#sol tw

[azure-seadragon]

[ RED ] followed by [ DROP ] - ft. Ryce boi :3c

((>:3c @kolak-magiya))

Solana swore under her breath as her back hit the stone wall behind her, sneering up at the other pirates in front of her, blocking the entrance to the area. The largest and clearly drunkest of the bunch pinning her to the wall by her throat with a calloused hand. "ma'be ye shoulda kept your pretty little mouth shut and kept to yerself, ey lass?" he chuckled as she clawed at his hand with what strength she had left from the struggle. she’d been on her way to meet up with Ryce, when a bunch of drunk pirates she was rather... familiar with had started hassling her. she never one to take that sort of thing lightly, but her comments this time had pushed them a tad too far- and soon she’d found herself cornered. she growled, brow furrowing in pain as the man traced the edge of his knife over her cheek. “now are ye going to be a good little lass and apologize to us nice folks, or are we gonna have to find another way to teach ye some manners~?” Solana barked out a dry laugh. “yer fuckin bloody disgusting. i’m no’ about to apologize for tellin ye the truth. m’ no yer damn mother- not that’d make a difference to you, aye, Bastard?” the mans fake smile dropped as he stabbed his knife into her shoulder, a sharp gasp coming from her at the feeling of steel embedded in her skin.

“Wrong answer.” he seethed, leaning in close to her face- before the scream of one of his men caught his attention. “what in th’-” the pirate was cut off as he was suddenly ripped away from her, taking his knife with him and allowing her to slide to the ground- her vision swam from the sudden movement, forcing her to clench her eyes closed, biting back the waves of pain. the sounds of fighting had ended when she finally forced herself to look, finding the mans body lying limp on the ground in front of her next to Ryce- who stood with anger radiating off him in waves. “...ry-” she spoke hoarsely as their gaze met- only to freeze when he began to collapse himself. she forced herself up as fast as she could, rushing to support him with shaking legs. “no no no, Ryce- i’m so sorry- where’d they hit you?”

[genderqueer-dream]

[genderqueer-dream]

Nonbinary Asexual name association for Sol!

[azure-seadragon]

((solana is a very loud person. her personality is loud, she talks a lot, makes a lot of noise-- the only times she doesn’t are when shes in pain or when shes sad. you’ll never see her scream or cry, and if you do- uh oh. ...so here’s a small drabble on how she started doing that :) below cut for tw))

------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Solana is 12. She sobs loudly, her cries nearly drowning out the creaking of the ship. a woman sits before her, almost invisible in the dark fog of the hold, tending to the knife wound on Sol’s leg with a stained rag and a needle that looks more like a broken lock pick rather then any kind of medical tool. her hair is graying, which means she'll be gone soon, once she stops being useful.

"next time, don’t scream." She says blankly. Solana looks at her face though her tears. it is not a command- there’s no malice on the older woman’s face, only exhaustion and years-old pity that’s frayed around the edges- how many times has she said these same word? the woman finally meets her gaze, her hands stilling in their motions. "they get worse when you scream."

Solana nods, biting her bottom lip till it bleeds. her body aches, and she can see the purple hand shaped bruise on her shoulder looming out of the corner of her eye. she sniffles, tears mixing with blood where they land on her ill fitted shirt.

the woman reaches out, softly wiping tears from her cheeks before covering Solana’s mouth with her hand- eyes flitting to the grate above them that is their only source of light when footsteps clunk by- the captain laughing drunkenly with the rest of the crew on deck.

"try not to cry, either." she states, meeting her gaze once again- her voice serious and unflinching. "they like it when we cry. do not give them that satisfaction"

[azure-seadragon]

Random Ask: What do you think your character's key characteristics are? When someone RPs with you, what do you hope they'll remember about it?

hm, well, as far as characteristics go.. i would consider her main ones to be her Pirate 'heritage', penchant for drinking, rowdy flirty goofball energy and her ever present hat lol second answer under the cut cuz it got long!

as for what i hope people will remember, is the depth to her. it's important to me that it's obvious Solana isn't just a rowdy fun-loving drunk pirate like she seems like she is at a glance. she struggles with extreme ptsd and depression, causing panic attacks and nightmares- all of which are the cause of her over drinking and careless attitude. shes a very emotionally damaged person who's suffered legitimate abuse, abandonment and grooming- she doesn't know if any of the care she has for anyone is reciprocated, romantic or platonic, and doesn't even really trust her own feelings and opinions sometimes. i want people to be able to see that she is a combination of both things, the rowdy silly pirate lass and the girl who's just trying to learn how to function, and see her open up as she bonds- or doesn't bond- with their muses. i hope they'll remember her as a complex character who made them laugh and cry in equal measures, and look back on any interactions and growth she has had or shared with their muses very fondly- and i mainly hope they'll remember the dynamic Solana shares with their muse, and that its a positive memory. chemistry is so important to me, even in the non romantic sense, and i hope they remember both muses being able to bounce off each other rather then one taking priority.