ii mii22 my source partner alot iit kiinda 2uck2 how much ii mii22 hiim cau2e he'2 all ii can thiink of all the tiime
i miss my source partner alot it kinda sucks how much i miss him cause he's all i can think of all the time
-sollux fictive ♊
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ii mii22 my source partner alot iit kiinda 2uck2 how much ii mii22 hiim cau2e he'2 all ii can thiink of all the tiime
i miss my source partner alot it kinda sucks how much i miss him cause he's all i can think of all the time
-sollux fictive ♊
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happy weed day from the tuxsys
weed danganronpas rise up (chihiro and sayaka here!)
weed homestucks rise up (sollux jade kanaya karkat solykl rolal and distri)
we could keep going but were sick so happy weed day to all who celebrate ily all
kaipj
iit2 really weiird two be a fiictiive who beliieve2 iin my p2eudomemoriie2 a2 a pa2t liife. and for the record ii know p2eudomemoriie2 come from trauma, but almo2t none of my p2eudomemoriie2 are traumatiic and all of my actwoal triigger2 barriing one are completely unrelated two my p2eudomemoriie2. and liike.. people iin2ii2t that becau2e p2eudomemoriie2 are trauma ba2ed ii cant have canonmate2 but ii do! danny and kanaya both remember 2tuff that nobody el2e would know about! and iit make2 me feel eiither 2uper fake or liike everyone thiink2 iim fake, e2peciially becau2e before we knew about the 2y2tem, we would wriite off our fiictiive2 a2 2trong kiin2hiift2.
#♊️🎖🔆 (2ollux fiictiive tag2.)
“Its really weird two be a fictive who believes in my pseudomemories as a past life. And for the record I know pseudomemories come from trauma, but almost none of my pseudomemories are traumatic and all of my actual triggers barring one are completely unrelated two my pseudomemories.
And like.. People insist that because pseudomemories are trauma based I cant have canonmates but I do! Danny and kanaya both remember stuff that nobody else would know about! And it makes me feel either super fake or like everyone thinks im fake, especially because before we knew about the system, we would write off our fictives as strong kinshifts.
#♊️🎖🔆 (sollux fictive tags.)“
thii2 ii2nt even about tl, but.. fuck iit2 awful. ii fuckiing hate how ii get triiggered by a 2uper popular character from my 2ource. 2he2 a common kiin, fan favoriite, but.. rrgg ii dont want two fuckiing look at her! and iit2 2twopiid becau2e the whole iinciident happened age2 ago but fuck ii cant take iit. and even wor2e that my 2y2tem ha2 a fiictiive of her and 2he cant get the hiint two leave me alone. ii dont want her anywhere near me and iit2 awful becau2e ii cant engage iin the damn communiity wiithout beiing expo2ed two her.
#♊️🎖🔆 (2ollux fiictiive tag2.)
This isnt even about tl, but.. Fuck its awful. I fucking hate how I get triggered by a super popular character from my source. Shes a common kin, fan favorite, but.. Rrgg I dont want two fucking look at her! And its stupid because the whole incident happened ages ago but fuck I cant take it. And even worse that my system has a fictive of her and she cant get the hint two leave me alone. I dont want her anywhere near me and its awful because I cant engage in the damn community without being exposed two her.
#♊️🎖🔆 (sollux fictive tags.)”
hm. very much not a fan of human bodiie2! ii fuckiing hate iit here, WHY doe2 my 2twomach hurt and WHY am ii bleediing and WHY ii2 iit that color. what "evolutiionary advantage" could thii2 HOOFBEA2T2HIIT po22iibly have. yeah yeah whatever human2 have a decentraliized reproductiive 2y2tem but liike.. that2 fuckiing 2twopiid. ii dont even plan on biirthiing one of tho2e crybea2t2 what the fuck humaniity ju2t. ju2t u2e a bucket liike a normal per2on?? -a very, very fru2trated 2ollux fiictiive.
“hm. very much not a fan of human bodies! I fucking hate it here, WHY does my stwomach hurt and WHY am I bleeding and WHY is it that color. what "evolutionary advantage" could this HOOFBEAsTsHiT possibly have. yeah yeah whatever humans have a decentralized reproductive system but like.. thats fucking stwopid. I dont even plan on birthing one of those crybeasts what the fuck humanity just. just use a bucket like a normal person?? -a very, very frustrated sollux fictive. “
ii'm new to thiis system and can't even remember half of what my quirks and such are actually supposed to bee. apparently ii spliit off because of fresh trauma and am apparently supposed to be the new host, we thiink? all ii know iis these aren't my tiimeliine's kanaya and karkat iin here wiith me. ii miiss miine.
“I'm new to this system and can't even remember half of what my quirks and such are actually supposed to bee. apparently I split off because of fresh trauma and am apparently supposed to be the new host, we think? all I know is these aren't my timeline's kanaya and karkat in here with me. I miss mine.“
palekii22iing all karkat2 who are wiithiin my age range and wiill accept. ii mii22 kk. he wa2 an amaziing moiiraiil. even iif we werent alway2 perfect twogether and we got iin a lot of dumb fiight2 and our relatiion2hiip wa2 a biit lop2iided. ii mii22 hiim.
kk, iif youre out there, ii love you two biit2. ii hope youre doiing well, becau2e you de2erve iit. thank you for all youve done. ♦️♦️
p2, ii dont know iif you remember how ii diied or not, but iif you do? iit2 ok. ii forgiive you. you diid the riight thiing and iim glad you diid before what wa2 left of me fell apart two.
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“palekissing all karkats who are within my age range and will accept. I miss kk. He was an amazing moirail. Even if we werent always perfect twogether and we got in a lot of dumb fights and our relationship was a bit lopsided. I miss him.
Kk, if youre out there, I love you two bits. I hope youre doing well, because you deserve it. Thank you for all youve done. ♦️♦️
Ps, I dont know if you remember how I died or not, but if you do? Its ok. I forgive you. You did the right thing and im glad you did before what was left of me fell apart two.
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qotd bot iin a dii2cord 2erver a2ked what fiictiional iitem ii would want. fiir2t an2wer2 were my recuperacoon and my hiiveframe2, but hone2tly? ii would fuckiing kiill for an oiinkbea2t meat 2tiick wiith liime grub2auce now.. or really any color grub2auce other than gold. two thii2 day ii dont know iif gold grub2auce wa2 ju2t liike that or iif ii wa2 allergiic. -a 2ollux fiictiive. p2; u2iing a tag now 2iince ii po2t 2o much here the2e day2. ♊️🎖🔆
“qotd bot in a discord server asked what fictional item I would want. first answers were my recuperacoon and my hiveframes, but honestly?
I would fucking kill for an oinkbeast meat stick with lime grubsauce now.. or really any color grubsauce other than gold. two this day I dont know if gold grubsauce was just like that or if I was allergic.
-a sollux fictive. ps; using a tag now since I post so much here these days. “