the last breath before death
last thing she told me was how
she doesn't wanna try anything new
"dont wanna try" ringing through
yet i knew
what's new in the moment
she half means to be my drug
that i'm giving her to save her
in a place of love
but what she means deep down
is this new mean guy
she got tied down with
it's tough to not cry
she broke her own rules
the grief broke her heart
her 5 year plan
was doomed from the start
5 years single to mend the heart;
that she barely got two
is just the tough part;
leapt too soon
too late to restart
trapped by a goon
now her lonely heart
would rather face doom
and rise up above
and be with my father
in heaven and love
and who am i to knock it
i couldn't even stop it
a grown woman's choice
is her only last voice
i can't be just another man;
forcing her hand;
forcing what i want
onto what she has planned
so i step back
and come what may
that's another person's life
i am in a new day
now she's up in heaven
living with my dad
doing what they wanna do
so i can't be sad
with goons in the shadow of karma
from the small timers
all the way up to big pharma
they stay atheist
i just blow em a kiss
i live among the orbs and the energy
haters got their karma just hemmoraging
i just let nature work
let the ladies twerk
free the nip
that's my time to dip
