#solluxcaptorfictive

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beiing a fiictiive and al2o kiinniing ii2 weiird and make2 me feel liike ii dont belong, e2peciially when my typiing quiirk 2tiick2 out liike a 2ore thumb. and beiing a troll kiinniing a human but completely rejectiing the iidea of humaniity? yep. no human, only 2quad grandpa and 2iick cool beret. ii am not human and refu2e two be labeled human, however ii am al2o biill overbeck from left 4 dead, 2o ba2iically logic can go 2uck my bulge2.

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“Being a fictive and also kinning is weird and makes me feel like I dont belong, especially when my typing quirk sticks out like a sore thumb. And being a troll kinning a human but completely rejecting the idea of humanity? Yep. No human, only squad grandpa and sick cool beret. I am not human and refuse two be labeled human, however I am also bill overbeck from left 4 dead, so basically logic can go suck my bulges.“

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ugh. 2o ii gue22 iit2 female lu2u2 day. and whiile the body2 female lu2u2 can genuiinely go fuckiing off her2elf, ii do want two 2ay that.. biiclop2, youre probably not out there hone2tly. ii havent 2een a 2iingle fuckiing lu2u2 fiictiive or kiin or whatever and iit kiind of hurt2. but iim 2o fuckiing 2orry for treatiing you the way ii diid. ii love you. you were the be2t two me. you even 2upported me when ii came out when nobody el2e would. ii dont iidentiify a2 male or u2e he/hiim or even go by my old name anymore, but nothiing could ever make me a2 happy a2 when you called me 2ollux. every day ii wii2h ii could have been a better troll when iit came two cariing about you when you got older. ii wa2 2o damn young and 2twopiid. ii wii2h ii knew iid never have a lu2u2 a2 good a2 you. you were 2o good.

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“Ugh. So I guess its female lusus day. And while the bodys female lusus can genuinely go fucking off herself, I do want two say that.. Biclops, youre probably not out there honestly. I havent seen a single fucking lusus fictive or kin or whatever and it kind of hurts. But im so fucking sorry for treating you the way I did. I love you. You were the best two me. You even supported me when I came out when nobody else would.

I dont identify as male or use he/him or even go by my old name anymore, but nothing could ever make me as happy as when you called me sollux. Every day I wish I could have been a better troll when it came two caring about you when you got older. I was so damn young and stwopid. I wish I knew id never have a lusus as good as you. You were so good. “

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2ollux fiictiive2 and kiin2 who u2e iit/iit2 make me really uncomfortwoble becau2e of the whole, yknow.. goldblood2 beiing en2laved thiing. iit make2 iinteractiing anywhere really hard and ii feel liike 2hiit becau2e iit2 ju2t a pronoun, but.. knowiing what the conde2cen2iion diid two my ance2tor? haviing two look my 2y2tem2 p2iioniic fiictiive dead iin the face and know what iit2 been through? iit dii2turb2 me knowiing anyone iidentiifyiing a2 2ome ver2iion of me would be addre22ed liike that. and ii wii2h ii could get over iit, but half the rea2on ii ended the world wa2 becau2e ii diidnt want two become a battery, two. iit 2care2 me two death and back two thiink ii could have wound up a helm2man.

-2ollux captor. (fiictiive)

“Sollux fictives and kins who use it/its make me really uncomfortable because of the whole, yknow.. Goldbloods being enslaved thing. It makes interacting anywhere really hard and I feel like shit because its just a pronoun, but.. Knowing what the condescension did two my ancestor? Having two look my systems psionic fictive dead in the face and know what its been through?

It disturbs me knowing anyone identifying as some version of me would be addressed like that. And I wish I could get over it, but half the reason I ended the world was because I didn’t want two become a battery, two. It scares me to death and back to think I could have wound up a helmsman.-sollux captor. (fictive)“

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ii admiit ii haven't really been 2earchiing all that much or hard (bu2y liife and all that) but ii can't beliieve how hard iit ii2 two fiind aradiia. ii mii22 her a lot and 2o doe2 tavro2 iin the 2y2tem a2 well a2 feferii iin our partner 2y2tem! ii know ii have 2ome weiird memoriie2 and feeliing2 about 2ome troll2, but ii 2tiill love aradiia two and weiirdly enough 2o doe2 tav. ii wiish ii knew how two fiind her

Translation:

"I admit I haven't really been searching all that much or hard (busy life and all that) but I can't believe how hard it is to find Aradia. I miss her a lot and so does Tavros in the system as well as Feferi in our partner system! I know I have some weird memories and feelings about some trolls, but I still love Aradia too and weirdly enough so does Tav. I wish I knew how to find her"

- Sollux Captor (tag as fictive please!) #🐶⚜

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for canon 2iign2 . hii. 2ollux captor here. ii formed exactly Two year2 after the ho2t fiir2t read my 2ource and the body ii2 not only a ju2t a gemiinii but a Double gemiinii (rii2iing and one of the other one2 iidfc). my liife ii2 forever a joke about two2. thii2 feel2 2criipted /2iilly

for canon signs . hi. sollux captor here. i formed exactly Two years after the host first read my source and the body is not only a just a gemini but a Double gemini (rising and one of the other ones idfc). my life is forever a joke about twos. this feels scripted /silly

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hot take ii forgiive vrii2ka for u2iing me a2 a murder weapon agaiin2t my 2ort-of giirlfriiend at the tiime. liike. that fuckiing 2ucked, but now that iive read my 2ource and 2een every 2iide of the 2tory, iit kiinda hiit2 diifferent. plu2, 2he wa2 tryiing two make iit up two her... and ii know a vrii2 kiinniie iirl and ii tru2t her wiith my liife. ii kiinda. cant briing my2elf two care about all the 2hiit that happened on Alterniia anymore. we were all dumb, traumatiized kiid2. we were all we had, riight? of cour2e we fucked up 2ometiime2. ii dunno. ii mii22 everyone. ii wii2h thiing2 couldve gone diifferently - 2ollux

Translation: hot take i forgive vriska for using me as a murder weapon against my sort-of girlfriend at the time. like. that fucking sucked, but now that ive seen every side of the story, it kinda hits different. plus, she was trying to make it up to her... and i know a vris kinnie irl and i trust her with my life. i kinda. cant bring myself to care about all the shit that happened on Alternia anymore. we were all dumb, traumatized kids. we were all we had, right? of course we fucked up sometimes. i dunno. i miss everyone. i wish things couldve gone differently - Sollux Captor

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Translation: hot take i forgive vriska for using me as a murder weapon against my sort-of girlfriend at the time. like. that fucking sucked, but now that ive seen every side of the story, it kinda hits different. plus, she was trying to make it up to her… and i know a vris kinnie irl and i trust her with my life. i kinda. cant bring myself to care about all the shit that happened on Alternia anymore. we were all dumb, traumatized kids. we were all we had, right? of course we fucked up sometimes. i dunno. i miss everyone. i wish things couldve gone differently

Sollux Captor

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ii got u2 iintwo uniiver2iity.

ok 2o iit2 a liittle more compliicated than that, but e22entiially my canon iintere2t iin programmiing got our ho2t at the tiime two get 2uper iintwo programmiing cau2e 2tiim wanted two be liike me (ba2ed hone2tly) and then one thiing led two another and next thiing we knew we were iin uniiver2iity for programmiing

Translation:

i got us into university.

ok its a little more complicated than that, but essentially my canon interest in programming got our host at the time to get super into programming cause stim wanted to be like me (based honestly) and then one thing led to another and next thing we knew we were in university for programming

- Sollux Captor (Homestuck)

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kin jobs? technically a fictive but hi im sollux captor and i work at a theatre and a games store. yeahh. i run the arcade at the theatre a lot too. also funny that i have 2 jobs ehehe

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