special something
I started watching Sean only two weeks ago and already I’m heavily invested because you can tell how much he cares. He’s so genuine and sincere, his good intentions and desire to spread positivity just radiates in every video he does.
I started watching two weeks ago, quite by chance. It was his Detroit Become Human play through. I was going through one of the roughest finals week I’ve had in college. As I conclude my third year I find myself more and more burnt out each finals week; the mental and emotional breakdowns are more intense and common. I was going through this cycle of suppressing my emotions and doubts and actually scheduled my breakdowns. I only allowed myself 10 minutes a night to cry in private and keep going, it wasn’t healthy at all. Watching his videos in between study breaks as an incentive or a mood boost before starting really got me through a tough week. His ability to find joy in the smallest things makes me strive to look at the world in a childish wonder more often. He reminds me to laugh a little harder and to not be so hard on myself, to show more empathy and be kinder to myself. It allowed me to reconnect with a friend I hadn’t realized how much I deeply missed, bringing even more happiness in my life as we bonded over newfound common interests.
I’m fairly new to this community but the impact and influence Sean has had in my mental attitude and outlook in life is already massive. It saddens me to see that someone that has already become a great source of happiness and cheer in my life is going through a rough patch, but I hope this lovely mini project brings some joy back into his day.
