#spn chi

[wrdlbrmpfd]

He's drop dead gorgeous 🥵🥵🥵🔥🔥🔥 *drops dead to the floor*

[walkergirlsposts]

😂😂

[sweetonsugden]

Here

SPN Chicago schedule for this weekend

[compo67]

I wish chicon was all the time. 😍

[thecrownisagift]

J2 gold panel/ Thanks to spn con girl for always making amazing high quality videos

[cimematicho]

Here, have some more dorky photo ops

[timebombwithalltimelow]

hello yes I understand that I am late to the game, but I guess sharing op stories is something people do...so here’s mine.

Of course I’m getting emotional just reflecting, I was one step in the room and tears were welling in my eyes. I met the boys in 2014 (I was a wreck then too), but we’ve all grown and changed so much since then, somehow they still mean the world to me. The idea was to do some sort of “Transformation Tuesday” picture, hence the frame I’m holding.

So I’m getting up close in line...just admiring these boys and the way they interact with their fans is purely amazing. they are very genuine. I made eye contact with Jensen while he was smiling that one of a kind smile, and started freaking out all over again. One of the volunteers noticed I was trying very hard to maintain steady breathing so she danced over to me and got me real pumped. Her talking to me actually created more tears because at that moment, I knew it was real.

Somehow I managed to hold it together, and stepped up to the plate. I’ve never played softball, but I imagine this pit in my stomach was the same as someone going up to bat with two strikes already behind them. I faced the boys straight on.

Me: how can I pray for you guys today?

Jensen: what??

Me: how can I pray for you?

Jared: how can you pray for us?

Me: yes

Jared: that we get taller

Me: *probably had some odd, stunned look on my face*

Lady to keep the line moving: you gotta take the picture!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me: this was us in 2014!!!!! uhh, surprise me!

then I turned around to face the camera and pose, Jared lunged in front of me to re-evaluate the picture. I felt him grab my hair, and suddenly Jensen’s hands were on my back and I had truly no idea how this picture would turn out.

I felt glorious for those three seconds. Like the world was melting in the palm of my hands.

I felt safe in their presence, and I’m not sure if that was simply because they are Jared & Jensen, or if it was some sort of Sam & Dean realization.

I go to walk away and I tell them thank you, Jensen’s hand was still on my back as I began moving from the backdrop.

Approximately two steps away I double over, completely sobbing, I look up to another volunteer’s hands around me. Jackie told me “don’t ruin your makeup honey” I lifted my eyes enough to tell Clif thank you, and we walked out of the room.

There’s something so overwhelming about the comfort you feel for those sacred seconds you have the privilege to experience with those boys.

Jackie the volunteer told me to find her later, and shared many comforting words with me before parting ways.

This isn’t some incredible sob story or wonderful time one of the boys said something crazy inspiring or remembered me by name. They were purely themselves in the most wonderful ways possible and I will treasure this experience for many years to come, because it is exclusively mine and theirs. Shared moments in time together. For us to do with it what we will.

Forever grateful.

[nani-rox]

While I anxiously wait for the Jpegs from Chicon to get here I’m gonna tell you guys all the insane story of how Gil McKinney tried to kill me this weekend and how I fell absolutely head over heels in love with him. (under the cut) 

Here it goes: 

So it all started on friday when my sister and I went to Gil & Alaina’s panel and we asked them what their freshman year was like, and Gil actually had like a full conversation with us??? Then after they finished answering the question Gil just stares at us for a solid 6 seconds with this giant smile on his face and he shakes his head at us and goes “you guys are cuuute” and I DIED. (If anyone has video of this PLEASE send it to me!!!)

Then at karaoke that night I fell absolutely in love with him watching him song and at one point he was staring directly into the eyes of the girl next to me and serenading her so then he turns to me and grabs my hand and I grab onto his hand and like caress his thumb and die a little inside (ok a lot) 

Then on Saturday I was at the front of Gil’s line to get a selfie, so as I walk up Gil smiles at me and my sister and says “Hey I remember you two!!” And me and my sister scream and I give him a huge hug and he rocks me back and forth and it was the softest and warmest hug I’ve ever had in my life and I just closed my eyes and kinda forgot to let go so we were hugging for like a really long time. So finally I let go and I pull out my phone and say “I got a selfie.”   Gil: “Cool! I can take it if you want cuz I have longer arms!” Me: “good plan” Gil: “ok but you go on this side so I can take it with my right arm.” *pulls me to the other side of him* “oh and the lighting is better over here” *spins us around with his arm still around my waist* *takes picture and looks at it* “hold on one more that wasn’t very good” *takes a second picture and looks at it* “theeere we go” Me: *hugs him again* Gil: *turns to my sister to give her a hug too* My sister: *almost knocking him over with her aggressive hug 😂* “I’M NEVER LETTING GO!” Me: *ripping her off of him* “oh my god im sorry. Thank you so much” Gil: *laughing at us and shaking his head* “thank you!”  

SO THEN SUNDAY THE CRAZIEST PART HAPPENED. Me and my sister were walking back to the hotel from this restaurant we went to around the corner and all of a sudden we hear someone shout “HEY GUYS!” I assumed they weren’t talking to us cuz who would be talking to us? But then I just hear my sister go “uM WHAT OH MY GOD HI!” And she’s just jumping up and down. So I look and see Gil sticking his head out his car window directly beside us. Me: *freaking tf out* “OH HI?!” Gil: *laughing at us* “see you guys next time!” Me: “Um? Yeah???” Gil: *rolls up his window and drives a little further away & stops at the red light* My sister: *collapsing into a puddle of tears on the sidewalk* Me: *trying to pick her up and frantically looking between her and Gil’s car which is still stopped at the light* “CECE GET UP HE CAN STILL SEE US” *while simultaneously whispering “what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck” to myself* Some girl next to us: “WHO WAS THAT?!” Me: *still confused* “GIL?!?!?” Girl: “WHAT?!? That car has been in front of me for like 20 minutes while I’ve just been crying on the phone and he didnt say anything to me!” Me: *realizing this means Gil only recognized me & my sister* “OH FUCK. OH MY GOD" 

So then I fell absolutely in love with him and became obsessed and since Sunday I have done absolutely nothing but watch Gil’s episodes of any show he’s been in that’s on netflix, or any youtube video of him singing, and I’ve bought his album twice (once on itunes and one hard copy cd that i cannot WAIT TO GET HERE GJDKNGKS) 

I have a theory that he purposely had his sights set on my sister and I this weekend to make us obsessed with him bc he wanted us to buy his new album and we looked like crazy enough fangirls that we’d become terrifyingly obsessed and spend all of our money on him and his new music 😂😂😂 (in case you were wondering- it worked)