don’t like it, just keep scrolling.

Anyways, the US show for SLEV got cancelled this afternoon and ever since I found out I’ve felt every single emotion possible. I’m angry, I’m sad, I’m disappointed, I’m not very surprised at the same time, overall I’m just very heartbroken over this.

Me and my group of girls within our country have been trying to promote and scream and yell at the cast and producers and promoters for a year now nonstop trying to get them to come here. And it worked. All of our hardworking paid off after months and months of trying to get it out. We’ve contacted Ceci, the network, multiple other networks within the US, literally anyone you could think of that could be involved, we tried talking to.

And eventually they did hear us.

They aired it here and brought massive ratings which we were so thrilled about. It’s so hard to break something international here, but they did it. And that’s huge and amazing. And they answered our prayers even more and brought Karol here to promote it as well and they announced our own show which was above and beyond anything that I could’ve ever dreamed about. Yes it was in Texas which was weird and a strange location, but regardless it was still a show and that’s all that mattered. All of these girls began buying their tickets and plane tickets, hotels, etc... all to be thrown out the window three months later of never ever getting the chance of it to happen again.

And the thing is with me, I was never that obsessed with going to a show. I honestly would have been perfectly fine without going. Seeing my friends and others get the opportunity to go made me feel happier seeing them live out their dreams, and that truly is enough to me. But discovering I did have that chance myself gave me such high hopes and excitement that I would get to experience it myself.

For it to be cancelled let me down all over again. It let down all of my hopes I never wanted to have up in the first place. To give me the false sense of hope is a reckless enough and it completely shatters me inside that it won’t happen.

I had to find this all out at work, the job that i specifically got so i could save enough for this trip there, where I almost burst to tears. Going back into my car is where I let it all out and let all of the reality sink in. All of this work, ALL OF IT, was in total a waste to everyone. All bc they don’t give a literal fuck to actually make it know here. They think that there are better things to worry about than here, more focus on bullshit things that no one could give more of a damn about. Disappointing everyone else in the long run.

I don’t even know where I went with this to be honest. But I know that this will heal for me, that I will be okay. Not now, not today, but eventually I will heal. This really wasn’t fair to anyone, but you know, life moves on and I guess everyone else has to as well.

My wish is that for anyone who is going, is to keep me with them and live out your entire experience for me. I want to live vicariously through all of you in this experience to fill at least some of the gap that tore through my heart. I want you to live it out to the fullest and not take it for granted. Thanks 💚

[nbitchn]

NEW SHIP OTYP SVEN AND FUCCIKNG SLAV SLEV

[ianator-xl]

Yesterday was great~ Now I'm 17 and I still suck ay lmao Gift art by my good pals: @spicyfuse, @saerslev and @sailaser! Thanks guys~

[houseshoesandtallboys]

ROCK x SLEV

[bearpillowmonster]

SLEV

BABY SLEV

SHAME! NO SLEV!

[expressionofthemaliciousbreed]

I just realized I should probably introduce a character before I put up an ask for them. (sorry for the very low quality picture. I took it outside. This was rushed to I didn't bother drawing a new one. Everything I do is rushed my existence is rushed. Sorry) I would like you all to meet Slev! I really wanted to do some sort of character ask and I also wanted you guys to get to know my OCs. So here he is! Here's a little information on him, so you're not just blinding asking questions. Slev is a scientist who messed up pretty bad are really mutilated himself. So he had to leave Irk and live alone in hiding. He's a pretty nervous guy despite being super messed up in the head (performing horrible experiments on any unfortunate irken or creature that crossed his path with no hesitation and very few morals) His abnormalities include four arms, pupils, streaks on his cheeks that change color with his emotion, and some internal changes as well. Of course, there is a LOT more to his character but I'll let all of that information be discovered through the asks. I will allow nsfw asks of any kind. And OC interaction is very encouraged. You can comment a question or message me with a question. Please begin all questions with "Dear Slev" so I know it's a question for him. All responses will be drawn. Most likely digital but some might end up being traditional. Thank you so much for participating!!!

[expressionofthemaliciousbreed]

I should mention that Nann is my girlfriend's OC