love this battered-by-life officer so much.
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love this battered-by-life officer so much.
fic where kim develops shivers?
1. do we need this? 2. how badly do we need this? 3. i'm already writing it, please need this.
idea inspo from @zoetheduckling beautiful art: https://www.tumblr.com/bagmanunlucky/779845837859815424/zoetheduckling-my-liege-i-have-been-searching
i'm a writer & researcher, but it's my first fanfic for the characters running through my mind 24/7 since 2019. i flesh out the outline, themes, emotional arc, etc. constantly. focus is shivers, but also viewing skills through the lens of internal family systems (IFS) work. kim is so repressed, his parts need the help of a certain sorry cop to let his exiled parts surface and get in touch with his Self.
i have never been obsessed with something as much as de or kim kitsuragi. if you like a writing style that's been trying to emulate Kate Chopin, Rupi Kaur and Stephen King their whole life, stay tuned!
update for those interested:
i love all the people asking to be tagged when i eventually post it, but i fear i prematurely teased my fic because of how long my research and writing process is. i can't do wip because i don't write chronologically and also i don't wanna do wip cause that seems anxiety inducing. lol if anyone wants to be a fic writing accountability buddy please comment <3
Sorry Cop
As the Sorry Cop, Nick feels a constant sense of guilt towards his every action. Apologizes constantly for minor things. People pity him as a result, as it seems his work has taken a toll on him. Doesn't like to put civilians in uncomfortable situations, even if it comes at the cost of the case at hand, it's just something others have to help him deal with.
Maybe his sense of guilt comes from somewhere deep within, from a past he doesn't remember. Whatever it is, it's effect lingers on.
Make sure you look and sound really fucking pathetic all the time so when the cafe worker asks if you need anything while you're eating she thinks you're sopping wet instead of annoying when you ask for silverware
TW: suicide
I just came through a tiktok where Robby was drawn dead on the street, after he jumped. And it just ruined my whole night.
What if Abbot hadn't gone looking for Robby, or if he took just one more minute, and then just the wrong thought crossed Robby's mind, and he just does it. He jumps.
Imagine Abbot getting upstairs, just checking on Robby, saying hello, and then he sees him jump. How fast would the fall be. What's the view from halfway down.
Like it just dawned on me how intense that scene was. Just how they have saved each other. And they literally talked like it was nothing. And kept going on with their lives.
Maybe I'm just overthinking it because the drawing shocked me, but I just had to vent about it to let it go omg.
I can't believe I played Disco Elysium being 100% genuine and drawing from my own reaction in every response I could and then the game looked at me, the player, and said "Saying sorry over and over isn't fixing anything, the usefulness of guilt is proportional to your drive to overcome it and be better. Also STFU"
I want to play different routes on Disco Elysium but the idea of purposely being mean to characters and not trying to help everyone in the game makes me want to cry.
Random person flirts with Harry and he panics and quickly shouts "Sorry but I have a boyfriend"
Kim: Since when do you have a boyfriend
Harry: In about ten seconds. Kim, you wanna be my boyfriend?
Kim: Is there an alternative reality in which I am able to decline?
Harry: Nope, sorry.
Kim: Okay. In that case, yes.