Confession #3,107
So I’m seeing a new doctor for the second time today and i kinda like them. Like when I told them about the years of agony & all the crap ive had to take from the medical system he totally got it. And like instead of belittling me he started talking about taking some tests, and talking about how he kinda understood how shitty it is to be in this much pain when I’m still kinda young. Like I’ve had constant headaches since I was 8, got chronic pain at 14/15 and had to move home and drop out of school at 16 and I’ve basically been at home ever since. And my current GP is saying I’m either faking it or I have somatic disorder… even thinking about it pisses me off. The only reason thats even on the table is cause a nurse screwed up when I was getting checked for CFS and no one has been willing to even consider a mistake was made back then, so a shrink said it might be and then basically went “we dont treat long term, and i wont set a diagnosis, bye bye” And they dont even know what somatic disorder is. But hopefully this new doctor will find something and I can finally get help, or at least some pain meds as right now my only option is ibuprofen which stopped working like 6/5 years ago…
My point was new doctor and i might actually get some help, yaaay












