Hi y’all. So I’ve thought about it, what with the new ‘maps’ and all. And I really don’t want to just abandon this blog. I’m gonna keep going, but with a couple minor(?) changes.
Summary of the ramble I’m hiding below a cut:
edit: occi suggested “reblog tree” instead of graph and i like that better, so i’m changing it to that now :3
The new versions of the maps will be tagged with “reblog tree”, and the original maps will remain tagged as “reblog map” so that the original maps I’ve recorded can still be easily accessed.
I am also, in a little bit, going to put up a poll (edit: poll is here!) for what color scheme y’all would prefer. I’m only gonna use the dark mode ones, but there’s still a good few options in there, so I’m curious to see which one most people prefer :]
I had an idea, I’ll still be running this blog, but rather than ‘reblog map’, I’ll be tagging these new ones as ‘reblog tree’, since that’s more like what they are, now.
I’ve decided this partly for practical / separation reasons; the original maps will remain in my ‘reblog map’ tag, and that tag won’t be flooded with these new ones; so, the original maps will remain easily find-able with that, and the new ones will be tagged with ‘reblog graph’ to separate them.
The other part of it is.. they really just. Don’t feel like the same maps. So I kinda don’t want to call them ‘maps’, because in my head, ‘reblog map’ refers to the original ones. Part of me is almost like, “these new ones don’t deserve to occupy the same tag as the originals”,,,, :x
So it’s also kind of. I like reblog maps. These new ones are graphs trees — not maps. But it’d let me keep this blog going without feeling like I’m running over the original maps, in a way.
So. Yeah. Staying, but it’s more because I like you guys and the community that’s grown here. The maps aren’t the same, but if the love stays, that can be alright. <3
I loved this even more than Bucky loves Steve's ass. I have no better way of describing it honestly.
The scene in the pizza place warmed my heart right up 💖💖💖 (also i want pizza now and it's half past midnight here ahahahahah). I'm loving them getting to know each other better.
And that ending? 😲😲😲😲 Poor Bucky, he's not gonna make it through the whole trip. No way. I would already be a puddle on the floor at that point. Does his contract cover health insurance? Boy's gonna need a cardiologist.
I have only two moods reading this:
1)
And 2)
Hope you're feeling better after posting this first chapter 💖💖💖 can't wait for more 😍😍😍 love u, mamma k 💙💙💙
Ahhhhh, Christy! I don't know how Bucky will come out the other end of this trip or if he'll even manage to do so in one piece, sheesh. I'm so so happy you enjoyed it and that peach gif made me so hungry for peaches, nom nom. Both peaches and peaches...😏💖🥰
like, masculinity is definitely a good part of it. but it’s not all of it?
ANY sort of feminine term makes me wanna rip my hair out but at the same time i wanna have long hair and paint nails and maybe wear dresses sometime in the future (after being on t for a bit) and while i know presentation =/= identity, being able to flux presentation feels really important to me and i’m not sure why
like, i love sometimes looking like i crawled out of a dumpster. i love wearing flannels and combat boots. i love tacky shirts and unbottoned looks. conceptually i like the feminine side of clothes and some other styles i can’t do currently bc i pass 0% of the time.
and like. i do feel like my appearance has an impact on my perception of myself but not... firmly?
i’m definitely 0% on the female presenting side. but sometimes ‘man/boy’ doesn’t feel absolutely accurate. ‘kid/person’ doesn’t feel accurate a lot of the time. trying to find descriptors that actually work for me is like. next to impossible.
and like, i do prefer he/him, but they also works, but sometimes i feel like there’s something else that could fit and i just don’t have a grasp on it.
