#spiraltime

[vomititallout]

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒅𝒓𝒖𝒈𝒔 - 𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒔𝒏𝒐𝒘

𝑰 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕, 𝑴𝒚 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒐, 𝑺𝒐 𝒊𝒕 𝒈𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒅

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒂𝒑𝒆𝒔 - 𝑶𝒇 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒇𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝑭𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒕 𝑵𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒆𝒔

𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒃𝒆𝒅

𝑺𝒉𝒊𝒕!

[vomititallout]

𝐼 𝑔𝑙𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑘𝑦𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑟 -𝐴 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜

𝐹𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑐ℎ 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑢𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑

𝑇𝑜 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑎𝑓𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛

𝐼𝑛 𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑎𝑔𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑘 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒

𝐼𝑛 𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠

𝐴 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑎

𝐸𝑚𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙

𝑊𝑒 𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠

𝑊𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑟

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑠𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑢𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑢𝑠 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦

[jealously-jonah]

Peel the layers of skin off my tongue. I’ll gag on the wash of filth and spit. No one left to see me. I’ll turn to dust

[jealously-jonah]

You’ll find me in the bath and the water will be scarlet. And you’ll wonder if there was something you could’ve done.

[jealously-jonah]

I’m reaching out across the void. Making bids for you. Please notice how I’m burning into ash before your eyes. Do something. Do something. Do something.

[jealously-jonah]

If you found me when you got back would it traumatise you? Is there a way I can warn you not to come in?

[jealously-jonah]

I’m so alone

[jealously-jonah]

Freeing when you finally realise that actually you don’t need anybody. You can only trust and rely on yourself. Being vulnerable with other people only gets you hurt.