#sorting my thoughts

[nightsky-wonderer]

Rewatched “The Wrath of Ruthless Ruth”, once again experiencing the magic of Disney songs and the beautiful animation associated with them.

Though I don’t think I found anything relevant for Ricky’s Quest in this one, I did see a book with a crescent moon together with stars.  While keeping   @cookiedog782′s finding of the lunar banner in mind, I find it interesting that this is another time this season that the moon and stars are seen together on the same object. 

[pinklemonwitch]

🥀 okey dokey 🕯️

I'm gonna use about $100-$150 from my tax returns to fund small projects and creative and witchy themed things I wanna do.

📸 Gonna start taking Polaroid pictures of the area I live in (cuz honestly New England is underrated and beautiful). I've had a passion for the arts since I was a kid but I'm extremely perfectionistic and I think Polaroid photography will help me break out of that since I can't take an infinite amount of pictures, it'll help me especially learn to appreciate the uniqueness of the environment around me and the one-of-a-kind photograph I'm taking of it. 😊 I also can use the photographs in my witchcraft if I choose to and I could sell them at some point if need be, but I mostly wanna decorate my space with a shit load of Polaroids 😁😁😁

🔮 And I'm gonna get a bunch of small pouches for the rocks and crystals I'm collecting locally as well.

✨ I wanna sort them out in different ways and maybe sell them at cheap prices to witches who don't have access to the things I might; I have access to plenty of forests, rivers, streams, urban settings, historical sites, graveyards, farms, beaches, pretty much everything. ✨

After the storm goes by I'll be collecting more locally found quartz, the quartz I have now we found at Fort Griswold (a local historic site).

🎉 I'm also gonna put little acorns and pinecones with the stones as well when it's appropriate, I wanna theme them around particular spells or intents or gods, depending on what I feel that day.

🥀 It's gonna be all witch/pagan centric but I really think anyone can appreciate the simplicity of nature in their pockets.

🦋 I'm also still learning tarot and I need to perfect my cartomancy practice but I would like to start offering readings too. For now since I'm still a baby tarot reader I wanna offer free readings to my followers here on Tumblr and when I get more experienced I'll charge for really in-depth readings. 🦋

🐳 Thanks for anyone who reads my shit ily, bye 🐋🦑

[eradicatetehnormal]

Rants of a Loser

Being out in the countryside sucks because there's nothing to do and people are nicer but don't understand how isolated they are, at the same time most of the bullshit sith ice is in the cities. I'd be working to move out on my own if it weren't for that. Also if they didn't cut medicaid and and section 8 :(

At the same time, my life feels stagnant. I feel like I should go back to college but I don't have a lot of money and quite frankly, i hate most of the people who hang out on campuses. It's also just hard to pick a major that'll help me get into a career I don't hate and also doesn't have awful competition like it or digital design. Fuck Nan, I really wanted to do something artistic bit as time goes on people are making it abundantly clear that they don't value artists or creativity. Maybe I should so something a/v related...

For now though, when I move, I'll try to go into trade.

[ahecen]

[alarrytale]

For me, all the signs are there with Nick that he's queer but I'm still a bit hesitant because he was quick to point out that he was straight when I think that if he was closeted he could have just not commented on his sexuality or refused to comment on it, and he also follows some women and likes half dressed pics of them but they tend to be fashion and pop girlies, I'm unsure how much weight social media holds when it's so public and if he is closeted he's hardly going to like pics of half dressed men. But having said that, there are more signs for me that he is queer. He looks queer for one thing. His flamboyance and mannerisms. He has a lot of queer friends. His knowledge about lgbtq+ history. Women seem completely comfortable around him and he seems like one of the girls, a bit like Harry. I'm still hesitant because we haven't really seen him around women who are really flirty or whatever and whether or not he responds positively to it. But as of this moment there are more signs for me that he is queer than not. Women don't tend to be that comfortable around straight guys, they're comfortable around queer men because there is much less chance that they'll come onto them. There's also the fact that Nick's current fanbase is mostly queer women and they're always making gay jokes about him, similar to Louis' fanbase. Obviously queer people are great at recognizing other queers. I think they go along with the 'straight' thing because he has said he is straight and there is a real purity culture on twitter where you need to take a celebrity's words for it. So they play off the gay thing as a joke. But I think most are questioning. There's some het Harrie type fans thrown in there too due to PH and tioy. Many gay men seem to think he's one of them, like Sh*wn M*ndes I guess, and sometimes it's wishful thinking but when they pretty much collectively think a guy is gay then I tend to believe them as they recognize their own. So I guess I'm leaning towards queer but not fully convinced yet. I do get the feeling that he holds back a bit, like Louis.

Hi anon,

This is a really good summary. I agree with most your takes and share your views. I'm also still a bit hesitant, cause there is still room for us interpreting things wrong.

I'm going to play the devils advocate here a bit. I haven't really seen him having sexual chemistry with neither men or women? (off screen that is). I'm seeing a very tactile, vulnerable, open and soft man who befriends and clings to both men and women. He looks very comfortable around both (little to no intimacy boundaries), but i'm getting a friends vibe and not attraction. He seems very respectful of women. He didn’t even flinch while resting his head on that female crew members boob. She didn’t either. I still feel a need to observe him more. We haven't seen real signs of flirting, sexual chemisty nor signs of attraction.

There is still a chance he's just very comfortable with his sexuality, and in touch with his feelings and his masc/femme sides (he's spoken openly about this), someone who's an ally and who rejects gender norms. Straight men like that are few and far in between. He's just so open and transparent with who he is, and it's throwing me off lol. He's not acting like someone who's in the closet. He seems too happy, free, genuine and confident. And, from the small parts i've seen so far, i don't see clear signs of lying when he speaks about identifying straight or his past girlfriends. But then again, i'm used to H and L who are really bad liars. Nick is a better actor. I just think he'd hate lying about being straight or having no same sex experience. Some days i'm leaning towards bi/pan. It would make the most sense in theory for me. But that doesn’t totally fit either. If you are right, and he does hold back a bit (or backtracks) then I think we'll see it with time. (He did unfollow that girl account yesterday after fans found out and it supported their 'one of the girls' theory.) It seems to me like he's pulling himself away a bit as he now found mainstream fame. That i recognise from H and L. We might see more signs of closeting in the near future.

Tldr; i'm still undecided. My heart says queer, but my brain says wait and observe more before concluding.

[mysticalphantomcollectorus]

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[seamseuphoric]

Quick Update

Work space renovations are nearing completion. I'll worry about modern shelves and desks at another point in time. Everything I'll need for my next cosplay is here so I should have to do minor shopping from now on ((the fabric my box came in is comically large, I blame myself for not reading the bolt size...)) There's only about 20 days before the con I plan on attending arrives so I'm a bit unnerved with the possibility I won't finish in time. There are a lot of details to this costume I havnt worked out. Which this con decision was a list minute one for my friend and I ((who plans a character who compliments mine)) and she's at the same stage. If anything it might be my first casual con in a while, there's always my Jafar cosplay and grey warden dress. But I will try to reach a finished cosplay by then. You never know. Either way that's just a small rambling update. Crafting WIP soon. Be prepared.