she wears endurance so beautifully that people mistake it for happiness

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she wears endurance so beautifully that people mistake it for happiness
my soul lingers near to yours
hoping that you’ll notice
my eyes
following
the path of your heart
hoping we’ll meet
in time
and yet
with each blink of a lash
i lose you a little more
until one day
i wake up
and you’ve slipped
through my fingers
again
You address a letter to me from nowhere,
and I sit by it for hours,
my cheeks red with blood gushing in
from the butterflies feeding on my stomach
My lips curve in a smirk from a heart beating faster
and of the wildflowers fluttering, blooming
in a thunderstorm.
I open it while the starlight goes off,
and the storm blows off my roof.
You sent me a little piece of your heart,
and asked for the whole of mine.
And I wondered about the doors it would knock,
if I returned it to nowhere.
-artisticwildflower
You can forgive them but choose to not let them back in your life.
a.j. alanna
You okay?
i’m okay for now. sometimes i feel like what’s the point of anything and nothing matters. some days i feel fine. it comes and goes, but never go away for good so i try to keep my mind busy as much as possible to stay positive.
also sometimes i thought i’ve gotten over someone and slowly moving on but then one day that person appeared in my dream and i woke up feeling hurt so bad yeah it do be like that sometimes :\
The universe sends regards with a directive to begin the process of finally growing up.
Stepping into adult shoes, looking the world through something other than the rose-tinted eyeglasses of a toddler.
Welcome to the real world, it says. Here you have to work for everything you get. You do not get appreciated for every single effort that you put in and sometimes for anything at all. There are rewards for some but most good deeds do go unnoticed. There isn’t a tree at every road for shade. Some roads you just have to trudge along to find solace and somehow, neither of this kills you. You might want it all to end every single day but somehow when the day ends, you’ll manage to still keep standing. And your world will be ready to start spinning as soon as the next day knocks. But you’ll learn to not let it get to you because you’ll learn to start spitting out the blood that gushes to your mouth after every punch to your gut. You’ll learn to begin again without feeling like a complete failure or more accurately, you’ll learn to begin again even when failure is all you think defines you. Because somehow, you’ll learn that sometimes, a choice just isn’t presented to you and no matter how dejected you feel, the only course of action is to still keep crawling, to keep breathing no matter how hard your lungs ache.
There’s going to be heartbreak and broken things are not always going to mend. Some roads are going to get blocked no matter how much you wish them to flourish. And somehow, you’re going to find a way to be okay with it without clinging to some childish hope. Because you’re going to accept that resurrection doesn’t actually work and the universe doesn’t conspire to keep you safe. You’re going to realize that the safety net you clung to was ultimately a mere illusion and things are going to hurt you when you least expected them to. But you’ll learn through it all. And I hope, somehow, through it all, you manage to cling onto that childish wonder you’ve got for this world.
But I know that is not possible. Which is just another of those things you’ll learn.
58. Fav weather?
definitely sunny and ~78-80F aka 25-27C -- I’m sad we’re self quarantining and the weather has started to warm up here :-(
pls pls pick a number from this list and i’ll love you forever (I am wide awake and am trying to distract myself from being sad).