#smallercliffs

[kuvirametalbender]

How have you been doing lately?

It’s been tough tbh between public things like my government being useless, covid, elections coming soon to mexico, and the medical public system being a fucking joke and then the personal where my whole future depends on a highly corruptible process where i get final say next saturday.... ive aged more this week more than i have in years. 

You?

[gazmonster]

smallercliffs Same. What's going on?

T__T  <3  I wish you a nice, restorative nap.

Well...  I don’t know.  It’s mostly just an amalgamation of small-ish issues/annoyances that all are pouring in at once (so, you know, life LOL) and me being stupid and ill-equipped to handle it all.  I’m already tired from the zoloft and work etc., plus I have this constant feeling of “running out of time”?  Like my life is going to be over soon and I’m wasting time and need to do a bunch of unknown things?  I mean, theoretically any of us could die at literally any moment, yeah, but there’s not any rational reason for me to feel like that, LOL. Everyone probably feels that way, though.  Idk.  I just feel like I’ll never be able to catch up (whatever that means) and I’m wasting time. knkjfgnkjnfd

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Hathor, Arawn, Jupiter

Wait you already did Arawn, my bad. Do Bragi instead

Hathor: What brings you joy?playing music and singing, writing, talking to/being with people i love/care about, driving, alone timeBragi: What kind of music do you listen to?a decent mix of everything! and also i never know how to actually categorize music idk but my most listened to on itunes is saturated w harry styles, MUNA, the hamilton soundtrack, bon iver, tegan and sara, and the head and the heartJupiter: Would people say that you are intimidating or fairly approachable?i think i’m p approachable!!!! my resting face tends to be either confused or mad so i try to be aware of it so that i don’t look unapproachable. honestly i’m generally just really goofy and wanna make people laugh, so

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smallercliffs replied to your post “despite having done very little this weekend and having slept enough...”

That sucks. I hope you feel better tomorrow.

thank you <3 hope you’ve had a nice weekend

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68, 111, 132, 157

68: What is your MBTI personality type?infp!

111: A question you hate being asked?“are you okay” when i am visibly Not Okay [like, if i’ve obviously been crying or smth like that]

132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?i’d say it’s a 50/50 split between teeth and no teeth

157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:[for this question i’m going to ignore my GAD and name things that make me even more anxious/nervous than my baseline anxiety] rn, the threat of nuclear warfare and bad things happening to my loved ones and moose

[gazmonster]

smallercliffs said: It's still pretty uncertain how exactly it's going to hit Florida but yeah I'm a little worried too. Should really start stocking up on supplies.

Oh definitely!! We got cat food and a bunch of water today, and I'm gonna pick up some other stuff like batteries and whatever tomorrow after work... STAY SAFE MARISSA ;3; Hopefully it'll weaken and we just get a bunch of dark and stormy weather we won't be annihilated, lol. ♡

[gazmonster]

smallercliffs said: What happened? D:

OH NO I'M GOOD!! It's okay, I was just.... I was feeling a lot of things at once and asfsgdgsgSG HDSB I JUST NEEDED TO FLIP SOME TABLES TO EXPRESS MY FEELS

[gazmonster]

also I did not find what I was looking for (probably it is on my laptop, honestly, now that I think about it) but I had to sift through a million pages of asks and it’s kind of depressing because I used to be so social and outgoing and......... connected KJNSDKFJNSG I honestly didn’t think there would be that much stuff in there to look through........  I miss my friends so much  ;__; <333333