He pressed his hat onto his chest, blue eyes narrowing in the heat of the setting evening sun.
Inside the cottage, it was dark -- black as the night. Two dim lights stared upon him. Howard could not discern their expression. Indignant? Hateful? Jealous?
"Molly, if that is you indeed," Howard moved forward but did not cross the threshold. He could not.
The glowing eyes stepped back, deeper into the dark.
"Please. You are my only hope."
"I have nothing for you; I have no need of you. What you wish of me you cannot afford, even if you have all the gold in the world," came a hoarse voice from within. She was bitter.
Howard looked around. Isolated as it was, he could never be too careful who was looking too closely at a strange man begging in front of a door -- and if anyone had ever seen Molly before -- the door to a house of a beautiful young woman, no less.
Reassured that he saw and felt no pulsing veins nearby, he swallowed hard and tucked his hat into his jacket pocket. He straightened up. A hesitant finger lifted to the side of his cheek.
For a moment, he seemed to lose the courage to do what came next, but finally, the tips of his fingers dug into his mouth and pushed his lips up.
Rows of sharp fangs on display, glinting in the golden rays of the inevitable dusk.
"I am kin," he said, releasing his face. As the eyes grew nearer, Howard raised his hand again to stop her. "Please, stop. We're not of the same sire. Stay where you are."
She was standing much closer to him now, just at the edge of the sunlight cutting through the opening of the door. Something had shifted in the air, and as every moment passed and the sun dwindled on the horizon, Howard began to wonder if this was a good idea after all.
"Molly," his voice lowered, "I need -- I must speak to you and yours."
"And you chose to come by daylight? Have you no manners, kin?"
"The ride was long, and--"
"Head on down to the stables now, and you’ll wait there till the sun’s gone. Who’d want to talk to you? The night'll tell."
A better preposition than nothing at all. Howard took his hat out, shook it gently, and slipped it back onto his head.
"I shall." And the door was slammed shut in front of him.
Sat atop a bundle of hay, Howard sang quietly, waiting patiently for the sun to leave him to his business -- if the business would deign to speak to him, as Molly had warned there might be a chance it wouldn't.
A sea shanty, as was his wont:
"So I give you fair warning before we belay, don't ever take heed of what pretty girls say; A bonnie good mate and a captain too, A bonnie good ship and a bonnie good crew."
The last of the sunlight now trickled beneath long darkened shadows.
Howard had never felt so alone before.
"Blow the man down, bullies, blow the man down; blow the man down, bullies, pull him around; blow the man down, you darlings, lie down; blow the man down for fair London town."
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