ICE QUEEN.

indie envy adams from scott pilgrim written by tess.

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songbond | cody.

       “ she’s just a fan. wanted to, y’know, see us and shit. ”  he gives, though it’s with a bit of regret. if there’s one thing about cody lemos, it’s that he loves his fans.  “ you’re gonna kick her out ain’t you? ”

        ‘ i’m not gonna kick her out. ’ security are gonna kick her out. look, they’re already on their way and everything. 

    hey, if she wants to meet the band, she can harass them in the street when they’re leaving like everyone else. god, it’s the envy tour, not... whatever crappy name they’d come up with for their own. ‘ --hey, you guys are all good to go, right? ’ 

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songbond | cody.

        “ why not both, huh? ”  he’s not thoroughly impressed with the comment, but he also sees a bit of a chance to be the shit he’s always meant to be.  “ i mean, i’m a pretty big fan and i’m the leader. so. egoism and all that jazz. ”

        ‘ you know what i mean. ’ she’s killing the vibe back here, and envy wants her to, like, go. but she’s not stupid enough to kick out part of her supporting band, you know? ‘ -- she’s not, like, a random or something? ’ 

[empiregalaxy]

Vampire Queen of Louisiana

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stllls | stephen.

stephen’s still ( ha ) a beat like he’s giving her call-out serious consideration. he drops his head into his hands, sighs heavy and long enough to raise genuine concern, and gives the general impression of someone who’s caved. you know, like, he’s gonna take the hint and chill out, or something.

and then he perks back up and carries on as if no one’s said a damn thing.

         ‘ yeah, this is a nightmare. is this a nightmare? ’

    well, this is just great. 

    envy could just let him tucker himself out with all this self-depreciation or whatever, but she isn’t really into that idea. they’re gonna have to go out there and kill it if they want a chance at making kid chameleon go anywhere, and they’re not gonna kill it if stephen keeps on telling them all they’re gonna suck. 

        ‘ hey, stephen? shut up. ’ 

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WOLF ALICE’S visions of a life sentence meme. feel free to change pronouns / context as necessary. 

i’m gonna celebrate you forever.

you taught us things we all should learn.

am i a bitch not to like you anymore?

punch me in my face, i wouldn’t even fight you no more.

you bore me to death.

no, i don’t give a shit.

i want to fuck all the people i meet.

i have a rage and it’s blinding.

is it exciting?

yeah, i have feelings. ’cause i’m a human.

i’m a totally self-destructing, constantly consuming human. 

now i’m fucked.

now i’m fucked and that fucks you too!

you stick out so sorely, girl.

are you at your wits’ end?

well, i’ll tell you, they test my patience.

maybe we could be friends.

she’s beautifully unconventional. 

did you ever analyse your dreams? 

you know, nothing is what it seems. 

you’re a walking contradiction. 

i long to be with her forevermore. 

i see the signs of a lifetime: it’s you ’til i die.

what if love’s not meant for me?

i’d like to get to know you.

i’d like to take you out.

when i see you, the whole world reduces to just that room.

i can’t, i’m too scared.

now, i’m, well, i’m a little bit drunk.

you’ve taken over my mind.

i wanna tell the whole world about you! 

i think that that’s a sign.

i might as well write all over my notebook that you rock my world! 

you’ve turned me upside down, and that’s okay. i’ll let it happen ’cause i like having you around.

you and me were meant to be in love. 

it was never, ever gonna last long and it was only ever gonna go wrong.

i left my mind behind in 2015.

i only ever try to have fun.

did love pass me by when i had feelings i was scared of?

twenty-three years old and you’re acting like it’s over!

it’s only over if we crash. if we crash… imagine that…

turn this fucking thing around!

i’m sorry. i lost myself for a minute. 

could i have a glass of water?

i could really use some help.

can you hear me?

i know it’s all an act. i can practically hear the pen planning. 

i knew it was all an act. 

i believe in love.

if you knew it was all an act then what are you crying for? 

what did you think when you saw us? 

i thought it’d be fun.

i believed in what he taught us.

i believed in love.

i hope my body gets better. 

i hope my body gets better… do i mean my body or my mind?

i hate the word ‘forever’.

i hate the word ‘change’.

give me time. space and time.

take me out to the future just so i can look back into the past. 

i hope that when i look back i will laugh.

i feel i’m losing control of my body. 

i don’t want to come undone.

i am set to self-destruct.

who hurt you, sad boy?

there’s a dark cloud above your head.

you act like you’re already dead.

you think too much. 

you probably drink too much.

here comes the night; your truest friend. 

i was waiting for anything to happen.

were you waiting for love?

i was just waiting for this not to hurt.

one step after the other.

i’m a curse to my friends. 

i’ve made mistakes that i won’t mend. 

i dream of death, its violent breath. 

i could bleach clean my soul but he knows.

where are you when i close my eyes?

i left this world behind for the world i’d built inside. 

why do i feel so strange?

i follow the rules, do what it says on the tin, but i’m still on the outside looking in.

why do i hate all the people i meet?

peoples’ ideals give me the chills to the bone. 

i’ve got one thousand-million friends and i feel so alone.

stay as you are. 

everybody likes you. everybody cares. 

i heard that journeys end in lovers meeting but my journey ends when my heart stops beating. 

i’m leaving.

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@songbond / call.

        ‘ is she, like, part of the band or just a real big fan? ’ it sure sounds like only one of these answers is going to get her kicked out, but cody shouldn’t hold his breath.

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stllls | stephen stills.

this nightmare non-conversation had stephen halfway to forgetting that it’s been a nightmare day. and then she asks for avocado.  ‘ we’re out.  —  seriously. ’

        ‘ -- seriously? ’ she’s half-tempted to accuse him of messing with her just because he doesn’t like her. she’s over it already. ‘ whatever. -- what do you guys have? ’ 

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y’all can like this for a starter if you don’t mind waiting a while– otherwise, feel free to send a meme or w/e !! 

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STEPHEN STILLS:   the talented one ( 23 years old ).  lead singer and songwriter for sex bob-omb.  dating julie ( sometimes ).  lives with young neil.  his birthday was last tuesday.

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i like your outfit, by the way, ramona. affordable? written by tess.

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i don’t want anybody going into this thinking it’s going to be easy.

OUR GIRL | accepting.

        ‘ –you, like, know the definition of a pep talk, right? ’ 

    she’s heard him give them before and already knows the answer: not in the slightest. what the ████ happened to this guy that completely wrecked his ability to say something like hey, guys, we’re gonna crush this? that other band can’t play a single note right, and he’s out here sounding like they’re gonna die or whatever. 

    envy didn’t totally take over this band all by herself just to have stills ruin it all with his depressing we’re doomed shtick. 

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stllls | stephen stills.

         ‘ … no. ’ he definitely would have. could have. can’t, now that he’s been called out. ‘ why are you here? ’

        ‘ it’s a free country. ’ she’s on tour. duh. unless he means, like, specifically here, out of every restaurant in toronto. that’s just bad luck. ‘ also, i wanted avocado toast. you guys do that here, right? ’ 

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OUR GIRL - THE NEPAL TOUR | PART THREE sentence meme. feel free to change pronouns / context as necessary.

good to see you, my friend!

they didn’t tell me it was you.

i thought it’d be more like the films.

trust me, excitement is the last thing you want here.

yeah, i mean, he’s a bit full of himself, but you can’t deny that body.

we’re just friends now.

what kind of a name is ____ anyway?

alright? you look a little pasty.

don’t worry, mate, we all shit ourselves the first time.

he appreciates what you did for him, as do i.

he needs to learn when to accept help.

try and keep yourself in one piece.

we’re grown ups with a job to do.

i thought you were ‘just friends’ now?

______ and i will never just be friends, you know that.

you want my advice, deal with one emotional minefield at a time.

our primary advantage here is the element of surprise.

i don’t want anybody going into this thinking it’s going to be easy.

her conviction is admirable.

i could just go for an 18-inch stuffed crust hawaiian.

pervert! who puts pineapple on a pizza?

come here, i’ll press you.

do you mind if we go somewhere a bit quieter?

look, i had fun and everything it’s, you know… it’s not that i don’t like you…

what’s wrong with me?

you’re lovely, honestly.

i haven’t stopped thinking about you since _____.

i’m sorry to have to tell you this but there’s someone else.

i think you’re so great, and gorgeous, and you’ve got such… a massive… ego!

we could not be cooler.

you know she’s got a bloke back in _____?

i’m being eaten alive, here.

i don’t think i’m going to be able to sleep.

i’m depending on you tomorrow.

i won’t let you down.

i’m going up in the world.

can you tell us what you’re doing at least?

i know i shouldn’t worry so much.

please be careful, sweetheart.

your mind should be on this mission, nothing else.

we’re not supposed to be here, remember.

there’s nothing we can do here. we can’t break our cover.

i have a bad feeling.

you’ve a wonderful way with words.

i showered twice this morning and used half a can of lynx!

lucky you were there, eh?

i trust ____ to stand beside me the same way i trust you.

i think i might’ve cocked up.

you could have given me the ‘don’t be an arsehole’ chat a little bit earlier.

so, is it a superstition thing?

choose your side carefully.

my nan got ASBO’d.

i’m struggling to work out the moral of this story.

i should’ve been one of them agony aunts.

what exactly is your problem?

i’ll tell you what my problem is: you! just you. with someone else.

here we go again!

the second– the very second!– i’m with someone else, there you are trying to fuck it all up!

you’re unreal. you are unreal!

that’s none of your fucking business.

i’m tired. all i want is for this war to end.

he was trying to give me the big brush off. like i’m even interested!

stay focused, stay alert and stay alive.

they knew we were coming.

don’t move.

let’s get the fuck out of here.

if you think this is getting you a sympathy shag, you can think again.

we’re going to get you out of here, okay? 

keep talking to me, yeah? keep talking to me.

how could you do this? i trusted you!

all that screaming just for a scratch?

will i still have a scar?

i thought i was finally getting rid of you.

is he going to die?

tell them there was no other way.

i shouldn’t have trusted him. i’m a bloody idiot.

at least we know you don’t want me dead any more.

i’m still madly in love with you.

loving each other was never the problem. it can’t work.

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stllls | stephen.

the only special treatment envy is subject to is a fixed, distrustful stare ( there’s an obligation on account of scott )  —  the silence is customary.

@clashedat,  sc.

    she expected this. that doesn’t make her impressed by it, obviously, but she saw it coming a mile off. god, you’d think she was The Worst(tm) or something. ‘ are you gonna just stare at me all day? ’cause i’ve got stuff. ’ 

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neil.

It wasn’t an accident Neil looked just like scott style wise: the two had similar tastes and neil originally did style himself as scott’s mini me out of idolazation and kept the look out of laziness… that and they didn’t look that much alike outside of hair and t-shirts. “She’s good… haven’t heard much from her but she seems happy. How’s the tour?” He was honestly surprised Envy actually bothered to talk to him, let alone treat him at all nice. His own FRIENDS rarely did with few exceptions. “New bassist seems to be working wonders. ” That said she and his sister WERE friends once and he’d built friendships on far less.

    ‘ yeah, it’s been good. ’ 

the temperature in the room drops about five degrees at the mention of the new bassist-- todd may forever be one of those sore spots, she’s come to realise. she doesn’t feel the need to point out that it’s the entire band that’s new, anyway. too much explaining, too much delving into stuff she’d like to leave behind. 

she’d just be wasting her breath anyway, right? 

envy could be nice here. actually nice and everything, that is. except neil sort of just put his foot in his mouth and now she feels like making him suffer for it, at least just a little. so she goes for the first thing she can think of that might sting back.

   ‘ are you not dating that girl anymore? the weird one who was, like, totally crazy about me. ’ 

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i just made his day.

     is he grinning?  yes,  he is,  just a little bit.  ❛ thanks,  they work and everything. ❜

    ‘ i’ll bet. ’ they’re a little bit mesmerising, but envy’s too cool to be drooling over some guy and his guns. embarrassing, much? ‘ have we met? i totally know your face. ’ 

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ramona’s dying or whatever.

Truthfully, Robin has absolutely no idea what the fuck this girl is talking about. She’s starting to suspect this is how people must feel when they’re listening to her babble about horror movies, or whatever other inane shit it is that she even talks about with people. What does she even talk to people about? She always seems to find something, but- Jesus, this is like having an out-of-body experience, but for the fact she’s astonishingly pretty and Robin is…well. She believes the polite way of saying it is “frumpy”, but if a more bitchy epithet is needed then she’s got two decades’ worth stored away in a little filing cabinet in the miserable bit of her brain where her anxiety lives. Or squats, rather, since nobody invited it and it more or less just colonized the place after noticing that any self-confidence that she might ever have possessed had pretty much skipped town and left the door unlocked, the metaphorical fridge fully stocked and just begging to be taken advantage of. No, please, it seemed to say. Help yourself to whatever self-worth is still in there and remind Robin of any embarrassing moments she’s ever had whenever the mood takes you. 

“I’m- is grunge even still a thing? I thought that died out with Kurt Cobain.”

okay, so, envy and ramona are far from friends. it’s like-- they did a bit of boyfriend swapping, they maybe tried to kill each other that one time, and also those swapped boyfriends totally messed each other up, etc. it’s really messy. but, anyway, that mess has let envy spend more than twenty seconds around ramona, so she thinks she at least sort of knows what she’s like. maybe? if she squints a little.

anyway, point is: it’s not like this. because if anyone’s going to know how grunge is faring these days ( she is grunge, right? envy’s not sure all of a sudden, but she doesn’t really care enough about the specifics. all that really matters is that she’s right ) it’s her.

      ‘ --did you hit your head or something, ramona? ’ 

she thinks about adding not that i care or anything, but that much is obvious. unless ramona really has hit her head, then she might end up thinking they’re best friends or something. that’d be a trip.