#soanetwork

[beholdingslut]

I've only just finished reading tsoa after I see edits of it being reblogged numerous times by you. I don't think I've ever felt this much pain in so long and I really don't know how to get over it. I don't want to hurt anymore but at the same time, my thoughts just keep returning to it??? I don't know if I make sense???? but thank you for introducing me to such a beautiful book.

you are so welcome, and i hope the main lessens somewhat !!! just try to avoid edits that have the following quotes in them, designed to amplify the pain

“this and this and this” 

“he is half of my soul as the poets say” 

“name one hero who was happy” 

“what has hector ever done to me

which is basically all of them so good luck. no but seriously, i’m really glad you enjoyed (questionable ???) the book 

[rhaenyratargcryen]

i lost 20+ followers during my involuntary finals week hiatus so if you guys could help a sister out in gaining those back i'd be grateful :--)

[beholdingslut]

i cut off all my hair and my narcissism is now level 1000

[luobingmeis]

book i- a boy with f i r e in his eyes book ii- a boy with warmth in his h e a r t book iii- the retelling of t h i s and this and this

listen here

[luobingmeis]

the foreshadowing on page 60 of tsoa makes me really upset

[beholdingslut]

[READ] He was always better with words than I 

[luobingmeis]

before i first heard of the song of achilles i was like "what why are people so passionate about achilles" and then i found out it was a book and i was just like "oh that makes more sense" and then i really only got it bc people on tumblr were talking about it i finished it in three days and cried a lot

[luobingmeis]

it just hit me that the song of achilles is possibly patroclus telling thetis the "song of achilles" while waiting to be with achilles in the afterlife

like patroclus did always talk in past tense (ex. "i wish we had known this earlier..." etc) so it could be him retelling this and this and this.