On the note of the four copotypes (I AM ignoring honour, art and hobocop.) I want to talk about what they mean to me. Something I realised when watching my friend play the game after I played it myself. Itās maybe a bit personal. Not sure.
When Half Light chimes in to tell you about the Apocalypse, Harry asks if that isnāt just a coping mechanism, which then prompted me to rethink all of the copotypes and why theyāre there and what they represent.Ā
Obviously first copotype I got, which I related to heavily, was the Sorry Cop. Of course I am used to apologizing all the time, of course I just want to satisfy all my friends and every little thing that I might do wrong, I need to apologize for, because I clearly fucked up, even though nobody said anything about that right now. Nobody is telling me to apologize, I just felt like itās appropriate because my existence is burdening. I donāt know what to call that behaviour, but I just know itās there. Itās relatable.Ā
Superstar cop is the next one I kind of understood. I tell myself I canāt stay in this hole and then I start overcompensating, I am the best, I can do anything, I have done this before and I will do it again, fuck everyone else, I am the smartest, the BEST, the COOLEST. Feels like there canāt be middle ground, because then I might have to critically think about my actions again and that pulls me into my Sorry Circle, I canāt have that happening when I have to push through to be the best I can be.Ā
Apocalypse cop I only sort of understood after watching a video. The sheer hopelessness andĀ āEverything is going to be over anyway, itās time to prepare for the end, everyone needs to know that the end is coming.ā. Trying to cope with this situation by... I donāt know. Exaggerating? I guess I can kind of relate, in specific situations you just wanna throw in the towel, look at it and goĀ āItās all fucked anyway, so why bother trying? Itās gonna end.ā Itās easier accepting that the end is coming than seeing some hope in all of that mess.
And the boring cop is one that. Felt closest to me lately. I havenāt understood that one at all. I just didnāt. I looked at it and wentĀ āHow is this a copotype? Look at Harry, heās not fooling anyone. Boring?? Out of EVERYTHING I wouldnāt call him boring.ā AND THEN IT HIT ME LIKE A BRICK, when I talked to my partner, feeling overwhelmed and absolutely like a mess, and just blurted out āI am so normal. All of this is SO NORMAL.ā.
The fact that he is trying so hard, SO hard, to just. Get it together. But letās put a blanket over all the issues, letās focus on the case, letās focus on anything else, IĀ am acting SO normal right now, I am so boring, look at me, good ol normal cop right here, I have never been more boring in my life. Actually - I have always been boring, this is who I am supposed to be!
The absolute avoiding and ignoring. Trying SO hard.Ā
Anyway, thanks for reading, I love the copotypes in the game, they are all to some degree relatable, they are all amazing depictions of how to deal with your own issues in unhealthy ways. Thatās what I think at least.