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i want to make some stupid music but i remember i was always really bad at orchestra

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ughh i have to finish my own drawings? there's no sim in the basement to do it for me?

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ok one thing about spravato is that i have not felt the same coming out of any session. i felt bad yesterday afterwards and i still feel bad today so i had to go home from work. embarrassing! but the reason im feeling bad is because there’s something wrong with me bubbling up. it’s like the drugs are the stove and someone’s boiling me like the frog in the pot and my brain is the water then I can’t take the heat and I hop out but sometimes it’s one of those ultraheat stovetops that burn all your food any higher than temp 4. I’m cooked and my kitchen is full of smoke. however i hop into another pot that’s still lukewarm etc repeat until i can tolerate myself i guess

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i put on lashes today 🤪👻👽

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shout out to the queer couple that showed up at the same time as i did they looked delighted to be alive and together peace and love..

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i got a few of my bogos binted but the damn glare on the frames i bought make it hard to take pics. i’m really excited about the gold frame lol

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i have a session in a few hours so yeah my spravato experience so far is like. because i want to die they give me drugs and put me in a room with candy then tell me i cant go to work or drive anywhere it's literally awesome. i felt really good after my last session and anxious/low energy after the previous so it's been inconsistent so far

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i’m so easily amused by projectors. observed aurora +14 mood