#sort of ranty

[nowforruin]

I do know that there are people who walk into tattoo shops and randomly point at something or just see something online and get it inked. I don't get it, but I accept it happens. I have 11 tattoos. Every single one has a story behind it. That probably contributes to my irritation at the latest AE nonsense. What's the point of painstakingly applying that thing for years, of promising to reveal its meaning in interviews for.years. to just meh, shoulder shrug, not important?? Symptom of a larger problem - for the love of everyfuckingthing, give Emma's backstory some depth please god - but I'm especially annoyed by this one.

[paranoiasuggestion]

This is what I was worried about. That everything would forever be all or nothing. Black or white. I'd never want the same thing as anyone else, it's always more or less.

[oceanofgallimaufry]

I keep seeing stuff about why Susan couldn't return to Narnia in the end "because she wore lipstick." No, no, no, you're missing the point. The point is not that she wore lipstick. The problem is that, to quote Lady Polly, "Her whole idea is to race on to the silliest time of one's life as quick as she can and then stop there as long as she can."  It's not because Susan liked looking nice or going to parties or whatever, it is because she lost sight of what was really important, and not only that, she denied that it had ever really happened in the first place ("Fancy your still thinking about all those funny games we used to play when we were children").  The "nylons and lipstick and invitations" were symptoms, not causes.

[ask-daveegbertandjohnstride-blog]

I really need to rant and stuff because I've been unable to talk to anyone about this shit.

Okay, so I got on the computer that I have my drawing programs on and my mum, whos in the other room with my sister, tells me to get off at 9, and I got on at 8:50. She then went up stairs then yelled at 8:56 for me to get off when no one else wanted to go on. I've been in my room all day everyday for three weeks and the last time I got on that one was at the beginning of those three weeks and I don't draw traditionally much anymore and I get frustrated so easily. So, I got off in a pissy mood and went to my room only for my sister to tell me to take our dog out and I went down again and took our dog out before sitting down and huffing and my ass hole of a sister tells me to get out of that mood or she'll tell my mum about how I didn't do any work today, and she'll get me in enough trouble to not have access to my girlfriend nor friends and over break, which starts this Wednesday, I would have to work on my online classes. My oldest sister is never home often and I need to talk to her, because my mum and dad refuse to accept the fact that I am depressed and its been confirmed by a therapist already. I cant talk to  my other sister because she'll tell my parents and I also haven't come out to my family about being Bisexual and dating my best friend. Then theres my dad who has been looming over me everyday, and so has my mother even though they both said they wouldn't pressure me. I've been so pressured and lonely because I haven't been able to see my girlfriend since at least four weeks ago and I haven't been able to contact any of my friends since almost a month at the end of this month. My break days are the week ends and that's when I try to rest and get myself all together again only for this weekend to be busy as hell with my mum telling me to work from 8 in the morning to 11 at night and that's not helping with my depression. The longer I spend without see my fiends or girlfriend makes me have less and less motivation and already my parents threatened to cut off my contact with my girlfriend. This is the first relationship that actually had both partners love each other fully and its already being ruined by my family and fucking work.

[qqueenofhades]

okay I know a lot of my friends ship will x ana and I'm sorry that you are in pain over that

but

-- if there is a crisis in wonderland, and ana decided to deal with it because you know, she has magic, why is will in storybrooke alone

-- plus unhappy and drunk and aimlessly stealing things

-- thinks that he's a thief and will always be a thief i.e. doesn't really seem to think going back to wonderland is an option, but is still stealing a book just to look at a drawing of her

-- i swear to god if ana wanted him back that much why couldn't she ever give up her magic and her crown and not invent a ridiculously complicated plan and etc etc

-- oh because she always wanted that more than him

-- she screws up and puts him through hell and expects him to still be there and then look he is because he forgave her?? true love???

-- did she die? did she just get bored? did she throw him out?? like seriously if there was a crisis in wonderland and they were its co-rulers and happy together, they should be dealing with it as a team and clearly that isn't happening

-- will my poor sweet baby

-- i'm sorry she just hurts you all the time

-- sigh

[kurgy]

I really cant stop thinking about that ask from earlier about criticizing Iron Bull and I just

what is there to criticize? and I dont mean that in a "ooooh he's perfect and flawless and has never done anything wrong ever" kind of way but in a "the fucking game isnt out yet and we literally have no material or information about his character to criticize" kind of way. there aren't really any legitimate criticisms of his character to be made yet and saying he's ugly is not criticism and no one can even try to disguise it as such

[flavourlessfiction]

Just to clarify something...

So I got a message that apparently I've been talking shit, I will admit generally I say some shit but most of the time it isn't fucking serious ever unless its like super long ranty posts, I'm not a very serious person really.

I can be mean but it's not really intentional I just don't really have an off switch, yes I don't like beliebers and I'm not a fan of superwholock and I really fucking hate how it seems that the addiction rather than the legacy that PSH has left behind is being glorified (that pisses me off) but I don't really post about that and I made a few posts about spammers but I just started blocking those assholes.

So honestly if you think I'm talking shit about you, a) it's probably not about you, b) it's me being a dick because ask my friends that are on tumblr I'm a fucking stupid bitch sometimes, i literally don't think what i type or c) you're a spammer and I am talking shit about you because you're tacky and I hate you so sorry Sheepyshoo (I can't be bothered making a link) for talking shit, I didn't think I ever was but if I ever was I am sorry I don't exactly think much about what I say.

[rotiskenhrakete]

The thing about Cory's death for me is the fact that when I heard I couldn't understand why I was sad. I'm not really a fan of glee anymore, and most people know that. But, Glee actually changed my life. I probably would still love Darren. Just because he's Darren. But I probably wouldn't have met my friends. The reason I got a tumblr in the beginning is because of glee.  It's how I met Bonnie and cori and eventually the rising penises, and then meteorchild.  I don't know where I'd be without them. I think filming the funeral today made me realize that this has actually effected me more than I realized.