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─────── independent, selective, & private vampire original character. original lore. dead dove. multipara only. 20+ applies to muses as well. minors do not interact.

. . . 𝗠𝗶𝗻𝗶 𝗛𝗶𝗮𝘁𝘂𝘀 . 𝗕𝗹𝗼𝗴 𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗮𝗺𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀 .

#✦✦✦ ─────── 𝐏𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐭

Hi all. After soul searching for a good long while, I've now come to a conclusion that the issue I've had here are externally brought into my space here in this little corner of the internet I have.

I will be going into panic-bunker mode from here on out : that means I will be rather private and limiting threads more strictly. I will also be on the dash a lot less, so if you're doing commentary and all that, please @ me in the post as I will not be on it often.

I am open to new mutuals, but I apologise for the very 'hand out of a hole' type roleplay that will come from this blog. If you have an idea, we can chat about it. If you don't, we will go like this is a tabletop roleplay, so you will have to think on your feet. Another alternative will be memes, but I will let you know now that I see my meme responses as starters, not a one-off, except if we fuck OOC (platonically, not literally).

Softblocking will commence today too. It's nothing against you but a lot of the people I do not want to see on my dashboard are mutuals of my mutuals, and there's nothing I can do about that short of filtering, which doesn't work half of the time.

#ooc

1428elmstrt

kicked puppy.gif

#{ self; insp }

oozins

NOT EVERYTHING FEELS LIKE SOMETHING ELSE

#{ musings. }

pandalikeelf

Alexander Skarsgård as Ray in Pillion (2025) dir. Harry Lighton

#{ self ; insp }

phantastische-illustrationen

'The Vision of Saint Hubert', 1890 (Franz von Stuck)

#{ imageries; }#{ the abyss-bliss in the dark of her eyes ; h † m }

desertarchipelago

Our Lady Who Brings Down Walls. Separation wall in Bethlehem, Occupied West Bank, Palestine

#{ locations; }

// Thank you for all the well wishes and inbox stuff for Howie's birthday!!! Sorry I can't get to it yet. Still working on things physically and mentally wrt this blog. Will be back soooooon don't worry 😁

#// i've put up a mini hiatus sign on my pinned. i have no timeline bc #// i upscaled my banners and ps crashed soon after so im like nah im.... not doing ts again for a while LOL #// but in all seriousness if i put a timeline on it this blog will feel like work and i totally don't want it to be hahaaa #ooc #tbd

mournfulroses

Anne Sexton, from a poem titled "Loving The Killer," featured in The Complete Poems of Anne Sexton

#{ akkrj't }#{ musings. }

mervynbunter

Philip K. Dick, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? (1968)

#{ musings. }

vrihedd

"I drive"

#// lani you got it!!!#{ imageries; }

Happy birthday Howard James Pike.

I love you so much 😢

#// i want to think he's going all out and celebrate it to hide the pain #// but i cant shake the feeling that every time it rolls in he hides somewhere to cry.#ooc

furordinaricvs

Hill of crosses, Lithuania.

#{ locations; }

mournfulroses

Constantine P. Cavafy, from a poem titled "The Bandaged Shoulder,," featured in A Century of Greek Poetry (1900-2000)

#{ musings. }

horrorfilmgifs

THE COLLECTOR (2009) dir. Marcus Dunstan

#gore #{ plot; }#// 👀💦

capinejghafa

SCREAM (1996) dir. WES CRAVEN

+bonus

#blood #// howiecore.gif

thatrudeengineer

Serik couldn't help but lean into the contact a little, even knowing that this wasn't a human and it was probably just emulating this gesture for his sake... But he didn't care. He was a sucker for gentle touches like that, even if he wouldn't admit it. And even if it was just emulated-- Robert was still taking the time to do it. For him.

And fuck, was he weak to that.

His breath caught when the word 'exclusive' was uttered. And for the first time in a while now, a tinge of uncertainty -- maybe even fear -- entered his gaze, clenching in his gut. But surely, he had to be misunderstanding. He was reading too much into this, right? Robert was not human. That had to just be his way to sass him about agreeing to his terms when it came to Howard... Right?

He still flushed hot when the creature found one strand of Bayu's hair on him. "I--" he sputtered. "It's-- It's neither, okay?! 'm not lookin' for that! Besides-- the fuck d'you even care about some relationship. You're not human! Y' said it yourself," he pouted, embarrassed. "An' he'd not say anythin', he's not into this either," he grumbled.

An exclusive relationship, uh? Neither of them wanted that. That was pretty clear to him.

And now he was in a bad mood. Not that it lasted long when Robert actually more seriously confirmed his commitment to leaving Howard out of this. He relaxed a little, something unwinding in him. "... Good." He breathed out and got up too. "Tha's all I want. Thanks. And..." he looked away. "I promise I won't forget you." He huffed. "Honestly, you're pretty hard to forget, you know." He gave him a cheeky little smile. His body remembered it. His whole being. Vividly. He didn't think he could forget this creature that easily, even if he wanted to.

He looked down at his phone and snorted. "Shiiit, you tellin' me none a this was even necessary?" He laughed, gesturing at the mess of a summoning circle he'd made. "Damn, though, di'n' know weird cosmic creature had goddamn phones, haha. I didn' have your number anyway." He shrugged. But now he did. And that made him feel pretty good, honestly.

He set his hand in Robert's, with barely a moment of hesitation, something bright in his gaze. "The stars, though...? You-- You mean- the actual stars?" His eyes widened further. "-- That was-- tha' was real? I didn'-- just- dream that? We were really- really out there in space, last time? For real?!"

tooth--ache

“Nobody looks up to the heavens and ask for a romantic relationship, what are you talking about,” the creature laughed. “I am not human. What we will have is nothing tangential to a human bond that you can equate to, nor imagine before I show you what it could be.” It smiled broadly. “This is a connection people starve themselves in caves to achieve. To others, you’re hallucinating. To you, well. To each his own, yes?”

Cryptic. It’d fly over Serik’s head perhaps, but it enjoyed the teasing regardless. “No, the circles are definitely not necessary, but what can you do? It’s the only analogue you have to something remotely close to me, and chagrin notwithstanding, I understand why you had to do it.” It leaned in closer. “Just remember not to accidentally call a different guy doing all this shit without consulting your elder, or I’ll get,” it smirked, “jealous.”

Stepping forward, the world around them burned and melted away into nothingness. For a moment, there was an all-encompassing, maddening darkness. Eventually Serik’s eyes would acclimate and see-- little dots of stars, then bigger forms in the dark, round and celestial; and then, if he turned around, the majesty of the Sun itself, peeking just behind Jupiter.

“Here, I fucked you here.” The creature leaned back, bobbing idly in space, lighting another cigarette. It drew in a sharp puff as it clicked its lighter shut. “We have to talk about something. I don’t expect you to believe me the first time, or ever, but I think I’ve shown you enough proof that there’s more out there than what your tiny little human brain could conceive.”

“I----- messed up.” It gave Serik a wide, uncanny smile. “But before we go into the nitty gritty of things, could you tell me what your childhood was like? I’d love to know more about you, you see. I don’t want this conversation to just be about me, and frankly, what I’m about to say next might relate to your upbringing. Sort of.”

“In the meantime, please, be my guest. Go anywhere you want. We’re still in Sol. Unless you don’t want to be here.”

#thatrudeengineer #{ le néant }#// it is so casual abt it. i hate akkrjt so much bro

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