#smallbotogang

[brahitswyatt]

I've stopped myself countless times from trying to talk to you.. I guess its for a good reason, otherwise I'd be stupid enough to talk to you over and over again after trying and trying to make myself believe that something would happen between us. I guess I'm at the point that I really don't give a fuck.. I'm not trying to get anyone's attention, nor do I believe that someones trying to get mine.. I'm sitting here, waiting, and wishing something will happen. It may be soon, but for all I know it could be never.. but I guess I'll just do what I love and hopefully doing what makes me happy will lead me to something that will make me even more happy? I don't know.. I need help.

[brahitswyatt]

I'm fucking sorry.

I'm fucking sorry I don't have a 6 pack, I'm fucking sorry I don't have a good looking face, I'm fucking sorry I cant talk as smoothly to you, I'm sorry I don't have tattoos, I'm fucking sorry I don't have a v-cut, I'm fucking sorry I'm not skinny, I'm fucking sorry I don't play a sport, I'm fucking sorry I don't chase after you, I'm fucking sorry I'm not the person you'd expect you me to be.. I'm fucking sorry.

[brahitswyatt]

Learn to let go. It was hard for me to do so, but I did it. I think all the time it took me to get over you I've passed up so many oppourtunities to get myself back on my feet. Now I find myself constantly trying to trace my steps back to what I missed. It sucks, knowing that after all the busllshit that I've gon through for you, stuck with me for so long I missed chances. Chances to get back up and running, not saying to find another women.. but to get my life back on track. Constantly being so hung up, not being able to have the drive to do the things I loved to do before I met you because when you came along alot of it stopped,. fuck this venting shit im out.

[brahitswyatt]

Becoming the person I told myself I never would be.. I don't blame anyone else but. Although there may have bin some key people to play the roll in getting me in this position but I've learned to forgive them.. Its sad to say that some of the things in life you don't want to belive are actually true, sometimes you have to stand up to it and face it if you've bin hit with everything you have no excuses but to accept the truth. Though all the decisions I have made to get me here, I dont regret a damn thing. Theres a path that everyone goes down, I just hope this is the right one. 

[brahitswyatt]

Havn't smoked in a while, feeeeelin gooooood. 

[brahitswyatt]

I hate how girls are so set on having this dream guy, and because of society expect them to be perfect, or should I say just like a tumblr boyfriend? Seems to me everyone wants one of those 6 packed, big dolo, tan, tatted, smoking, bad ass mofos's to be every guy they see trying to have their heart. It irratates the fuck out of me that what there looking for is in the guys that are right under there nose, doing the dirty work. listening to you cry about how that guy just left you and standing them up back on there feet just too see them go back out and get hurt all over again. Also just to not realize than one day that guy who listened to you cry, answered your calls at 3 am, talked you through the tough times isnt gonna put up with that shit forever.. open your eyes ladies you're not the only ones getting hurt. -Wyatt Panda Kanuha

[brahitswyatt]

@anon you're getting me followers because of this, keep going! hahahahaha

[brahitswyatt]

Stop it wyatt, stop..