Here are some songs on my Solavellan playlist that make me feel like
for having thought of them, and some of my favorite/thematic lyrics from them. Some of them just fit how i think my lavellan or solas felt.
• Pretend.Relive.Regret by Emarosa
“Take me all this way, And tonight you can stay .
Cuz you know what it feels like. When you've gotten so cold on the inside. Walking away.
Cuz it takes a while to stop waiting up
To get over the need, your loss, wasting time with you.
But I'll take a life for you
To spend my life with you,
And in the end you always leave.”
• The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives
“I could have been anyone, anyone else
Before you made the choice for me
We walked in the dark, in the dark
I never gave a single thought
The moon will sing a song for me
Bore the shadows that you made
I shine only with the light you gave me”
• Big God by Florence + the Machine
“Well, you can never know
I still like you the most
You'll always be my favorite ghost
Big enough to hold your love…
Shower your affection, let it rain on me
And pull down the mountain, drag your cities to the sea”
• Love Love Love by Big Thief
I look you in the face and lie
I tell you I want your love
You're the cigarette in my fist
You are so hard to resist
I can't help but breathe your love…
I'm dreaming of release, my love
Release my love, my love…”
•Delete Forever by Grimes
“Lying so awake, things I can't escape
Lately, I just turn 'em into demons.
Don't you tell me now that I don't want it. I see everything. I see everything.
But I did everything, I did everything
White lines on a mirror, then a song.”
• Savior Complex by Phoebe Bridgers
“You want blood and I promised
All the skeletons you hide
Show me yours, and I'll show you mine”
• Somebody That I Used to Know by Elliott Smith
“I watched you deal in a dying day
And throw a living past away
So you can be sure that you're in control
You're just somebody that I used to know”
“I would kill to be your clothes
Cling to your body and hang from your bones
But I could make a mark If you would let me start
I would kill to be the cold
Tracing your body and shaking your bones
But I can't sleep at night
• Allies or Enemies by The Crane Wives
“What happens now? Do we have another go? Do we bow out and take our separate roads?
I’ll admit I’ve had my doubts
But I want to be let in, not out
Are we allies or enemies?
This will be the death of me
This will be the death of me
All is fair in love and war, but I can’t fight with you anymore
This will be the death of me”
• Atrophy for Lethargy by Wayne Szalinski
“My face has grown old, my face has grown old
I'm sick to the stomach and I made it so
My mind has grown old, my body's necrosed
My muscles are atrophied and I made it so
My heart has grown cold, my heart has grown cold
I am a monster and I made it so”