#songbond

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@songbond; starter call

     she doesn’t know how long she’s been home but her engine’s still running and her headlights still shine against the walls of the house. she can’t yet bring herself to go inside. the kitchen light’s on- someone’s still up. and she can’t deal with talking to someone. not in person.

     part of her wants to talk, though. so she calls the only person she knows will pick up. the only person she feels she can talk to anymore.

          “ cody, i fucked up. ”

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@songbond. call.

        ‘ hey, it’s not weird if i ask for your autograph right? my eldest, she’s a big fan. practically know all the words to all your songs at this point. ’ 

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@songbond / call.

        ‘ is she, like, part of the band or just a real big fan? ’ it sure sounds like only one of these answers is going to get her kicked out, but cody shouldn’t hold his breath.

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@songbond / sc.

        ‘ was that you singing? just then--? ’ she supposes he might be embarrassed, but roz can’t wholly care. it’s a familiar tune, you see, and it’s been a long time since she heard it. she only hopes he isn’t the shy sort. 

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     anyone with even partial hearing is likely to have heard the yelling. sound carries in a trailer park and it’s a wonder no one has called the cops yet. but, this kind of thing is normal around here, nell’s learned. if it’s not coming from their trailer, it’s coming from someone else’s.

     they’ve been going for what feels like hours. or, paul has at least. nell doesn’t even remember what had started everything off, but she’s resorted to simply pleading with him. praying that he’ll keep his voice down. it hasn’t helped, and their daughter’s cries from the bedroom haven’t gotten any less distressed. she’d tried walking away, to offer lena the comfort she screams for, but a firm grip on her arm had prevented her from doing so.

     it possibly is hours later that the door to the trailer flies open and nell’s eyes find themselves upon her cousin. she feels nothing but panic. he shouldn’t be here. she knows her family hate paul as it is, but she’s managed to keep this side of their relationship quiet for this long. the less they know, they safer she’s felt, as stupid as that sounds. as long as they don’t know, she’s not hurting them.

          “ cody, what the hell are you doin’ here? ”

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@songbond | cont.

    no, there really isn’t a thing like too much fun. the problem is when it stops being fun and turns into something else. whatever that something else may be, though, balfour is more familiar with it than he wants to be these days. getting too drunk to remember anything might’ve suited him once upon a time, doing stupid shit that gets him on the front of all those trashy mags because he’s too out of it to care... but that’s not him anymore. 

    or, well, he’s trying to be something else. someone else. it doesn’t always work. but he’s getting there, he thinks. 

    bit too much to admit to cody though, if he’s being completely honest. 

        ‘ alright, mum, don’t worry too much. i know when to stop. i just meant, like, a moderate amount of fun. a fun amount of fun. you’re not gonna end up in the mirror or whatever if you come out with me. yeah? ’ 

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📱 @ lena!!

five texts; accepting

(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 15:02 ) how stupid would trying to ignore laryngitis be? 🤔(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 15:02 ) it sounds like something you’ve done and i’d like your advice please 😋DELETED

(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 17:29 ) hahaha have you ever cried because you didn’t get the lead in something(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 17:29 ) i’m asking for a friend 🙃DELETED

(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 04:46 ) i don’t know how you do this not sleeping thing all the time 😴(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 04:46 ) i hate finals 😫 DELETED

(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 22:28 ) did you ever used to wonder if you were good enough?(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 22:28 ) like i know in my heart that performing is what i was born to do(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 22:28 ) i just wonder sometimes what happens if it never goes anywhere(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 22:28 ) what if i don’t make it like you did(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 22:23 ) what am i supposed to do thenDELETED

(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 21:53 ) you know sometimes i wish you w e r e my dad(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 21:53 ) i mean you pretty much are anyway but you know what i meanDELETED

(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 12:11 ) hey ✌🏻 !!(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 12:11 ) i miss you !!(  uncle cody 🎤⭐️ ; 12:11 ) when are you back in ny !! 💕SENT

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📱 @ nell!

five texts; accepting

( cody 🖕🏻 ; 20:04 ) how do you get emma to talk to you( cody 🖕🏻 ; 20:04 ) because i can’t get a hold of nolan and it’s fucking me off( cody 🖕🏻 ; 20:04 ) it’s also really scaring me ahaDELETED

( cody 🖕🏻 ; 02:43 ) i fuccked up i cfkued pu hreal bad cody i dont know whpat to do !!!( cody 🖕🏻 ; 02:43 ) ahahahha i ydont even know why im asking fgor advice when do i ever fucxking follow it( cody 🖕🏻 ; 02:43 ) cfuk it forget it you have moer importuant things to nworry about thran meDELETED

( cody 🖕🏻 ; 14:21 ) hey uh i wanna warn you in advance that lena insisted she send you a fathers’ day card( cody 🖕🏻 ; 14:21 ) don’t want you crying like a baby or anything in front of your cool school friendsDELETED

( cody 🖕🏻 ; 19:57 ) b5478tnj2.IMG( cody 🖕🏻 ; 19:57 ) nvm dont wanna make you jealousDELETED

( cody 🖕🏻 ; 13:35 ) hey i just wanted to say thanks for everything you do for lena i know i talk shit but i really do appreciate it ( cody 🖕🏻 ; 13:35 ) she’s been singing your praises to teddy for the past like 10 minutes( cody 🖕🏻 ; 13:35 ) she loves you and honestly she couldn’t have a better guy to look up to( cody 🖕🏻 ; 13:35 ) so yeah. thanks.DELETED

( cody 🖕🏻; 06:28 ) hey asshole when are you coming to see your niece she won’t stop askingSENT