Learn to let go. It was hard for me to do so, but I did it. I think all the time it took me to get over you I've passed up so many oppourtunities to get myself back on my feet. Now I find myself constantly trying to trace my steps back to what I missed. It sucks, knowing that after all the busllshit that I've gon through for you, stuck with me for so long I missed chances. Chances to get back up and running, not saying to find another women.. but to get my life back on track. Constantly being so hung up, not being able to have the drive to do the things I loved to do before I met you because when you came along alot of it stopped,. fuck this venting shit im out.








