#sossery

[july-19th-club]

i caved cause i only had like half an hour before bed, and so i’m watching merlin. kids, i forgot how much i love those damn red capes 

[cordria]

okay so you're going to think i'm so weird but i made playlist for stone of dreams? open. spotify. com / user / sossery / playlist / 4QBe0mJvjZFD20jcPVZeJ7 it took like ten minutes so it's not the best ever but like also maybe if you everwantedtoworkonitagainthiscouldhelpidon'tknowimsorry

Sweetness! :) Love the playlist.

I don’t know when I’ll work on that again. I have it all plotted out. I have the desire to do it. But my life is VERY crazy busy right now. Hopefully it calms down a little soon.

[alloverthegaf]

So wtf is a gaf btw

Place, I guess, mostly. Saying “all over the gaf” is saying “all over the place”, like “my technique is all over the gaf”. Or something. I don’t actually say it myself, it was originally a shoutout to achievement hunter because Gavin says it occasionally. But yeah.

[guardianofscrewingup]

Are you actually planning for Gobber/The Boulder to be a thing in HBD? Because if you are, it'd totally be my new OTP 4 LYFE1!!one!

I am totally planning to actually put it in the actual story. Just as a background side character thing. Because why not? 

[guardianofscrewingup]

Hi! Just, um, wondering, but how goes the ATLA and HTTYD x-over-ing?

I’ll be getting back to it soon! I’m in grad school and I just got tied up with finals. My last final project is due tomorrow though and then I do have a Christmas vacation but things should ease up soon so I can write again.  

[alloverthegaf]

Merwaine- pick either "Please, don't leave," or "I almost lost you".

OH BOY you really want me to be miserable don’t you

Uhhh okay Merwaine - “Please, don’t leave”

Gwaine looks up at the sun filtering through the leaves above him and squints. He’s pretty sure it’s not meant to be so bright this time of day. Mind you, he’s pretty sure he’s not supposed to be this cold, either. And honestly, he’s not even sure why he’s lying on the ground in the middle of the woods, so the day is full of oddities.

There’s a kind of ringing in his ears and everything seems kind of muffled until a voice pushes through the haze. He tried to look round for the source but really it’s a lot of effort and his head is feeling kinda heavy, so he just continued staring up at the leaves.

The voice reaches him again and something… he forces himself to focus. He knows that voice. He likes that voice. He needs to listen…

“Gwaine! Oh Gwaine, please, no…”

Merlin appears in front of him, the afternoon light framing his pale face and making him look like something otherworldly. But his expression is one of pain and Gwaine longs to take it away.

“Hang on Gwaine, please, please just hold on…”

With an extreme amount of effort, Gwaine forces his arm up so that his hand clumsily brushes against Merlin’s face. Why does he look so sad? Gwaine wants to huff, to demand to know what happened, who upset him. Merlin looks sad too often these days. Gwaine misses his smile.

Merlin holds the hand against his cheek and rests one of his own against Gwaine’s stomach and - ow - Gwaine looks down in shock.

Oh. That would explain how he came to be lying on the ground. Merlin’s hand pushes against the great big hole in his abdomen and Gwaine winces. He opens his mouth to ask Merlin to stop but all escapes is a moan of pain.

“Please… please don’t leave me…” Gwaine looks back up and sees tears in Merlin’s eyes. It hits him that he’s the one making Merlin so upset, and he berates himself for being stabbed in the first place. “Please, Gwaine… not you too…” Merlin is still babbling and his hand presses harder against the knight’s wound. “I can’t lose anyone else. I can’t, Gwaine. I can’t lose you.”

As Gwaine stares into Merlin’s eyes - such beautiful eyes, Gwaine’s always been enraptured by them - sparkling blue becomes shining gold and the pain changes, morphs into something warm and soft. Merlin’s lips are moving but he’s talking too quiet for Gwaine to hear over the roaring sound in his ears and his eyes continue to glow a bright, brilliant gold.

Suddenly, it is over and Merlin jerks his hand away as if burned. He scoots back slightly, disturbing the dead leaves around him, and looks at the ground. He does this in the time it takes for Gwaine to slowly, carefully pull himself into a sitting position. They are now on the same level, but Merlin refuses to look at him. Gwaine can see the trembling in his shoulders.

At first, he cannot speak. Merlin is a sorcerer. Merlin uses magic. Merlin is breaking the law.

Merlin is a humble servant who loves his king. Merlin looks away when a deer is killed on a hunt. Merlin just saved his life. Merlin’s eyes look incredible when they glow gold.

It takes no more than a minute for him to process all of this. That is all it takes for Merlin to squeeze his eyes shut as if expecting a blow.

“Please don’t leave me.”

A different inflection to last time. A different request. Don’t hate me.

Slowly, Gwaine reaches out. Merlin leans back but does not try to escape. The trembling becomes more pronounced.

Gwaine grabs Merlin’s shoulder and pulls him forward, wrapping one arm around Merlin’s neck.

“Never,” he whispers into pale skin and shaking bones.

I was gonna make this end a different way but I couldn’t hurt myself like that

[officiallallorona]

sossery reblogged your post and added:

*whispers* thank god, it’s not angsty merwaine

[alloverthegaf]

Deadpool. ;]

Fuck yeahhhh